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Narcissa 12-Sep-18 10:05 AM
HI!
post plans here
also
lets use Discord to communicate en route
and if discord fails
use twitter.
k
tomorrow ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
yea all good โค
โœจ ๐Ÿ’–
come into airport i think
๐Ÿ˜ƒ
i shaved. I will epilate later today
lol
laundry im so lazy i have a bunch of clean clothes i might just use those LOL we'll see. maybe ill get it done.
epilating does hurt
shaving does not
i could bring it, if you'd like to try it
tis okay
lol
ill bring the epilator
you can try it
mmk.
are you allowed to be kind aloudish in your apt
epilation is kinda loud
its ok
im sure its fine but
i dont wanna use it during night at my place
seems like it would piss people off
shit is LOUd
nice
yaaay i get to cuddle my neet internet bf soon
ยฏ\_(ใƒ„)_/ยฏ
yes
its small
๐Ÿ˜ƒ
ok ok I should go for now.. nn yhay
ill be st reaming again soon, prob an hour or so
more attempts
im still so bad at a lot of the run, my gameplay isn't clean
ah well
okokok
cy a then
also wow mechanical keyboard is ncie.
โค โค
oh noo food place is closed
fuk
according to google its open but according to their online ordering it's closed
lol
yea I order online then pick up
usually
when i wanna go out and grab food
wait I guess
lol
need to insert a memory card
somewhere in the settings
controller setting somewhere
blah how should I kill an hour
I dont feel like going live
may be I should begin the epilation
?? you cleaned and got food yea?
you did a lot!!
im the one so lazy I can't be bothered to do laundry
lol
i don't suspect we'll be in public much at al l
just to get to your place
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Narcissa 12-Sep-18 12:00 PM
no idea haha
im gonna stay up as long as I can today I guess
and be probably tired about the time I get therre ?
nintendo direct then i catch a flight. so nice
how fun
got gendered female @ chipotle, felt good "she can go in front of me, err" lol the err was like "wait is this a girl" but their instinct was girl which feels good a good omen I think
yeah
me too
watching apple event, eating, epilating
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Narcissa 12-Sep-18 12:47 PM
hurts yeah. 1 leg done
lol (edited)
is cent urylink your internet
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Narcissa 12-Sep-18 01:27 PM
yeah that stuff sucks
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Narcissa 12-Sep-18 01:48 PM
done. another neighbor started making loud buzzing noises so maybe i pissed him off
lol
phew
my body will be very nice tomorrow, nice and soft. can epilate whatever remains tomorrow I guess. at the risk of making my neighbors angry
i don't use epilation on my face and i do get facial hair unfortunately, do you have shaving cream, i'll wanna use it every morning in the shower
yeah good
sigh
wish my face was cleaner
someday
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Narcissa 12-Sep-18 08:54 PM
blah never got laundry done lol. I think my clothes are mostly cleanish though
im tired,,,,
yeah i am
yeah I know. I cna sleep on flight though
but I'll prob need to sleep pretty soon once i'm there
mmk
I will! hopefully very long,
big hugs when I see you tomorrow night โค
^_^
mmk laying down now
gl with chores
cya tmrw
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Narcissa 13-Sep-18 01:01 PM
I won't be streaming today, heading to the airport in like an hour. lol
very early but yeah I have 2 flights to cat ch
see you tonight!!!
๐Ÿ˜„
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Narcissa 13-Sep-18 01:36 PM
ill see it on my phone @ the airport
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Narcissa 13-Sep-18 07:40 PM
Your time yes. Hi from 30000 ft. This internet cost 10bux
I think both flights are about 2hrs, halfway done with flight 1.
Idk Haha I just wanted to go online. I'm a fiend
It's weird up here
โ˜ 1
Endless expanse
I tried to send photo
Didn't work
hug. real hug soon
=)
I'll try again
Test
๐Ÿ‘ 1
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Narcissa 13-Sep-18 09:17 PM
flight 1 landed safely
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Narcissa 13-Sep-18 10:02 PM
on flight 2
I guess 2 more hours till I land maybe
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Narcissa 13-Sep-18 10:18 PM
<3
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Narcissa 14-Sep-18 12:11 AM
Landed
Gonna be a bit till I'm off this
Yeah no delays
Been a long day of travel, I probably look disheveled. Very tired
Plane touching ground woke me up though
Eh barely
Good sleepy time at your place
=)
Getting off plane soon. Where u
K
No bag
I travel light
Yeah
Uh I'm a bit self conscious of my appearance
Ok see u soon
Finally getting off the plane
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Narcissa 18-Sep-18 10:59 AM
Awe ๐Ÿ’œ
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Narcissa 18-Sep-18 11:40 PM
hey you โค
hahah
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Narcissa 19-Sep-18 04:10 AM
โœจ ๐ŸŒฑ
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Narcissa 19-Sep-18 04:27 AM
ah yeah im about to sleep
sleeping alone .... v_v
i'll think about that... mindset
wish you well! ๐Ÿ˜ฆ โค
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Narcissa 20-Sep-18 02:35 AM
๐Ÿ’œ how was the meditation?
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Narcissa 22-Sep-18 07:11 PM
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Narcissa 24-Sep-18 11:10 AM
yeah. thank you i love that picture you took
i guess not making money doesn't mean im a human failure
people should be free
i just wanna be in my zone
you deserve that too
ok
im gonna take a bath soon
perspective remember
yeah
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Narcissa 25-Sep-18 11:40 AM
they're evil
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Narcissa 25-Sep-18 08:17 PM
โค
I felt safe around you too
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Narcissa 01-Oct-18 03:25 PM
her face got posted on kiwifarms because you used it as an avatar
it's bad imo
just change it
what do you think is wrong exactly
hmm maybe I could express myself by posting pics of you on twitter
You become a public figure the instant that someone else decides you are worthy of interest, even if you are minding your damn business.
yeah neither is dizzy and she's sort of at risk of being fucked with by the creeps from kiwifarms, drawing more attention to her among that crowd is 'wrong' and you did that already. you should just change it now and cut your losses.
ok i'm being a bit unfair but still
well you could argue that
me showing her music vid on my channel is doing the same thing
which is true
i dunno
i felt bad her pic got posted. i felt bad your pic got posted
that place is awful
i just don't want her dragged into the shithole cause of me, you, us, this community, my whole discord, or whatever
i dunno
nobody deserves that, these ppl are really awful
i dont have words really
hmm
this is related to copyright
sort of
image
it's about image, symbol
spreading of image / meme
yeah i just mean
image
or
identity
identity
she just had disabled her twitter not that long ago because of some creep stalking shit
she's back now but
idk
kiwifarms is like a hive of creepy stalker shit
who is Aurora
there's no line
it's all a blur
i just had bad feelings about it
ok but you already censored yourself
so you put someone else in place?
you had your pic
you removed it because of kiwifarms
then you subject dizzy to the exact same thing
???????
yeah
so if you repeatedly use the image
and they are still paying attention then
they might wonder who that is
then she gets dragged into it
like they found my moms twitter
they're a little obsessive
thank you.
if you don't want them to win
then use your own photo
if you dont want them to win
then don't be afraid to talk to me on stream
you already let them win when you removed your own profile pic
so don't fucking come at me with that shit
Also, someone alerted me that Kiwifarms put up my picture, which, of course they did. I can't handle people knowing about me. I thought I could, but I wanna be invisible. I felt like I had to take down my twitch so they don't get video of me too. I'm sorry; I just can't handle that kind of attention. Maybe I could if I were more successful, but I'm nothing. I don't feel good about anything anymore.
so she's fair game to dangle in front of a bunch of sociopaths
??
you just said you wanted to be a streamer on the phone. you exist online
immortalized on page 137
anyway
the whole point
was i felt bad her pic got posted there... yours too. but mitigate the damage.... i guess
i see why its cool to use her pic
and in a better world
maybe it wouldnt be so bad
but it gave me a bad vibe
i've been dealing w/ this shit for some years now
it's a bad fuckign thing
you know it's bad, that is what prompted you to get rid of your photo
so
be courteous to other ppl who may be at risk of being stalked or whatnot
you gave them agency when you removed your pic... cmon
it can't go both ways
then use your picture!!
your photo why not
actually
i like the drawing more
its a good avatar
im saying on principle
if you actually think it's the wrong approach
you would have kept your pic
that's all
and by your pic I mean
you deleted it after you saw kiwifarms right?
I felt like I had to take down my twitch so they don't get video of me too. I'm sorry; I just can't handle that kind of attention.
they literally made you remove the pic AND delete your fucking twitch
YOU gave them agency!!!!!!!
!!!!
I felt like I had to take down my twitch so they don't get video of me too.
their actions cause you to change your behavior
then you criticize me for doing the same, to try to protect others akin to how you protected yourself
that is hypocritical
You become a public figure the instant that someone else decides you are worthy of interest, even if you are minding your damn business.
no
no difference
you think the type of people on kiwifarms wouldn't stalk or harass her?
why are you a 'private person' , you became one the moment your saw their posts. turns out, having creepy fucks giving you attention is not cool, and you would rather avoid that I'm just trying to make it so she can avoid that too
no
not the wrong choice
you let them win the moment you took down your pic
yeah., so be courteous of others too
you could also yknow not steal other people's identity
;P
yeah
anyway
have you?
I wanna tell you something
on smashboards
I used an avatar of Alizee, the singer
on speedrun.com I used an avatar of La Roux, the singer
so, I get it
it's just these ppl are shit
and they are creepers
he's seemed relatively tame? have I missed something
is he??
how do you know
alright ill ban him
i banned him
don't feel bad
name pls
publisher?
could be fake
prob not even real name
idk who that is
fits with 'bagnalla' but could be a pseudonym
dunno wh that is
whats the photo from
same name via the site? haha this 'defensive doxxing' shit
what a mess, this reality
anyway I have no clue who that is
it used the name A. Bagnalla on the site?
on the university
err Bagnall
ok
just some random person
so weird
he talks like someone I know
guess it's not them though
that's so weird then
yeah
well
jeez
so weird
whatever
anyway, let all this go
zero paranoia
yeah
yeah.
bagnalla is funny
its just weird... lol oh well
oh shit, time to go, electro
i need to get dressed
peace โค onto lighter and brighter things
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Narcissa 01-Oct-18 07:42 PM
โค
yay!
oh wow umm.. I was thinking late december but maybe its expensive then
what if you came the day before it comes out
yeah could be like 6th-14th or something
6th-16th?
โค :]
nice~!
its easy
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pdx yeah!
$264 round trip
american
1 stop LAX
i did the 1 stop LAX too
worked well
yeah
helll yeahhh drink it up, drink, drink it up,
i think that's fair
i'm unsure of my financial situation... could I pay you when you're here (edited)
$132
wait lemme see bank
oh god
I have $1500 and that doesn't include november rent.......... I need to find a way to pay for december
I will find a way
100% soylent diet starts now
gotta at least make it thru november
i haven't slept in a long time so
i'll work on the finance situation tomorrow
yeah
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Narcissa 03-Oct-18 12:25 AM
day is ok!
