I see you're still alive. Go for a jog. Try do weights. Take care of your appearance even if you hate it. Empathize, read some rape survivor memoirs if you have to. Try to stop being the man we avoid at bars. If you won't do any of these things, you can always try kys again. Please stream if you do though, there are so few things I can masturbate to and at least you'll have made a woman orgasm once in your life.
I know you failed your suicide but can I ask for a favor and can you try again? I'm not trying to be mean, I want to send a message to @FuckYou but I don't know how to contact him besides dying. I'll tell you the message later.