Session Start: Fri Oct 11 21:58:00 2002
Session Ident: MissMaynard
Session Ident: MissMaynard (MissMaynar@ZiRC-3A07D007.accesscom.net)
<MissMaynard> Dude.
<MissMaynard> Please take those down.
<MissMaynard> Please.  I've been through enough for one night.
<majcameron> midget asked me, he's the one that wanted to post them
<MissMaynard> He said they're not hosted on his site.
<MissMaynard> When I asked him to take them down.
<majcameron> yup.. he asked for them, then asked if he could link direct. i said fine
<MissMaynard> Can you please take them down?
<MissMaynard> I'm fucking dying here.
<MissMaynard> [19:10] <majcameron> :( didn't think it would come out that way.  sorry
<MissMaynard> [19:11] <majcameron> I don't really like lowtax that much.  not sure why he would post such a thread
<majcameron> well I was assuming one of the principals would post it
<majcameron> I didn't expect him to
<MissMaynard> Would you please take them down?
<MissMaynard> If you didn't expect him to, why don't you take them down?
<majcameron> because midget asked me to leave them up
<MissMaynard> Please?
<MissMaynard> He's not getting hurt like I am.
<MissMaynard> I'm begging you to take them down.
<MissMaynard> This has gone too far, and you know it.
<MissMaynard> I've never done anything to you.
<MissMaynard> I've never hurt Kurt (Midget).
<majcameron> I explained why I got involved in all this.
<MissMaynard> Do you think I've caused anyone this much pain?
<MissMaynard> Kurt stopped talking to me.
<MissMaynard> Did he tell you that?
<majcameron> yes he did.. he seems to think you did hurt him
<MissMaynard> He hurt me.
<MissMaynard> He just stopped talking to me.
<MissMaynard> Should I show you those logs, too?
<majcameron> if you want
<MissMaynard> Take them down, please.
<MissMaynard> Will you please take them down?
<MissMaynard> Josh?
<majcameron> well are you asking dolex to take his down too?
<majcameron> the one he posted?
<MissMaynard> I haven't messaged him.
<MissMaynard> And that one isn't exactly incriminating to me.
<MissMaynard> It was a joke.
<MissMaynard> And I just laughed.
<majcameron> oh i see
<majcameron> well I will take them down if you come clean
<MissMaynard> What do you mean?
<majcameron> answer the questions I was posing in that log.
<MissMaynard> I've come clean.
<MissMaynard> Which questions?
<majcameron> how many people and who saw the pics
<majcameron> how did YOU send them too
<majcameron> many*
<MissMaynard> Take them down first, then we can talk.
<majcameron> nah, that's not part of the deal
<MissMaynard> I've told you everything, Josh.
<MissMaynard> I mean, seriously, do numbers matter?  They're not high.
<majcameron> you never even answered that one question
<MissMaynard> What one question?
<MissMaynard> I'm trying to retain some dignity.
<majcameron> how many people did you give the pics to
<majcameron> and who
<MissMaynard> Take them down, please.
<majcameron> again, answer the question, and honestly, if you can
<MissMaynard> You're going to post whatever I say.
<MissMaynard> Look, you want to talk on the phone?
<MissMaynard> I'll fucking talk with you about this shit.
<majcameron> I can't right now.
<majcameron> I am at work
<majcameron> when I get home, perhaps
<MissMaynard> Can you take them down now, then?
<majcameron> no.  I'll take them down after.  You will have to trust that I will. I have never gone back on my word
<MissMaynard> Please take them down now.
<majcameron> answer the question now
<MissMaynard> Please trust that we'll talk.
<majcameron> that's not the deal I'm offering.  First you tell me what I want to know, then I take them down.  I'm not the one whose integrity is in question here
<majcameron> I don't have a problem talking to you about it, but you have yet to answer that one question.  and until you do, I'm not sure that you won't just squirm your way out of it later if i take them down now
<MissMaynard|Sleep> a) you can always put them back up
<MissMaynard|Sleep> b) that's really, really none of your business anyway
<majcameron> well neither is what irc logs i put on my site any of your business
<majcameron> but you want something from me, and I want something from you
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Why do you want that from me?
<majcameron> because I think you need to start being honest with yourself, and to do that, you have to be honest about yourself to other people first
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Not true.  And I try to be honest with other people for things that I think matter...
<MissMaynard|Sleep> I don't know.  Nothing's coming out right.
<majcameron> well, I will promise what you tell me about the questions I ask will be between you and me.. no one else.  I have never gone back on a promise about that.  
<MissMaynard|Sleep> You posted the logs.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> You spread more rumors about me.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> You've done all these unbelievable things.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Stop fucking me in my proverbial ass, please.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Take them down.
<majcameron> I did them at others request
<majcameron> I could have posted them all on my own, but I did not
<MissMaynard|Sleep> I'm requesting you don't.
<majcameron> right.  and I didn't. If midget asked me to take them down, I would.  he told me to leave them up, so I am.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Why?
<MissMaynard|Sleep> I'm asking you, in the calmest way possible, to take them down.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> He really has no right to make you do that.
<majcameron> he's not making me.  
<majcameron> he asked, and I did.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Josh, please.
<majcameron> answer the question
<MissMaynard|Sleep> You've done enough damage to me, trust me.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> You've achieved your goal.
<majcameron> my goal wasn't to damage you, my goal was to give you a reality check.  to illuminate things you have hidden from others.  
<MissMaynard|Sleep> And that's happened.
<majcameron> so, answer my question.  lay it all out on the table.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> I don't trust you as long as those logs are up.
<majcameron> ok, your call to make
<MissMaynard|Sleep> And I used to consider you a friend.
<majcameron> same here, same here.  
<MissMaynard|Sleep> A true friend, well as best as internet friendships go.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> I've tried explaining myself to you.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> What do you do?
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Post the log.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> How dick is that?
<majcameron> you didn't ask me not to post it.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Oh, come on.
<majcameron> and since it was MY log to post, I can do whatever I want with it.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> And the others aren't your logs.
<majcameron> well that's true, and I got them second hand.. so tora obviously doesn't care who sees them
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Yes, he does.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> I'm sure he does.
<MissMaynard|Sleep> You're just being spiteful now.
<majcameron> then why did he give them to so many people to read?
<MissMaynard|Sleep> Did he give them directly to you?
<majcameron> nope
<MissMaynard|Sleep> I know how they got out.
<majcameron> ok
<MissMaynard|Sleep> he didn't do it on purpose, suffice to say.
Session Close: Fri Oct 11 22:56:50 2002