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Narcissa 03-Oct-18 12:43 PM
ahhh
im flexible on days
just st ay for like 9-15 dyas or something
lol
sure or 5th
gonna sell that site for $1100
i called mom, she will try to help, dad already said he could help
so
i should be ok for December
I think im moving out of here though
after the visit
might be done in like January or something
gonna go back to my parents place
in WI temporarily
then they'll sell the house
and we'll find some place to move
so yeah
lots going on
yeah
well if you hold onto your place I could visit there next time. it's honestly nicer than my current place imo except that I have a whole lot of cool stuff in walking distance. food stuff (edited)
cool. I love your place
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all these plans are secret btw
my moving shit
im gonna not be very open about this stuff while it all happens
and wherever I end up will remain very secret
yes
like
I've learned a lot
in the last few years
there needs to be very tight security regarding real life shit
information
yes
i had a nightmare about it
someone who knew me from the internet
was like
on the street I walk down sometimes
and took a photo
a giant 360 degree photo
all directions
was posted
you could look around
and determine exact location
then more people were there
a group of people
who I didnt really know
and I was furious at the person who posted the image
and I knew the time was up
and I had to gtfo
so I was like
trying to move out or something really fast and it was a nightmare
and like
bad actors closing in
FEAR
gripping
yeah
yeah.
if my living situation ends up good again (like my own little place) then you could come again but I think after december it would be easier for me to go there
yknow if things keep feeling good ๐Ÿ˜ƒ between us
me too. I think they will, I think december will be really great
โœจ ๐Ÿ’œ
yes! so funn yay I'm glad we get to share the smash ultimate release together
that's cool
hah w/e
well, I still feel a ways off but
if I stick to it
it will come together more
~
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Narcissa 03-Oct-18 03:38 PM
awesome
wow thats sick
dw ill get you half at some point I PROMISE
k
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Narcissa 03-Oct-18 03:47 PM
not only was the bacon really tasty, the steak was TRASCENDANT
โค
and you bought le petit ecolier (i cannot spell)
you're awesome
and you made pizza!
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Narcissa 04-Oct-18 04:08 AM
alright. fuck it then
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Narcissa 07-Oct-18 12:12 AM
f
i might move soon idk
was planning on GTFO cause you wanted to bail
so why wait
i dunno tho
its up in the air
i have no clue
i dunno
i need to figure out my living situation
ok. i don't know whats gonna happen so
hard to plan around
ill find out more later
lol
yeah, i wanted to...
i'm not taking this 'hardcore seriously' or what not. if you wanna come over and cuddle that would be fun. I know I'm gonna destroy you in smash ultimate and you're gonna feel bad about your skill or w/e
well
it's like
uncertain
you know?
life is uncertain
what issues
yeah
welll
i thought
it started
actually
because
yo utalked to your friend
and her life sounded nice, the normie life
so it put this into question
what?
you said she sounded happy
??
you are pulled in all directions by the wind of life
breakups can be traumatic. I would know
it's all in flux but
i enjoyed spending time with you
and i thought you up here was more good times
i know things were not perfect
but you're not to blame
iut's just the dynamic that happened
and
i can chill on it
but
you are not THE WORLD TO ME
you are part of the world
there's a lot of random stuff i'm into and some stuff we don't share
so its like
ยฏ\_(ใƒ„)_/ยฏ
see, framing the narrative also frames
how close we are to eachother
lol
welcome to memespace
hmm
๐Ÿ˜ƒ
yeah
well its like
oh gosh
'corralling you into my world'
or you coming here
or you forcing your way in
or you knocking politely on the door
lol
or my INFECTIOUS ENERGY
making you HAVE to come back
50 50!!
the perfect settling in
what is fair?
what is fair?
lol
emo cutie
yeah
a true dark soul
haha โค
โค yay
=]
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Narcissa 07-Oct-18 02:40 PM
:3
amen
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Narcissa 09-Oct-18 12:36 PM
He is the darkness
He is dangerous
Potential for danger
Within him
There is potential for hell
It was productive for the world because I healed him a little
I speak truths to him though
It's not money
It's healing
God's work
Yeah
Well if he comes back I won't let him on voice again he's kinda savage
But text was good
And bans if he is rowdy
I'm feeling my way
I gave him dopamine
And now
His bad behavior will not be rewarded
He had a lot of energy in him, bad energy
From absorbing
If he is calmed it goes a long way
I don't think he knows what he believes
Good
He said he wanted to let the trannies die
That he would get on that bus
If it were available to him
He said that for real
Real bad energy
I need to speak to the devil and not allow hell to rain down upon this realm
I know that he is not generate
I know that
I am though
Fine as long as the devil calms down
And hellfire doesn't rain down
I will purify the trolls! God's work
Idk
Idk
Speaking words
Is powerful
Creating words
Saying them
Dampening
I will feel my way
Now cmere and snuggle with me
That's on them it's not who I am
I wanna hold you
Then they fester elsewhere, no healing?
They get radicalized
Hmmmmmm
Yeah
They could just regroup elsewhere
And be horribly vile
Well this is a war
For the future
Tactics!
The people who need my attention most make themselves known
โค
activated
?
this is the war for the future. TACTICS!! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
hm
i'm not
i'm generative
it was out in the darkness, at outpost 1
i don't want escalation
i dunno, i want dampening, like a lessened tension between people maybe
i dunno
i hate the way you frame this, that he won
like I didnt do anything at all
like i was nothing
dude cmon
i did not miss anything
I did not miss anything
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Narcissa 09-Oct-18 01:38 PM
you don't see enough light
you see the darkness too much
โค
I know
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Narcissa 09-Oct-18 02:41 PM
let out your feelings
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Narcissa 09-Oct-18 05:38 PM
go by how you feel
but it feels relaxed
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Narcissa 10-Oct-18 12:25 AM
eat then call?
k ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
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Narcissa 11-Oct-18 12:44 AM
f
f
Started a call.
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Narcissa 11-Oct-18 01:08 AM
I'm charging my phone
wish I had had it charged
earlier
would be nice to talk again
โค
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Narcissa 21-Oct-18 08:37 AM
;;
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Narcissa 21-Oct-18 08:48 AM
come back!!
come back
message me
i wanna talk to you on voice again
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i feel so sad
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Narcissa 21-Oct-18 09:13 AM
๐Ÿ˜จ
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Narcissa 30-Oct-18 07:04 PM
i sent a msg
lol
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Narcissa 07-Nov-18 01:03 AM
beep boop
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Narcissa 15-Dec-18 10:10 PM
hi
thanks :] me too
hmm if you link a match I could critique it
or maybe like highlight one next time you play
one where you feel overwhelmed by the opponent
i could give tips
yeah trying to be an "entertainer" is w/e oh wow I didn't know
take care to grow them well
i have no experience there
i used some psilocybin today
it was fun
way way way different
yes, fickle
!
do you wanna.. on the phone?
or.. you could come over? :]
i've been a sinner
i'm sorry
i have been too abrasive in the past
i understand
i'm probably moving in.. a few months, before march
but i'm free in january or late december, after christmas... ๐Ÿ˜
i feel closer to you than her but she's just really cute and soft and comfy ... but i think i'm emotionally closer to you? but it'd be nice to cuddle with her again... but there are no real plans for anything i might be.
sorry if that comparison between you and whispie is weird
I like you
:]
I really like your place lol. I'd come visit again someday maybe
yes... I would be I think, it would be harder. dammit
I miss that
now all I cuddle is my pillow
ah wow. well my life is kinda up in the air right now... lease ends end of feb. so it's hard to figure everything out... I mean tentatively..... I'm moving back home w/ parents yea (don't tell anyone, it's a secret, not out of shame but out of security)...
duplex sounds comfy though
yeah
if travel wasn't such a vast gap
that would be really nice
i'm gonna watch death note
and pass out
good night
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Narcissa 15-Dec-18 11:15 PM
it's really good so far, I'm on ep 15:] (edited)
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Narcissa 22-Dec-18 08:20 PM
no
you should join. also I blocked him a long time ago
lol
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Narcissa 22-Dec-18 10:47 PM
;;
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Narcissa 22-Feb-19 06:13 PM
f
ok
moving, selling stuff, its hectic af
i need like 5 days
gotta run but ill intermittently be on phone
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Narcissa 22-Feb-19 07:48 PM
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Narcissa 22-Feb-19 08:06 PM
if i could teleport our skin would have kissed many more times
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Narcissa 22-Feb-19 08:36 PM
i guess i was never able to have the relationship i really wanted. everyone else was comforting but unsure of long term potential. i thought you might have some long term potential but I definitely fucked up when you said you wanted to cancel and I said ok fuck it then. tht was way dismissive and i handled it wrong. i actually was looking forward to you coming over again, for longer, but idk then some drama happened and idk you ended up banned or gone or like hurt and a lot has been a blur since then
i did say hurtful thing s and i regret that
i feel like i've been passing some echo of my pain onto others for awhile
pain regarding adrian and other things
just kinda echoing through the the relationships ive had with other people in the last couple years
like passing my pain on
selfishly
the morning I had to leave for the airport I didnt wanna stop holding you, it felt really good
blobsmiley
aw. yeah, i'm kinda out of reach now. everything is changing
no other plans
i dunno. do what you feel
i appreciate you didnt share the exe. i want it to be secret and private
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Narcissa 22-Feb-19 09:09 PM
are all of your accts banned from my discord still
damn
why dont they let you unban phones
so dumb
yeah
im gonna still be on discord mostly
so message me whenever
yeah . the texture of the ice sucks but will make it all look beautiful in time
i love the skybox
oh yeah the ice physics
actually fun fact, the ice physics and the air physics are the same
regarding how much control you have over movement
yeah
also its like
so awesome that blender is free, godot is free
and
its super ez
for someone to just like
send over a level
or modify a level
or write code
so collab is possible
ive had some help with some stuff
blender is pretty fun. wait you made something good didnt you
you made
yourself kinda
i think it looked good from waht I recall
the levels can be simple blocky wahtever (like how I have it now) or really complex intricate things
could be anything
im not even sure what the game is yet (edited)
but ill slowly discover that
im not even thinking about money
i just wanna make something beautiful
yeah i mean the urge comes and goes but this time i'm actually in there
i wanted to do 3d as well
and the skybox btw isnt even a box
its actually a sphere of points
then it calcs where to draw each sprite
using camera + the sphere of points
and the stars are randomly generated
right now but I might make it always the same if the levels always gonan be the same
i have a lot of plans
yeah
familiarizing myself
export blender -> obj
put it in the godot project folder
now I can drop it into my game
generate a collision mesh
and walk around on it
change materials, add shaders
get the geometry vertices and modify them
do anything
its powerful, not that hard to use, and it also isn't a slave to capitalism, so they dont own the pipeline or royalties or w/e
its also super lightweight
small file size
opens really fast
exporting games takes no time
its great
and it paired with blender (another amazing free tool) is super powerful
im glad nice software exists
i meeeeean the main devs or w/e just use patreon to keep developing it
so
not really heheh
well
its a passion project
yeah
definitely
yeah that blows. i'm sorry
im worried about being doxxed but thats about it.
