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    Horrorcow Zoe Quinn / Chelsea Van Valkenburg / Locke Valentine / @UnburntWitch / @Primeape / CrashOverride / Hat Box / Old Uncle Anime

    She literally made all this shit publicly and turned Alec into a target. She has thousands of exceptional followers that would do anything she asks and will seek and destroy anyone deemed a threat to Zoe. You need to be a fucking exceptional individual and naive to think her intention wasn't to make him a target...
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    Horrorcow Zoe Quinn / Chelsea Van Valkenburg / Locke Valentine / @UnburntWitch / @Primeape / CrashOverride / Hat Box / Old Uncle Anime

    Ironic really. Her whole deal back in 2015 was that online harassment was bad, bullying could damage people's life and GG was bad cause their harassment could even lead to someone's suicide. GG never caused a suicide. Zoe has a body count tho.
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    Containment Random Thoughts & Questions

    I don't know if people already talked about it, but related to his latest video where he impersonates magi chan, he mentions how this is a phase and soon he will go into a complete transformation and we just need to be patient till that day finally comes. How he will transcend to another realm...
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    DarksydePhil / TheyCallMeDSP / Phil Burnell

    I'm surprised that he has enough viewers daily to have that many gifted subs in one session. How many viewers he has generally? 200? It is a matter of time till we see DSP sugar daddies gifting subs to random people who aren't even following dsp
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    Dunkey, Leah Cuck Videos

    A lot of people keep saying (lel) that girl isn't leah because of one detail. A face mole. Don't know how much that is a valid evidence. You can hide moles with makeup. The image, comparison photos can be flipped. The facts are: the girl in that video looks like leah from the back (same body...
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    Inactive Desmond Daniel Amofah / Etika / Etika World Network

    I think bodies and other objects drifting in rivers and oceans, generally end up reaching the coach dragged by currents and shit. That's why you have so many whales and other big dead animals getting stranded on the shores. If he really jumped of that bridge, his body will be eventually found in...
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    How do you deal with loss?

    That's what people tell me and I know it isn't good for me and I'm stupid to even have such thoughts, but it is hard to avoid. I can't just disconnect. I wish I could.
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    How do you deal with loss?

    there is no guilt with me. Only regret. Of not being the son my mother probably wished I was. I want to believe she loved me till her last breath. But I wish I could have done more for her, to be more with her, to listen to her more, to make her feel loved. I'm going through that. I'm trying...
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    How do you deal with loss?

    Don't feel bad. You've been helping a lot. Everybody here has. It's good to read other's experiences, it helps as a guidance, to me and maybe to others that are or eventually will go through the same hardships and all the support and words can help a lot. Makes you feel like you aren't the only...
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    How do you deal with loss?

    That's what I'm avoiding for the reasons you mention. I don't want to see any pictures of her, remember anything of her. It will only make me think of her, how I don't have her with me anymore and that fucks me up to much. I can't find the courage to do such thing, not now.
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    How do you deal with loss?

    I'm sorry for your loss. I don't feel anger, maybe for myself, but no hate for anyone. I'm not religious either so I don't take this as the action of some greater entity. I just feel grief, emptiness, regret of not treasuring people around me more, when they are still around.
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    How do you deal with loss?

    I like that
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    How do you deal with loss?

    I know, and it's what I'm still doing. But every time that happens, it feels like i'm not letting things go.
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    How do you deal with loss?

    I'm trying to do that and it's what I'm doing. I was really humble with the amount of support i got and still get and i even started to hang out with people i didn't have that much of a connection to begin with. It helps, helps a lot and I want to believe i and my family will go through. People...
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    How do you deal with loss?

    You are right. Everybody goes through different processes when dealing with grief. But i still think, no matter what, it helps be with your friends and family and feel a supporting shoulder near your

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