i'll try to move again
after
near them or something
i need like
a year or more
ill just keep my head down and work on this game
it's kinda nice
2020s gonna be a good decade!
lets get there
hang in there buddy blobpersevering blobsmiley
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Narcissa 23-Feb-19 03:17 PM
i got the lines working better, still not done though
Yak
smooth on windows 7, runs at 60 fps (1280x720) but fraps kills that to 30. spent the second half of the video looking at outline glitches at high angles.
ahh I wasn't satisfied. nah that vid is half fps
its gonna be 60
but I want the lines to not flicker so much
still working on it
almost at a solution
i need to move all the vertices
yeah its ugly
blobsmiley
im gonna add like
grass, generated, like the stars
but
im a bit worried about performance
i wanna make sure it runs really well
i was thinking
random points in space
then it draws
a piece of grass as a 2d pixel art
in that position
random points on the floor* rather
could even have like
several sizes
so it would grow as it gets closer
wellll
regarding performance
i have 600 stars
but if I make it 60k
it chugs really bad
but I'm using something called draw()
for the stars
idk if its very optimal
for the grass I think I can actually
as the level starts
calc grass positions
then pass that into a shader
then the shader does the drawing or w/e??
idk if that would use the GPU
and then not be laggy as fuck
hopefully
yeah for sure
something is crappy about the stars imo kinda cause 60k is lag hell
but maybe that makes sense?
idk
well if there are thousands of pieces of grass
yeah culling right
dont load shit that isnt relevant
yeah
can do that stuff
well its actually not drawing the stars that are out of the viewport
but I guess
it still needs to calculate
if every star is in the viewport?
so idk how to optimize that
for i in range(0, field.size()): var world_point = camera.global_transform.origin + field[i]["position"] var pos = camera.unproject_position(world_point) pos[0] = round(pos[0]) pos[1] = round(pos[1]) if pos.x >= -2 and pos.x < max_x + 2 and pos.y >= -2 and pos.y < max_y + 2 and camera.is_position_behind(world_point): #if field[i]["position"].y < 0: #require this to block horizon draw_texture (textures[field[i]["size"]], pos, field[i]["color"])
see it goes over EVERY STAR
all 60k
does calculations
then checks if its in range to draw
theres prob a better way somehow idk
idk I gotta worry about moving stuff this blows. I have too much furniture
its alright
yeah damn
thats rough
love that car
you plan on going?
I had so much crap in my apt I didnt want
threw a lot away
live light
but also
I need a fuckin PC
you know
sigh
and a bed ofc
idk I wanna get situated in maybe a year or two
somewhere
idk
yeah
i thought this was gonna be my nice place ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
same though
i dont know what i am
itll come to you probably
naturally just youll find it
what you want
lol streaming. feels nice to not be streaming. but , can be fun. idk
feel it out
maybe if i streamed on an alt where nobody knew who I was
then itd be fun
but
whatever
lol
ahh, best at what though
you know i wont drop smash, ill get back in there
and mario maker 2
might be fun
but i might stream those
later
summertime (edited)
oh nooo
you had such a nice setup
im sorry
lol
yeah im on the floor right now
1 monitor
yeah
well Im trying to sell this table
idk
yea no luck
you know
i could leave some stuff
the apt could just sell it for me
lol
i dont want my furniture
ill miss my bed though
wow this queen bed
sad
yeah
i dont wanna worry about selling stuff I just wanna lay in bed blobdisappointed
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Narcissa 23-Feb-19 04:00 PM
i could get rid of the mattress for a fee
wonder if I can selll it
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Narcissa 24-Feb-19 03:35 AM
that's really good. I don't know any German. your singing is good
I'm so so. I might get a gun
protection yeah
why do you say that?
I wish you would
I don't mind killing someone if I'm saving my life
=(
I hate this
I'm scared of the internet
I need to be protected
I want to live somewhere safer
How do you get citizenship
It seems so hard to go anywhere
And I don't feel safe
It only takes 1 person
I'm scared
I guess if I used one and didn't have license that might be bad
I'm trying to lay low but the internet won't stop
no
Doxxed kinda. It's all happening. Please don't tell anyone about this conversation
Idk white pages
They literally just put addresses online
It's fucking insane
What do you mean hoping I didn't know
And why will it be okay
yeah that sucks so bad
I'm a target and it only takes one. The level of risk is too high. I need protection
I'm not walking around
I'm a shut in
I wouldn't go
No
But I need to keep moving until I'm safe
I don't want to go outside
Maybe
My life is not over I just need to be safe
I won't be safe
No I'm in a high risk situation that may go on and on
I need to be 2 steps ahead
Otherwise it's over for me
This world can barely support a person like me
I need to be safe
I see your point but. I also need defense from intruders
I need to sleep maybe mace is good
I need sleep
I have a lot to do tomorrow
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Narcissa 25-Feb-19 07:37 AM
Flying out today. In a couple hours I'll never see this place again
Kind of, I'm just so exhausted
productive is good. I'm gonna try to sneak in 1 more hr of sleep
I'm laying down in the closet right now
It's not as cold in here
yeah narciSmile
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Narcissa 26-Feb-19 03:58 PM
At 2020
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Narcissa 26-Feb-19 11:15 PM
I have moved
also grass has been generated
its just little dots
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Narcissa 27-Feb-19 07:41 PM
lol good luck.
I have my switch but most of my stuff is still being shipped
i could send you an update. it's nothing special really
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Narcissa 27-Feb-19 07:53 PM
well this is all I have so far, idk what I wanna do with it really
i could actually make blades of grass instead of the dots
not 2d but 3d
i dunno
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Narcissa 27-Feb-19 08:07 PM
that's a good goal
i guess i'm less online now
still online but more limited
yeah
truth be told i'm a little lost doing this game
not sure what I want out of it
I spent so many months making Dan F. 2 for MegaZeux
lol
its a huge game
i was in middle school I think
This game is an awe-inspiring display of extensive work on a massive scale we see so seldom in Megazeux currently, but is so poorly executed that a 3 board demo of a hammer engine would glow in comparison. This game is branded as an adventure game in the first board... Yes, I would have liked that, but this component (which lasted about 10 boards anyway) included such things as the need to backtrack through a maze... not once, not twice, but SIX times, such things as going back to the bottom floor after every single step forward in the process of getting to the top floor, such things as nonsense reasoning for any given thing to happen, such things as--- you get the idea. Anyway, after traversing this ghastly and seemingly endless series of adventure game no-nos, you get to the woods... where the game makes the comically common mistake of changing genre's entirely, but I was hopeful now that perhaps something good could come out of this. It didn't. In fact, it kept some gems from the previous genre such as baktracking and retracking the same board.... THREE TIMES. Maybe if the enemies weren't tedious and noisy, the scenery wasn't garish, and the gameplay weren't tired and petrifyingly boring, I could forgive this too. But I can't. Did I mention that later in the game, you have to do it all again? TWICE more? Ugh... then you get to a tower... I almost just don't want to talk about the tower. If there were any fun to be had from this game to begin with, it flatlined at the tower. The boards consist of two pretty piss poor chars and 2 colors that are, above all else, grey. The enemies... Are the same as the forest, but now they have more health and make more noise. More fun right?
Then there's a boss (what is essentially the same boss that shows of several times throughout the game, except with more health.) There is no real strategy to this boss unless you count the ol' knowing-this-game-is-terrible-and-f11-cheating-to-even-bear-it as a strategy. Echh.... it goes on like this.... Along with the worst platformer engine ever (probably ripped from Alien Wars), a sountrack that we are ALL utterly sick of, sounds that play about 30 times whenever they're triggered, a complete lack of entertainment value, and contextual story issues that force one to just give up caring at all what happens to the player, this game gets one star. I'd sooner light my teeth on fire with gasoline than play it again. This game is as fulfilling to complete as starring at a beige wall for four hours. Even my brother felt bad about not being able to stop me from playing it.
lmao
that was the only review
I was proud of some stuff in that game
fire temple and the ice cave are both really cool
or ice palace or w/e it is
but then you need megazeux too
so extract that into "mzx" folder
then put the danf2 folder inside the mzx folder
lol
a pain to get it working
i stole all the music. it's a bunch of s3m and mod files
open the mzx exe
then pick the danf2 folder
then the game should appear and pick it
lo
now I wanna listen to the title theme
yeah
its pretty long
would love to see speedruns of it lmao
it would be hard too I think
hopefully no gamebreaking bugs tho
lol
playing the mzx music makes me feel more in the creative mood
lol
i have godot open and mzx just playing sound
when I was young it was so easy to like just dream up levels and make them and go with it even if it kinda sucked or didnt make sense, or wasn't fully formulated or w/e
I just built the hell out of that game
for months
idk why I want to do it but I do
same with this thing
although I stagnated a little I'm working on it now
lol
so much I forgot about the gmae
yeah
pretty lame lol
or cheesy
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Narcissa 27-Feb-19 09:07 PM
space + dir
adding spawn points
like spawn player in GrassyKnoll at spawn 0
lol
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Narcissa 27-Feb-19 09:25 PM
oh wow networked mzx
thats cool
those angular bullets are like
hax
those werent possible to make back when I was doing this
yes
over half my life ago
mayb
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i wish u could teleport
or vice versa
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Narcissa 07-Mar-19 08:08 AM
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Narcissa 07-Mar-19 08:22 AM
it takes so long to load because .... of a hidden, very complex feature
if you run on the grass a lot, or more easily ot see, jump up and down on it a lot
the grass starts dying
you can also wall jump, i dont remember if you saw that
or if thats new
I also designed the font
yeah
motivation is low now
might get into smash or something
not really sure
whats your gsp
alright. yeah 2m is like average
and 3.6 is getting up there
try to get to 4
remember, in a single game you are making thousands of decisions via the controller... you have the power to guide these decisions
idk, kinda lonely, all i've been doing is this game for like a week
some new vid about me blew up and is getting like 80k views a day spreading some garbage across the internet and so all these randoms invaded my discord
yeah as long as they leave me alone it's fine
a drawing really?
yeah I haven't streamed in quite awhile now
i really like it altho the chin shape feels way weird
but some of the aesthetic is good
yeah
you dont know their acct?
cool
let me check
4.126 I guess
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Narcissa 08-Mar-19 10:46 PM
how about tomorrow?
just message me on here
if im around i'm down to play tomorrow
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Narcissa 09-Mar-19 10:19 AM
ok
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Narcissa 09-Mar-19 08:27 PM
oh nice. yeah
btw just figured out some complex matrix multiplication 3d->2d projection magic all by myself ( and google )
I feel very proud
var index = 0 var normal = mdt.get_face_normal(index) var v1_i = mdt.get_face_vertex(index, 0) var v2_i = mdt.get_face_vertex(index, 1) var v3_i = mdt.get_face_vertex(index, 2) var v1 = mdt.get_vertex(v1_i) var v2 = mdt.get_vertex(v2_i) var v3 = mdt.get_vertex(v3_i) var new_v1 = Vector3(0,0,0) var new_v2 = v2 - v1 var new_v3 = v3 - v1 var new_axis_x = new_v2.normalized() var new_axis_y = new_axis_x.cross(normal).normalized() var new_axis_z = normal var rotation_matrix = Basis(new_axis_x, new_axis_y, new_axis_z) var rotated_v1 = rotation_matrix.xform_inv(new_v1) var rotated_v2 = rotation_matrix.xform_inv(new_v2) var rotated_v3 = rotation_matrix.xform_inv(new_v3) var v1_2d = Vector2(rotated_v1.x, rotated_v1.y) var v2_2d = Vector2(rotated_v2.x, rotated_v2.y) var v3_2d = Vector2(rotated_v3.x, rotated_v3.y) var scalar = 0.2 mdt.set_vertex_uv(v1_i, v1_2d * scalar) mdt.set_vertex_uv(v2_i, v2_2d * scalar) mdt.set_vertex_uv(v3_i, v3_2d * scalar)
all that to figure out how to map the texture to the triangle
lol
lol i dont know math much so when ppl on stackoverflow are posting giant formulas its like uhhhhh I dont know this notation
but I figured it out on my own
i popped off after it worked
like FUCK YES
lol
it takes points in 3d space
a triangle in 3d
then perfectly places the triangle on a 2d texture
so its 3d->2d
it has to rotate the triangle to place it
which uses matrix math
its doing 3d rotation
to make the z axis = 0 for all 3 points
so it can be removed
what's cool about this is
its leading towards fully generated worlds
where I can create like
"ice surface"
and it will texture it for me
and it could algorithmically create the mesh
idk its going places
working every day on this
but lets play some smash
MMG79
1470
arena is up
genesis 6 stages
ill record too, maybe upload
just game feed
i dont mind
glhf
kinda lag
i havent tried playing online since i moved
i hope its not ass
yerah seems pretty shit
dammit
damn
ok ill end arena
you fix controls
ill play elite smash
and see if it lags
prob just didnt set controls in the battle arena
just had a shit connection
god damn
i dont wanna play palu in this condition
hold on
let me try again
is there a way to check if switch connection isnt shit
just had another shit connection
thats 3 in a row
lemme see speedtest
Check out my internet ping test result! How fast is your connection? My ping: 64 ms.
i think it sucks
holy shit my internet is horrible
no more smash for narcissa
dude
this sucks
cant even bop ppl
ugg that actually really sucks
lol. maybe
ill see what I can do but im not very hopeful
yeah
yeah its not the switch's fault
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Narcissa 10-Mar-19 09:20 AM
i think my ping is better today
lol
seems like it was temporary
maybe casue horrible weather
:]
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Narcissa 16-Mar-19 12:32 PM
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Narcissa 18-Mar-19 12:05 PM
no sadly
yeah.. not much food around either
used to walk to a dozen different places
yeah it's my bad
it's nice to do that sometimes
check out
the BIG FALL
also there's pagedown / pageup for console
F11 for fullscreen
yeah
yeah
you can pluck the flowers too
they heal you
haha
:]
probably a million more things todo
not even sure what is next
but ill do more today (edited)
and every day
thanks
i hope to keep it up
yeah
right now when you 'highlight them' they spin
which is bad i want them to highlight
and then
when you pluck them they just disappear
but they shouldnt
they should like
idk exactly what but
lots to do
yeah i was not sure how the inventory system should work
my favorite inventory of all time is probably OoT's
something I didnt like in BotW was that you could hold 600 birds legs and 400 apples while walking around
so
im not sure
gotta think hard
about structure
i've been almost meditating on it every day but
it's not taking form yet
so I just fix it up
add little bits
and someday it will become... something
yeah good point
and
whatever the structure may be ... i don't wanna just.. copy some formula
so maybe this is the best way
just add bits
ah I see
hmm
that's fun
did you get them yet
cool. hope they fit!
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Narcissa 18-Mar-19 01:03 PM
i will
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Narcissa 19-Mar-19 08:16 PM
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Narcissa 20-Mar-19 10:24 PM
what do you mean
why do you feel that way
going where
i think you're depressed
since when
what does 'bad' feel like
what do you think is wrong with you. do you think anything is wrong with you
do you mean your parents
why do you hate your parents
what reasons
turn your feelings into words
do you hate random people that you don't know
or just your parents
i let go of all my old friends
i don't hate them, mostly
but
it's all in the past now
you once told me about a dream you had where you felt a pure love
let go
talent is built
really
you'd probably have to like whatever it is though
to build it
in a way doesn't that mean you're neutral to everything
if you dislike everything
what is causing you these feelings, emptiness
lack of direction or growth
the point of life
how did they react
why does it bother you so much, to talk to them
do you feel some kind of expectation
you're talking to me, if only to say goodbye...
then is it a cycle, some feeling that keeps returning and subsiding
and it's bad lately
๐Ÿ˜ฆ
like the unibomber
i don't know
is that like the buddhist way of looking at life
life is suffering
when are you most comfortable
that's good
what about spending more time daydreaming
what horrible scenarios
do you think your mind is ruled by fear
I haven't gone outside in close to a month
i don't want anybody to recognize me. i don't wanna deal with random people.
i'm fine with being inside
if nobody knew who I was I would feel more at ease. if I wasn't visibly trans / nonpassing or w/e it would be also easier. I went outside when I was in Portland. it was okay. I like to be inside though, yeah
i guess you already know my idea on
transcending this existence
become digital being
everything is in motion
well, this gets into stuff about what is consciousness and
what is the self
i can easily see like
leaving behind the "dna" of your soul
in the womb of cyberspace
you can change though
i think so
your pain is somehow deep rooted, and it seems to have to do with fear, and perspective
it would probably open up entire worlds if you didn't feel useless
creative stuff?
that's mostly what i'm doing, it goes so far... I can see a hundred things I need to do
to feel useful...
what if you came over, then you could have me for a few weeks
i think if we don't use weed we wouldn't hurt
ok... maybe another time then. if you're ever up to making it out here
humans are socially needy though... we need each other
otherwise the pain of being alone becomes very much
do you hate me
self fulfilling prophecy ?
you'd be welcome to stay here for awhile
you don't have to punish yourself
being here might offer new perspective
and sleeping with me every night might help make you feel better :]
i wish teleporting existed...
those hurt but they work way better than shaving
but dont use on armpits or facial hair
or genitalia probably
yeah
i like your body either way I think
yeah those are bad
np
give it time
so it's specifically talking to them
that makes you feel bad
would be good if you could kinda pinpoint what makes you feel awful when you talk to them
it does sound like your upbringing and your relationship with your parents has been rocky and uncomfortable throughout your life
:[
it sounds like they don't listen to you
they just don't share the feeling I guess
unrelatable
i don't know.
how much smash have you played lately
streaming is useless, has nothign to do with smash though
of course you can
whats your gsp at now
hey those numbers are pretty dece
not elite yet right
you should get elite
relax, give it time, and enjoy each non-laggy match
(and forget about the laggy ones)
if you gave me a vid
i could critique too
doesnt matter
can always hit record on obs
smash teaches patience , discipline , understanding , willpower
no, it won't
you mean, you need to give money to the people who own the building you live in
lol
if your parents offer, take their money. do not feel bad. enjoy your life, better yourself
your parents were born in a generation where it was easier to pay for things
i dont look at it like that
idk why you care about 'burdening them'. just take it and survive. that's why they're giving it to you
so you don't have to disappear
your mind is trapped in this sinkhole
well, I said it was okay if you wanted to come over here and spend a few weeks, we'd sleep in the same bed of course
i think it'd cheer you up and i think it'd be nice to have you here
well if you can manage to make it.... there's a couple more complications, nearest airport is 2hrs away by car
and i dont drive
definitely not an uber kind of trip
maybe my dad could rent a car again -_-
lol
have a good rest
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Narcissa 21-Mar-19 05:57 PM
thanks I know I guess I just meant outsider perspective tends to be cruel
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Narcissa 21-Mar-19 06:08 PM
day is alright. i got saving / loading working last night and I still have a bunchhh of improvements to make
oh nice
yeah
server
but not anytime soon
flowers are preset amount
escape + escape will save
entering a new area will also save
New Game will delete your data
flowers don't save yet
if you die the grass becomes bloody
lol
also page up / down is console still
and F11 is fullscreen toggle
much to do , feeling a little lazy though
oh the green base.. that was custom made for the big fall level
it's a look I kinda want when I end up generating levels
hmm?
blue and red thing
oh the poster
just a decoration when I was experimenting with how godot handles surfaces and uv seams
godot is pretty easy to use , im pretty happy about it
It's hard to find a good comparison of game engines, so I wanted so share some of my own experiences and why I ended up choosing Godot. Hopefully this saves ...
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Narcissa 21-Mar-19 06:34 PM
mmm i dont think so
biology has its limits, gotta become digital imo
x
x on gamecube controller
you use gcn or joycons?/
ah
yeah y is fine
personal preference
Lol
if I could
PEWWWWWWWW beam of light
btw i mentioned you might wanna come and my dad was like oh we could rent a car!
lol
he's pretty awesome
flights are really easy altho you'd need a connecting one I think
cause its like
ABQ -> somewhere -> Madison, WI
idk its easy its like this
google flights -> book flight then uber to airport and have the boarding pass on your phone (or print it at a console there for free) and then go thru security and go to the gate (big signs telling you where to go), there's prob food there too and you can chill and know that once you're past security you're in a really safe place. then you get on flight when it boards, wait a couple hrs, get off, and you're still in the secure zone. then walk to next gate. wait there, get on flight, then you get off, leave secure area and we pick you up
done
my room is a comfort area
could pack light, just bring like a backpack full of clothes
what would you bring
ah do you have anything to bring all that sutff
yeah I think that would all fit in a backpack
ah that works
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hmm
there's a bus that gets here from both chicago or madison
but the madison bus isnt going to the airport it goes like to a university area
and the chicago bus I think goes from... downtown??
it adds complications
but we could rent the car
ithink if we rented the car it'd be easiest as we could just get you from the airport
yea i'd prefer not super soon as well, would be nice to have mushrooms here if you come
my experiences are good I think but aftereffect is headache
we dont have to do them
i like good crys
first times can be magical
my first weed experience was magical
cool
that's great
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Narcissa 21-Mar-19 07:39 PM
:p
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Narcissa 22-Mar-19 03:25 PM
Cute!
i really like the pic on the right
got shadows working for my items
pic on right -> add some more blue to the image -> save as profile pic imo hahah
shadow is actually really cool its
two spotlights
narrow, above the object
same energy and position and angle and attenuation
so they are 2 identical lights
except one is casting "negative light"
and the other positive
they both perfectly cancel each other out, but the positive one ALSO casts a shadow
so the shadow is really the "negative light" poking thru
๐Ÿ˜„
actually this is pretty funny, no tutorial but I was talking about the problem w/ my dad and I told him about negative lights and he kinda had an inkling about setting up two identical ones.... so he's the genius actually
i showed him this negative spotlight:
and he came up with it kinda
yeah
stroke of brilliance on his part lol
he's also like turning 70 next year its craazy
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Narcissa 22-Mar-19 04:24 PM
yeah
and it lasts like a week
yea
but then you age and die anyway so gotta become anime before its too late
:3
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Narcissa 22-Mar-19 05:32 PM
duno
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Narcissa 23-Mar-19 05:28 PM
we have like 50 years to manage it
maybe more
idk I expect a lot of progress in the 2020s
go really really slow on the legs
and do another pass, could work out
as long as your'e not bleeding its ok
lol
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Narcissa 24-Mar-19 12:33 AM
sigh idk
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Narcissa 24-Mar-19 12:56 AM
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Narcissa 24-Mar-19 03:17 AM
hell yes
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Narcissa 24-Mar-19 06:10 AM
yeah
very pleased
im making vents now
like vents on a wall
its gonna let out soothing noise
if you're nearby
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Narcissa 24-Mar-19 06:23 AM
will do
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Narcissa 24-Mar-19 06:35 AM
i preferred it (wishfully) but I thought it was unreasonable for a long time, then i met some ppl online who did it and they were beautiful and i had also had an epiphany the year before about how blurred everything in life is. and factoring in some of my past made me feel more at ease. so i got on estrogen and never looked back really lol
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Narcissa 24-Mar-19 06:46 AM
i dunno. it sounds like the medical problem is bad and yeah endless facial hair is awful because then it can feel like an uncomfortable clashing or invalidation or something................... which .................. this is a deep topic so i don't really wanna get into it so much .. it's crazy the amount of money I spent trying to remove just my facial hair and i still need to shave every day or else I don't like it..... the hormones are pretty great for me imo, not much effort and not very expensive , health insurance hassle is annoying, idk. i have some complaints about my own facial structure (it's not so bad but it's also sometimes bad) lol. and there's waves of emotion where it's like "ugh this is a bad day for self image" or "wow im beautiful", eventually I got used to that so I know that when I don't look good or am not feeling good about my image or w/e it's a temporary thing, a situational thing. and I kinda believe in a self curation being empowerment, so ... if that's the case then I can look past the bad. doesn't help though when other people cannot look past the bad and would rather focus on it
i dunno
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Narcissa 24-Mar-19 06:57 AM
planned parenthood will give it to you if you are ok in the blood test I think
no need for like whatever gatekeeping
you can be a cute voidfriend even without hrt though
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Narcissa 24-Mar-19 07:14 AM
idk I've been shaving like every day since teenage years
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:46 AM
ponf
OwO
narci im 4.38m gsp
i did it for you
lol narciiiiii
All the way over there,
Can you hear me?
Do you feel me?
Is anyone out there, or am I shouting into the void?
Stare back at me, mighty void.
I want you to destroy me.
I'm a NEET too.
I'm a gamer too!
I like Narcissa for who she is.
I will never stop coming back... just like that dream I once had with that monster that kept chasing after me.
I'm addicted to the digital dreamer.
I need you.
I want your mind and body. I want to fuse.
๐Ÿ’œ ๐Ÿ’š
That's the real world.
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:26 AM
except my hair is longer now
and i'm a little less hairy
I could also really use a friend rn because I feel very confused.
And lonely...
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 03:08 AM
And I want to cuddle and hug you.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 09:24 AM
hi
it scared me when you ran back to kiwifarms
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:19 PM
Yeah I'm pretty stupid.
I'll never go there again.
Also hi ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
I really am sorry for doing that. It was really bad of me, and I'm not worthy. But I don't care if you reject me, I just want you to know I like you.
I'm sure you've been busy on the game. You're always working.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:26 PM
yeah. i'm working on character modeling now
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:26 PM
omg that's adorable
I love her!
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:26 PM
:]
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:27 PM
You're always blowing my mind with what you're doing. I need to be more productive.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:27 PM
much to work on
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:28 PM
I like the eyes a lot.
I like it all a lot, really.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:28 PM
goal is a full character, full body with clothing and animations, movement, imported to game engine
i wanna make her hair a little bouncey
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:29 PM
You're truly amazing lol...
Yes bouncy hair for sure
Is she Narcissa or is she someone else?
I feel like it's you.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:32 PM
it might be me, will take time though
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:34 PM
oh yeah, these are big projects you're giving yourself, but you've already done so much
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:34 PM
gotta live
while im alive
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:34 PM
lol the optimism
i feel like i'm failing the living
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:35 PM
there's much time to live
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:35 PM
Keep working on your passions, girl! This is quality stuff.
Yeah, I just don't know what I want to do, but I'll figure it out maybe
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:43 PM
Have you done work on the game? Also, if I could be of any use to you, let me know.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:44 PM
umm
idk what you last saw
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:44 PM
I think the most recent thing was the strafe helmet (edited)
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:45 PM
oh that was ages ago
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:45 PM
yeah i've been away for a while
i've missed my lady
You were working on a vent the last time we spoke.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:46 PM
i generated trees from code
new trees every time
random
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:47 PM
omg
that's freaking amazing
aghh
You're the superior human.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:48 PM
flame
it kills you if you get too close
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:49 PM
also i dont think the stars were moving last time i saw them
i'm super into the randomly generated trees; that's too cool
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:50 PM
stars move there's a full day night cycle
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:50 PM
wow...
You're really doing it. This is already way cooler than I'd originally thought it'd be. I really like your development process too.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:53 PM
here's a gif of the day night system
the key item
light on the wall
texture
clock
etc
100x speed
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:56 PM
omg it even has a sunset effect ๐Ÿ˜ I like the light too.
good gif
oh and the item slot
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:56 PM
the frame of the light is the wrong color but w/e
yeah the key works too
there's doors
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:57 PM
im overwhelmed
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:58 PM
skeleton key can open any door
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:58 PM
amazing!
and cute
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:58 PM
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:58 PM
goddamn you're inspirational... make me actually want to do something in life now
oooh
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:59 PM
anyway that's what you missed
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 01:59 PM
How did you do all of this... I feel like I've been gone a year now
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 01:59 PM
i just work on it every day
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:00 PM
Well, great work Narcissa. You're doing superbly. Makes me want to do something for sure.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:00 PM
i think i wanna make it third person and use a controller
and have a character
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:01 PM
Yes, I like the sound of that.
It's going to be so unique with how you're designing it. This'll be a real gem.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:03 PM
i like gems
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:03 PM
Well you're a gem!
๐Ÿ˜›
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:03 PM
lol
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:04 PM
You make me feel like I can do anything. But, then I try it and fail.
lol
This is really great though. I'm so glad you're continuing it at such a pace.
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:05 PM
you got elite smash right
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:05 PM
yup yup
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:05 PM
i lost elite smash with corrin today
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:05 PM
i sometimes lose it though ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:05 PM
and jigglypuff
i can get it back though
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:05 PM
yeah it seems like everyone has their character now it's so hard to get up there unless you're specialized
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:06 PM
yeah im surprised at the strength of the player base, it's good
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:06 PM
It's scary OwO
Every now and then I have a pretty good game, but people 4.4m+ eat me up
Your movement in smash is amazing
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:07 PM
my palu is above 4.5 today
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:07 PM
wow
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:07 PM
ganondorf is at like 4.470 or something
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:08 PM
i've yet to get anyone else up there at all
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:08 PM
i like dashing away and then doing "rar" forward air
with palutena
like dash, turnaround shorthop
forward air the direction I came from
also you can do dash and then flick the stick the other way, release and neutral B
to autoreticle backwards out of a dash
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:09 PM
yeah i've seen you do that a lot in the pre-game room
you have a neat lil dance (edited)
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:10 PM
also just fullhop and landing with fair
is good
sometimes
especially when cornered
also getting the fair hitbox out as late as possible
so its barely out then you land
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:10 PM
yeah i've been doing a few good fairs
but the rar sounds technical
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:10 PM
try it, its not bad
whats hard is
downthrow to back air
KO ssometimes at like 95%
at the edge
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:11 PM
oh!
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:11 PM
sometimes you have to dash and rar
with a full hop
but you cannot turn around during like frames..... what is it.... 5 to 12 or something?
idk what the frame data is
but that range you cannot turnaround
so i'd do a REALLY fast rar
then jump and drift towards them
if the DI away
if they dont DI away you can just turnaround in place then fullhop bair
and its easier to hit
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:12 PM
aw jeez lol
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:12 PM
but I have trouble reacting to their DI
so sometimes I guess
her dash attack is so good
i use it tons
sometimes I dont dash enough before using it
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:12 PM
yeah i noticed that and stole it from you, and it improved my gameplay
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:12 PM
I use instant dash attack a lot
which is dash then forward on c stick
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:13 PM
yeah i do instant dash a lot
sometimes two
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:13 PM
if you knock people up with one dash attack
they might try to land on you with an attack so you can throw out another one
and catch their landing
and the shield has the blocking hitbox
with invulnerability
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:13 PM
yeah it is pretty great, saved me many times im sure
i like doing a holding-ledge-jumpy-to-fair thingy (idk what it is called) and then an immediate dash attack too
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:14 PM
ledgehop fair
yeah
if you mean not "ledge jumping" but letting go and double jumping
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:15 PM
yeah
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:15 PM
yeah is pretty useful
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:16 PM
pichu fights scare me though because im not great at those real low fairs yet
i'm alright
tiny peeps are tough
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:17 PM
i like when pichu tries to thunderjolt me and then I reflect it and punish
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:17 PM
hah yeah i love that too
although they're pretty good at it in the higher ups
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:17 PM
you know version 3.0 is coming out today and a balance patch is... not unlikely
so that's big
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:17 PM
oh noo
change scary
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:17 PM
lol
im excited but I hope palutena remains a goddess
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:18 PM
definitely same
do you have any special controls?
settings i mean
i heard hwan talking about using two jumps to force a short-hop
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:19 PM
c stick attack
is mainly it
using 2 jumps for short hop is a new feature and sounds.... quite reasonable to use
more consistent in the long run
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:20 PM
yeah
i might change mine today
or try to change to that
ty for talking to me again T~T i don't deserve it
You're the real goddess.
๐Ÿ“ 2
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 02:27 PM
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 02:31 PM
I love it.
J'adore.
Putain de crise De manque de tout Qui m'paralyse Ca je l'avoue C'est vrai que je suis indรฉcise Mais j'ai besoin de vous...
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 07:13 PM
Looks like Lady Palu didn't get hurt too much. Maybe a tiny nerf overall, but I don't think people can perfect shield side-special anymore
not sure
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Narcissa 17-Apr-19 07:14 PM
yeah we're good
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 17-Apr-19 07:19 PM
๐Ÿ˜ you're beautiful
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:14 PM
she looks pretty good in game too
hooray
btw you might wanna stream @ 720p or up your bitrate moore
if you can spare the internet
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:19 PM
ty for the input i'll up the bitrate or figure it out... i probably forgot that i messed with the settings after I stopped streaming
also i got 2 elites now :3
and she looks sooooo cute
She is anime Narci.
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:21 PM
๐Ÿ˜ƒ
body coming soon I guess........ minor fixes to face / hair are needed too.
whos your 2nd elite
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:22 PM
You're so inspiring. I'm gonna need to start a project of my own. Unsure what that'll be though.
It's Zelda ๐Ÿ˜„
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:22 PM
lol nice! howd you feel about her
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:23 PM
I only got her to elite because she can be tricky for others to deal with i think
She is pretty good
But I feel like a good player would just destroy me
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:23 PM
sometimes I find her really fun but othertimes I just dont wanna play her. I think I stopped playing her for over a month before I recently started again
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:24 PM
Side special and up special basically got me to elite, and that crazy forward air
She is pretty fun tbh
But palu is like 20 times more fun to me
i just dont wanna lost elite on her lol
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:25 PM
i might play a bit more lucina / gunner / jigglypuff but we'll see
random feelings
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:25 PM
your jiggles gives me envy
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:25 PM
I think joker is very solid
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:25 PM
i tried it, didn't work out, but i'll try again maybe another day
Joker is great
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:25 PM
kinda like smash4 sheik or something
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:26 PM
joker is amazing and pretty fun, also he is soooo cute with the glasses
But he has a hard time with zelda from what i've seen
i haven't played against a zelda tho
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:27 PM
I feel so good that the hair is mostly done
8000 triangles
50 strands
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:30 PM
was in game srry ๐Ÿ˜› yeah she is amazing. i truly can't wait to see what you do with her in the game
did you give her a beauty mark
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:30 PM
this took daysss
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:30 PM
or is that lighting
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:30 PM
i know it doesnt look super great but
yeah she looks different in-game
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:30 PM
lol ur crazy that looks freaking amazing
lol
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:30 PM
early ingame pic
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:31 PM
omg she looks better in-game
well
different
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:31 PM
haha yea in the blender cycles renderer there's like .....
idk different levels of darkness
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:31 PM
i like the hair color in-game more
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:31 PM
but I can get a more pure cel shading in game
oh yeah she's lit by a warm light in the game
but yeah
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:31 PM
oh i see
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:31 PM
looks good
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:32 PM
disembodied narci head, still adorbs
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:32 PM
I kinda decided
that because she looks nice
I need to make my game higher resolution
so now I wanna like rebuild all my sprites and grass and stuff
to support a higher res
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:32 PM
hmm
yeah idk, i kinda like the low res on the hair for some reason
but either way it will good great
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:33 PM
well you're looking at 720p
the 360p I had before
sort of butcher her
well 1 sec
let me show you
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:33 PM
oki doki
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:34 PM
idk
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:34 PM
the hair still looks aight, but it ruined her eyes for sure
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:34 PM
yeah..
idk
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:35 PM
there's something cozy about the simpler graphics though
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:35 PM
i mean theoretically..................... using a texture for the eye
would make it filtered (no aliasing)
and then it could look okay in low res
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:35 PM
Can you still make her look around with a texture?
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:36 PM
yes
i think so
would map the eye and white to a texture
then move the UV when you wanna move the eyeball
idk
i might just..... work on the high res version for awhile and see how I feel about it
can always revert
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:37 PM
Sounds like real work, but yea go for it girl
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:37 PM
yeah..
i'd have to somehow remake the grass
cause lines wont cut it in high res
and redraw the stars
remake my font
redo the UI
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:37 PM
๐Ÿ˜ซ
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:37 PM
making font in high res (multiple resolutions)... I'd probably wanna go all the way
and vectorize it
and make it a proper font file
the grass would need to become triangles
and be done differently
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:38 PM
It'd look really nice though
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:38 PM
maybe. only if I do it right
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:38 PM
I know you will, your artistic skill is really impressive.
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:39 PM
I've never made a "non realistic" character design that wasnt crap
until now
but I've done a lot of portrait painting before
and a bit of 3d
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:39 PM
yes yes i know ^~^
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:39 PM
๐Ÿ™‚
i gotta sleep soon
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:39 PM
She is really good narci u should feel good about it and keep doing amazingly
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:40 PM
yeah :]
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:40 PM
Alrighty well sleep well lovely narci โค
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Narcissa 19-Apr-19 11:40 PM
you too
two elite today
โค
gn
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 19-Apr-19 11:40 PM
nighty night
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 20-Apr-19 02:23 PM
Are you out and about? Adventuring into the unknown world?
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Narcissa 20-Apr-19 02:50 PM
watching pound... not doing much
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 20-Apr-19 02:51 PM
pound?
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Narcissa 20-Apr-19 02:52 PM
POUND 2019 - DAY 2: ULTIMATE SINGLES ROUND 2 POOLS & SQUAD STRIKE FINALS! Ft. MKLeo, Nairo, Light, Samsora, Myran, VoiD, Dabuz, & more!
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 20-Apr-19 02:56 PM
They're amazing. I wish I understood better how they're being so careful.
My brain doesn't see it the same way.
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Narcissa 20-Apr-19 03:06 PM
that snake play was nuts
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 20-Apr-19 03:10 PM
Good snake players are so tricky. A bit like zelda with how it can catch peeps off guard but even moreso
I don't think I've touched snake yet.
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Narcissa 20-Apr-19 03:11 PM
yeah I dont play the character really
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 20-Apr-19 03:12 PM
Snake and all the Links are annoying to me. I'm not great with the projectiles.
You should be there, destroying them all.
Gently dominating your way to the top.
omg that spike
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 20-Apr-19 03:48 PM
wow
did u see his pika
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Narcissa 20-Apr-19 03:48 PM
yeah... im gonna take a bath now though.... they're doing the finals tomorrow, should be nice
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 20-Apr-19 03:49 PM
have a very nice bath
btw i have an appointment in 2 days to see if i can go on HRT, idk it's a big deal for me thought i'd share
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Narcissa 20-Apr-19 03:54 PM
gl
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 20-Apr-19 03:56 PM
tank yew
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 06:36 PM
i got 4.5m w/ palu
im comin for ya, lady
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Narcissa 21-Apr-19 06:40 PM
wow
im @ 4.553,981
youre closing in
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 06:52 PM
that 53k is a lot especially with how much im gaining though, ur still leagues above me, i can tell by watching your videos
but im closer than i thought i'd ever get tbh
happy happy
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 07:03 PM
some jerks are doing some weird thing where they disconnect for like 5 seconds and then the match doesn't count
it's definitely intentional
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Narcissa 21-Apr-19 07:03 PM
weird. I've encountered that a little but not that much
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 07:04 PM
I was pulling my pichu out of the 90k GSP crab bucket and met a few
there are some good players at like 90k
idk why
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Narcissa 21-Apr-19 10:21 PM
not 100% sure on the proportions but yeah
will model this soon
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 10:23 PM
wow fast work as usual! it looks fantastic! Also it reminds me of those streams where you modeled yourself. Well done on making it so true to life.
Did you do this freehand? or did you have some sort of guide? (edited)
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Narcissa 21-Apr-19 10:24 PM
couple different references
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 10:25 PM
makes sense, it's so similar to you ๐Ÿ˜
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Narcissa 21-Apr-19 10:25 PM
ahhh but I didnt use self references, althogh i know my body pretty well
anywaay
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 10:25 PM
oh well very well done either way
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Narcissa 21-Apr-19 10:25 PM
random references
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 10:27 PM
i have no idea how people are able to use references, doesn't work for me lol
cute tho, especially the second one
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Narcissa 21-Apr-19 10:28 PM
hahah
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 10:28 PM
lol
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Narcissa 21-Apr-19 10:28 PM
good times
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 10:29 PM
'twas a good day for me for sure
Your body is fucking amazing.
my opinion
lol sorry anyway good luck with the modeling
๐Ÿ˜›
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Narcissa 21-Apr-19 10:30 PM
lol
i might make another image for side view
before I startr
otherwise its hard to get depth right
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 21-Apr-19 10:31 PM
Definitely. IDK how you'd do it properly otherwise. (edited)
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Narcissa 22-Apr-19 10:05 PM
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 23-Apr-19 01:21 PM
Great work so far. You're probably even further along now. Cute 'lil Narci butt ๐Ÿ˜
nice work on the legs
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 23-Apr-19 01:47 PM
hey what was that one russian song you used to listen to now and then
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Narcissa 23-Apr-19 01:51 PM
ะ”ะžะกะงะ˜ะขะะ™ ะ”ะž 100 by t.A.T.u. No video, just the song with the title.
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 23-Apr-19 01:52 PM
yes yes ty ๐Ÿ˜„
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Narcissa 23-Apr-19 01:56 PM
Song: Prostye Dvizheniya Artist: t.A.T.u. Album: Remixes English description: This video appeared on the first album of remixes of the group. Spanish descrip...
also
this
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 23-Apr-19 01:56 PM
oh yes of course!
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:34 PM
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:36 PM
coool ๐Ÿ˜ƒ it's awesome that you're able to add these things in so quickly, maybe i don't realize how much work that takes, but it looks great
what is that on her neck
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:37 PM
uhhh my clock that is way too low res now
lol
im gonna remake the game in high res im quite sure now
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:37 PM
hmm ok
she looks good imo
her eyes come through properly
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:38 PM
random front view
i need to do feet / hands / crotch / clothing / hair refinements / bones / weight painting / animations
shader refinements
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:39 PM
yeah there is a lot to do, the hands and clothing and bones seem tough
animations too
scary
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:40 PM
i tried to send the blender skin material one but discord realized it was explicit
and blocked it
lol
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:41 PM
lol whaaaat
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:41 PM
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:41 PM
well i gotta turn that off for sure
i like her nipples OwO
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:42 PM
yeah they dont come across in game bc I havent done vertex colors yet for the skin
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:43 PM
ah yeah i was wondering about that
did you increase her boob size
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:43 PM
yes I did
those are about the boobs I wish I had lol
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:43 PM
i like your boobs, i've always liked flatter chests personally
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:44 PM
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:44 PM
Oh wow that looks pretty realistic
Make em pink :3
I actually hope, if I go through with HRT, that i don't grow boobs that're too big.
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:44 PM
mmmmmmmmm that shader is a matcap so it wont look like that in game but yeah like I could make the nipples pink
anyway now that in my game shader isnt total garbage I should probably just keep modeling
hands feet crotch
clothing
for the crotch I just want more of a V shape happening
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:46 PM
yeah, good luck with that stuff
yeah i agree
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:46 PM
right now its kinda bad
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:46 PM
lol a bit, but you'll get it fixed
yeah it isn't organic
looks like a doll
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:47 PM
i did try to get shoulder blades kinda showing
back mid line
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:47 PM
yeah that looks great
but and back looks great
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:47 PM
also up here
those bones
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:47 PM
ah yeah collar bones
nice touch
that brings it to life, those little things
definitely
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:48 PM
once it ends up cel shaded though a lot of detail goes away or is kinda messy
so its rough
i need to perfect the final result somehow
shes not looking bad though
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:50 PM
not at all, she is adorable, and the mouth is very nice
i like the side view
im not a designer at all, you're way better than me, but is her nose a tiny bit low?
might just be the angle
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:51 PM
might be a little
her eyes look really high up in that shot
but it also could be field of view / camera position
๐Ÿ˜›
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:52 PM
lol ๐Ÿ˜
lol this is a funny situation just realized
not really but idk
im weird
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:53 PM
hmmm??
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:55 PM
lol idk i can't explain it without making me seem dumb
it's not important at all
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:55 PM
np
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:56 PM
if i focus on the bottom half it does remind me of you
your skin is pretty nice
After taking off my hair, i realize mine is pretty awful ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
anyway good luck with adding to your model
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:56 PM
thanks
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:56 PM
what're you gonna do first?
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:57 PM
idk I might be lazy and be done for the day
but definitely tomorrow
uhh
maybe fix the crotch
and idk if I wanna do "socks" or "actual feet with toes"
but hands I should model every finger
and thats a big one
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 09:57 PM
yeah hands are so tough
your fingers are nice too T~T
thin, an artist's fingers
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 09:59 PM
yeah ^~^
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:00 PM
beautiful girly
๐Ÿ˜ btw i got to... 4.536m today
idk if it is just gsp inflation
but im happy
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:02 PM
ill check mine and see
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:02 PM
okay ๐Ÿ˜„
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:02 PM
4586
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:02 PM
aww
lol it's like exactly how much i went up
LOL
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:03 PM
lol Hmmmmmmm
im missing sonic Lucario Wolf Joker Corrin Bayo for elite smash
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:03 PM
i literally suck with everyone else
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:03 PM
i tried playing some kirby / zelda lately
it was bad
im ok with those but i dont wanna use them
i also tried mega man and i sucked so bad
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:04 PM
i'm sure your bad is my good, still lol
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:04 PM
when do I fight your palutena with my kirby
and zelda
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:04 PM
i'd like to get good at jiggly
Umm, we could do it now, but i'm a bit tired
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:04 PM
i think jiggly > kirby & zelda
ok lets play 6 games
palu vs kirby x 3
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:05 PM
okay โค
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:05 PM
palu vs zelda x3
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:05 PM
sounds good
SW-6872-8864-5684 is my friendy code
im scared now
eep
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:06 PM
1 sec
ill host
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:07 PM
ok
i cant believe it is happening
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:07 PM
ill use that ole genesis 6 stagelist
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:07 PM
takes me back to when we played tennis... our first interactions
i hope we meet again someday
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:08 PM
its up on friends battle arena
password is 1470
oh apparently I was recording for 27 hours
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:09 PM
LOL
omg
r u gonna post me getting rekt
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:09 PM
yes
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:09 PM
LOL
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:09 PM
"Narcissa (Kirby, Zelda) vs Narci's BF (Palutena)"
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:10 PM
sounds good to me ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:10 PM
ok
whew
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:14 PM
augghhh
boooo
boooo**
oops
i meant
'
noooo
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:15 PM
lol
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:15 PM
lol
sorry
cant type like this
gg
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:19 PM
gg
same stage twice...
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:19 PM
ye
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:23 PM
nice!
2-1, now zelda
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:23 PM
hey i did one
lol
ur gonna rekt me now
jeeez
ur awesome โค
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:31 PM
1 more
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:35 PM
o,fg
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:35 PM
lol
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:35 PM
o god
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:35 PM
ggs
do yyou wanna keep playing
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:35 PM
ggs
yes
i kinda do lol
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:35 PM
ok more characters then
ganon
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:35 PM
ok
ooo
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:39 PM
very close!
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:39 PM
sadface
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:43 PM
nother close one
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:43 PM
lol
\
that was brutal
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:46 PM
should i stay ganon or switch
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:46 PM
whatever u want
lol u reading me
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:49 PM
that stage is accidentally on but it seems pretty ok, just a bit wide
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:49 PM
i liked the mix
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:52 PM
lmao
shit
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:52 PM
not a real win tho
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:52 PM
i had low% sd to be fair
but yuou won
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:53 PM
u sd'd
te
ye
owie
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:56 PM
jiggly time imo
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:56 PM
omg jiggly is my bane
but ok
wow ur jiggly is hard to fight
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 10:59 PM
jiggly feel good to use I think this character could help you improve
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 10:59 PM
i knew it would be
i've been thinking of using her
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:00 PM
I can get in faster on your explosive flame
so more direct fight
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:04 PM
yoooouuu
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:04 PM
lol
good match
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:04 PM
๐Ÿ˜
gg
o.o
shit
narci u alive
OwO Sleep well, beautiful princess.
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:16 PM
Internet super dead
Rip
Let's play again sometime
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:16 PM
rip
yeah that was very fun
any advice for me?
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:19 PM
You have a good defensive style . Ef in front, us mash/ nair when they're above. Kinda tricky to get in. But when I do I start winning . Counter can be baited out and I think you use it too heavily, especially off stage. If you start doing invincible tele to ledge from above that could help. You're really good at catching ledge get up with ef. I'm surprised you don't go for uair, it's a great move
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:20 PM
wow lol u nailed me, impressive advice
yeah i need to tele from above sometimes
i never do it tru
and yeah, upair...
i used to use uair until i changed to no tap jump
i've lost the feeling for it, but i'll try to practice it
so invincible tele instead of counter
i'll have to practice that a lot
i've always felt like i'll SD
great advice though, ty
I wish I felt as certain as you do. I've seen this gender therapist a few times. I still don't know what I should do.
I go back and forth, also, it's WAY more dangerous for me because of my conditions. IDK (edited)
I feel sick.
I've never felt like anything ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:31 PM
=(
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:33 PM
I don't think my life is going to be all that good regardless of what I do, but I think going forward with this will shorten it considerably. It's a gamble.
I was actually given spiro
Seems like an impossible choice for me
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:34 PM
Hmm
So you got a blood test and confirmed it would be dangerous recently?
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:36 PM
Well, it's complicated, and I'll spare you the details. But basically spiro is fine, and I can go on another drug to prevent balding... but i have to talk to a hematologist to see if I can go on estrogen... and I am pretty certain if they allow me (which I doubt).
Thanks for talking about this w/ me...
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:37 PM
It's not a big deal but I'd prefer a little bigger. Wider, really
Yeah sounds scary
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:38 PM
and then if i get in an accident i'll just die
or fall badly
lol
fucking sucks
Estrogen will continue to grow your boobs for years, so they'll probably grow.
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:39 PM
Yeah
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:40 PM
I think your body is so nice, especially compared to mine.
I think my body is warning me.
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:40 PM
warning you...
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:40 PM
yeah like telling me it's a mistake and i'm trying not to listen and it'll kill me
also when i went to the endocrinologist they found a third disorder i was born with (found out today).
had an ultrasound
lol
im broken
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:41 PM
it sounds dangerous with your condition
What disorder
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:42 PM
It's a disorder of the thyroid that'll wear it down as I get older. My endo noticed it was enlarged slightly.
It's not as bad as the medical condition.
Yeah it's dangerous...
I think any reasonable person would just stop.
but i dont think I wanna be on just spiro... seems pointless
I'll still grow boobs on it
But I'll be a guy
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:44 PM
Would you grow boobs on it?
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:44 PM
Spiro does cause breast growth
not as much as estrogen probably
It might not
I would like to thin my body hair though
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Narcissa 24-Apr-19 11:45 PM
Hmm
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:45 PM
and not go bald T~T
which i am
Well, I guess I'll see what the doctor says
But it's pretty clear to me
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 24-Apr-19 11:55 PM
idk if u have an opinion on it, but if you do feel free to share
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 12:19 AM
things could be worse, i should be happy with what i've got
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 11:05 AM
you 2-framing was incredible last night
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 02:13 PM
you're always at risk if you teleport from below
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 02:18 PM
i see that now... peeps at my GSP never punish me like you did
Punish me...
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 02:19 PM
i will
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 02:21 PM
oh my
lol i want it
i've been bad
been teleporting below stage
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 02:39 PM
almost all zeldas teleport in more than me
if you shield it directly its even possible to FSMASH
as a punish
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 02:42 PM
yeah the teleport is what lets them get to elite... it's what i did
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 02:42 PM
yeah
if you walk / be idle / be ready to shield more
and be patient
it nullifies them
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 02:42 PM
ok ill try lol
i just suck is all
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 02:47 PM
its alright, takes awhile to incorporate these things
also you'll still get hit by random teleport in sometimes. its still a viable option
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 02:47 PM
didnt counter even one
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 02:47 PM
i dont like to counter it, shield is fine
if you hit an explosive flame at low-mid percent you can combo it into autoreticle for more damage
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 02:52 PM
i sorta knew that, but i stopped doing it
i'll try it again
idk why
im getting worse
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 03:32 PM
jiggly is very hard for me
i like how you play her, but i don't get it
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 03:47 PM
she has amazing air drift
so you can drift in and out
nair is a fast option
dair is good against shield kinda
fair is a good approach option
bair is a good KO option
sometimes you can combo fair to nair or w/e
and go waay off stage and kill them
dash attack is useful sometimes but at low% its unsafe even on hit
uair has a lingering hitbox so its good when they're above you
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 04:09 PM
ty very much :]
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:35 PM
toes
the feet arent super good but it was fun making
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:39 PM
Nice! The feet and hands are always so tricky. I think the middle-front of the feet might be a tiny bit flat, unsure if it's perspective. It's amazing how she is coming together already.
I thought it'd take a lot longer.
Meanwhile, I'm just waiting to die.
I need to be like you.
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:39 PM
self motivated
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:39 PM
I used to be.
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:39 PM
i think they are flat
too flat
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:39 PM
yeah a tad
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:41 PM
you could start on something today, or tomorrow, or the next day
music art writing drawing 3d 2d programming graphics shaders physics controls
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:42 PM
I think the bottom is pretty good, maybe add a bit to the ball of the foot behind the big toe
yeah i've tried this all in the past, i was even doing music, but it all seems pointless
im not good enough
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:43 PM
do you have thoughts on making less flat
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:44 PM
You need to bring up the top of the foot as it gets closer to the toes and in general (edited)
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:44 PM
?
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:45 PM
yeah that might be better
also it's bigger towards the big toe and smaller towards the pinky toe
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:46 PM
yea
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:46 PM
kk :3
i guess nothing feels right for me yet
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:48 PM
youll figure it out
hmmm I see something to fix
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:49 PM
that's a lot better already
the big toe is a bit flat too
what do u see
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:52 PM
maybe htis is better hmmmmmmmmmmm
you have skills you know, you're helping me with this right now
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:53 PM
It's definitely looking better
there are a lot of tiny details to feet now that i look at it, never really thought of it
and thank you for trying to make me feel better
BUT IM USELESS
lol
I've found I have real issues making any choices that will change my life in any real way.
I don't know who I am.
I'm a monster.
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Narcissa 25-Apr-19 08:57 PM
monster huh
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 25-Apr-19 08:58 PM
rawr OwO
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 26-Apr-19 05:00 PM
ye idk what i am
i dont exist
i died and didnt even realize
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Narcissa 26-Apr-19 05:08 PM
voidfriend
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:28 AM
What was it that made you realize you were a girl?
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:30 AM
preferred form
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:30 AM
:]
It's a good form.
Top tier form
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:30 AM
:]
ive had a hard time the last f ew days
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:30 AM
oh? what's up?
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:30 AM
still chugging along on the project though
i just see so much bs
i get really annoyed at youtube recommendations
i still feel a lot of pain from not having ppl in my time of need
while other ppl get nuthugged to death
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:31 AM
You deserve more than them. You're just as good and you are real.
They're fake.
They'll be remembered as someone fake.
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:32 AM
some people get incredible support bc of networking and its a bunch of kind of fake relationships that benefit everyone
i just retreated into my little cave
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:33 AM
yeah there are many in their caves, me too
but yes, the networking thing is throughout society
same with getting a job
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:33 AM
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:33 AM
Nice!
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:33 AM
theres a fuckload of drones in life
without much original thought
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:33 AM
Love the nails
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:33 AM
thanks
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:34 AM
twitch chat is a pit of zombies
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:34 AM
lool
thats true
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:34 AM
but you need zombies
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:34 AM
yeah need to build a zombie army so you can stay afloat in a crazy world
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:34 AM
use their zombie limbs as a raft
you can do it
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:35 AM
even though I get really depressed I also think that I'm working on cool stuff
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:35 AM
Your work is amazing. It's better already than most people could do. But I understand the feeling, a lot.
sometimes depression just comes, at least for me, i don't get it
but you're always free to talk to me
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:36 AM
yeah
it does come sometimes
(nmiaow)
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:37 AM
lol
why not though :3
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:37 AM
;p
i think you use explosive flame better than me sometimes
i gotta work on that
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:38 AM
You can always compare yourself to someone better off, but you are so focused and you will do well. You're just quality.
wow thank you
that means a lot coming from you
I feel like I rely on it a lot.
But yes, it's how I win most games right now.
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:39 AM
you probably over rely on it but you also place it really well I think
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:39 AM
thanks T~T
gonna make me cry
i've been getting good at going offstage with it too
nobody expects that
it's a cool move
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:40 AM
its so much better than smash 4
ugh
she had counter down special
reflect side special
and explosive flame didnt exist
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:40 AM
ohhh
i like her more now
i gotta stop using counter as much, and im still figuring out uair
i really suck with uair for some reason (edited)
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:41 AM
the one thing with palutena that I feel bad about is like dthrow followups (including dthrow bair)
i feel like sometimes I dthrow people and they simply escape
and dthrow bair im quite bad at especially the dashing rar version
.... along with needing to be better about placing EF / AR
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:41 AM
i don't even know how to execute those tbh
im bad with combos
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:42 AM
also I sometimes do utilt when I shouldnt
but that move is useful at times
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:42 AM
it's a good move, yes
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:42 AM
and ftilt is sort of bad but sort of useful too. and sometimes I accidentally do it when I mean to dash attack
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:42 AM
yeah i need to lessen ftilt too
it lasts so long though
does trip peeps up
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:43 AM
if they shield both hits they can often punish you for throwing it out but
soemtimes when people are trying to like get back on stage you can throw out ftilt and it owns them
playing kirby recently he really feels bad, i even like jiggly's dair more
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:43 AM
yeah it has definite uses i think... something im trying to do is dair joker when he up specials
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:44 AM
i almost beat this 4.6m gsp snake with my jiggly, he was like 40k above me or something
sad loss
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:44 AM
40k above you o_o
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:44 AM
well
he was about same gsp as my palutena
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:44 AM
oh w/ jiggles
damn 4.6m now
always chasing the dream
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:44 AM
always
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:45 AM
im 35k away, but i feel like you're still probably about 50k above me
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:45 AM
need to add 2 more nails, make these fingers look less alien, and connect the wrist
then I need to retopologize the crotch area......
and then the body is done
then I can add clothes
lemme see my gsp
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:45 AM
clothes are amazing
how do you retopologize
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:46 AM
its a mess I just need to reconstruct the flow of the edge loops or w/e
but im not very good ati t
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:46 AM
sounds complicated
i wish i could watch
i'd bet you're 4,015,000 gsp
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:47 AM
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:47 AM
oops
i mean 4,615,000 gsp
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:47 AM
I just lost 7k gsp the other night
lost 3 times to an olimar barely, and dropped a couple other games
4606k
palutena
so I could have been like 4613
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:48 AM
yeah i haven't moved relatively
sad times
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:48 AM
i kinda wanna play now
i did pretty good work on hands today
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:48 AM
yeah the nails look pretty
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:48 AM
the hands / fingers look bad
but I do like the nail technique im using
I can probably fix the hands up though
tomorrow
ill play some palu
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:49 AM
yeah there's a lot of detail that can be added, although i guess it depends on the art style
but you're good
you got it
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:49 AM
yeah its a balance where im not sure how many polys I want
i was thinking
sub 50k for entire model with clothing
could be good
although if it ends up mmo style then maybe 50k is a bit high
maybe
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:50 AM
i have no real reference for that
idk
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:50 AM
apparently some modern games (last 2 years) use ~100k for characters
I believe Ocarina of Time used a bit over 1000
something like that
not even sure
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:51 AM
sounds fine then probably, but networking in general is tough stuff
if you're gonna go MMO
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:51 AM
i want to someday
headless server that validates everything
while ppl run around
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:52 AM
It sounds nice.
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:52 AM
ok im going on elite now so i might not reply for a bit
or intermittently
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:52 AM
okay :] knock em dead
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 12:56 AM
knocked 1 dead
4595k zelda
higher than my zelda
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 12:57 AM
you're a giant, ya know
a powerful goddess
I wish I could close the gap... I'll try.
I think the female form is a good aesthetic too. I'd love the lessened body hair and clothes and voice and everything. (edited)
I'm awful at making decisions. I've thought so much about this the past month straight.
I'm obsessed.
I've got clothes, makeup, meds, everything.
Too afraid i guess
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:00 AM
the blood results... did you get another opinion
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:01 AM
That will not be for a little while, but I have other meds I can safely take like spiro and finasteride
But estrogen is still unknown
ty for asking tho
i was playing smash too so ill go back and play 'with' you (edited)
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:04 AM
finasteride sounds pretty based
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:06 AM
yeah my doc said i could do both after i get used to spiro (edited)
it does sound good
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:09 AM
i like playing this zelda
might keep this going for awhile
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:10 AM
a rivalry :3
just dommed a jiggly, nearly 3 stock @ my gsp
But she didn't give me the Narcissa-nair that you did
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:14 AM
Lol
i feel like im slowly demoralizing this zelda
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:18 AM
lol you probably are
but they must learn
through your divine punishment
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:19 AM
OOOFF
i dropped a game
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:19 AM
to the zeldy?
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:19 AM
ye
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:19 AM
is ok
i lost to a 4.57 zeldy :[
am a noob
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:24 AM
thats only 20k below the one im fighting
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:28 AM
20k of the toughest bunch of gamers
the true elite
skin untouched by the sun
powerful fingers
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:29 AM
dropped another one
this zelda better than my zelda for sure
lol
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:31 AM
zelda is a weird one for palu i feel because if u can explosive flame, she can teleport
basically makes my best move really risky
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:33 AM
yea
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:52 AM
twee stocked a mario
i kinda wonder how he got to this gsp tbh
approaching 4.57
i will claw my way to the heavens!
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 01:56 AM
still fighting this zelda
prob dropped like 4 games
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 01:59 AM
must be a good matchup, intense
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:00 AM
yeah will def upload
sigh
so close and dropped
sometimes im impressed with zeldas, its not often tho
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 02:06 AM
You have a history.
Kindred spirits
You didn't upload our games, are you ashamed of me UwU
lol
is ok im not a true match
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:10 AM
yeah internet dcd and i was like w/e
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 02:10 AM
rip life
i've noticed i've been doing these teleports downward and killing myself sometimes
unsure if it is me or the controller
i dont feel like im pressing down
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:14 AM
have to let go pretty quick
aim the tele then let go
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 02:15 AM
i usually just press up special and let go
when it happens
was beaten by low kirby
soul hurt
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:20 AM
v~v
โค 1
this zelda going kinda even with me
im losing gsp
lol
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 02:23 AM
damn they must be pretty damn good
ruin them!
make them quit!
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:24 AM
beat em (edited)
they're 9k below me
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 02:31 AM
i wanna be near u so bad
in gsp
i wonder where hwan is
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:32 AM
hmmmmmmmmmm
i think you two are close
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 02:32 AM
im nowhere near there lol
hwan
yeah maybe
lol sorry
was confuzzled
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:37 AM
^_^
i was doing some good shit that round
sometimes i improvise a lot
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:48 AM
almost 20k ahead of them now
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 02:50 AM
nice ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
i just got whooped by a dang lil mac
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:52 AM
ahhh they finallyu won aghain
i wanted to get 4610 and them at 4589
thats kinda my goal lol (edited)
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 02:56 AM
lol
suckling on their GSP and leaving them to suffer
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 02:56 AM
they said last battle
idk if they mean 1 more
yeah 1 more
lool
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 03:00 AM
im stuck down here
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 03:02 AM
great games with Rickster
holy shit that was over 2 hours
im super done now
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 03:05 AM
yeah i think im good too
i played earlier too
ill watch your games tomorrow
or whenever you upload them
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 03:05 AM
yeah it's sleep time pretty soon
btw I recommend the anime "Violet Evergarden"
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 03:05 AM
ok ill write it down thanks
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 03:05 AM
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 03:08 AM
time to send my consciousness to dreamland gn narcissa
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 03:10 AM
gn
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 05:24 PM
omg i beat a 5.59m palu named selo
very few palu's up here
but yes i have potential to grow
if only i had a hyper-sexy goddess gamer girl to mentor me
๐ŸŽต Everything is gonna be just fine... just fine ๐ŸŽต
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 05:43 PM
nice
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Deleted User e96ca8ae 28-Apr-19 06:51 PM
lost like 20 in a row hard i suck
and ill suck forever
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Narcissa 28-Apr-19 06:51 PM
=[ break time
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Narcissa 29-Apr-19 10:58 PM
hmmm
neets rise up
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Narcissa 30-Apr-19 12:33 AM
yeah
lol
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Narcissa 01-May-19 02:48 PM
i don't wanna get in the middle of this...
just take a break, lay down and breathe deep
i'm not in there very often
shireen trolled in my discord pretty hard so she ended up banned. she was gonna get unbanned but the phone ban can't be repealed or something. scy has always been nice to me
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Narcissa 01-May-19 03:51 PM
you're the one making a stand
i was chilling before all this
now you're coming out with ultimatums
it sucks ass basically
i need space from you
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