06/06/2017 - "fuck this ableist, capitalist, and transmisogynist society." - Kiwis stalk me, daddy raped me, now gimme money

[Flame the Sunbird]

http://diosa-latina-de-misandria.tu...k-this-ableist-capitalist-and-transmisogynist (archive)

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8 JUN

fuck this ableist, capitalist, and transmisogynist society.


Rant.
A long rant.
Be it at that.

Multiple CW tags - Organized Cyberstalking, Transmisogyny, Violence, and CSA Anniversary mention, detailed inventory of every hardship and abuse suffered at the hands of society, appeal for financial solidarity.
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Hi, my name is Isabel Rosa Araujo.
AKA Izzy Hell.
I am almost 32 years old.
I am a Neurodivergent Trans Latina.
I live in Portland, OR.
I deserve to live in peace, in security, and in healing.
And not to live alone in isolation because of my past…
Or my reputation…

I will make known to a candid world all I have suffered from and still suffering from.

They represent the obstacles I continue to face - past and present…and likely endure until my life is cut short by someone’s hands, or my own hands.

All I have known all my life is constant abuse.
Since birth.
To now.

I put up with a lot of people who abuse Me on the internet for being Neurodivergent and Trans.

This has been a thing for Me almost every day for 9 years. Because of some dead horses they are beating when I was in community college a decade ago that started the whole trolling and abuse situation I live with daily, an experience I now regard and look back as a mistake in trying to fit in and participate in a neoliberal capitalistic society.

And it is escalating again.
And again.
And again.
And Tonight.
And likely Tomorrow.

And people need to do a better job with sticking up for me. After all I have suffered from the hands of and ableist and transmisogynist and homophobic society.

I cannot keep fighting alone without decompression nor self care - especially in a time where I have an anniversary of my childhood sexual assault looming in a few weeks. It will be the 20th year anniversary of a horrendous crime against me when I was 11 years old, against my sense of bodily autonomy, against my perceived gender identity and sexual orientation.

Against Me because I didn’t know what being Trans was until long after my father molested me.

Against failing to live up to the toxic expectations of masculinity.

Against failing to live up to the toxic expectations of neurotypicals.

I am punished by society for being different, for being the girl who I was meant to be.

They have tried to intimidate me.

They have tried to incarcerate me, whether a hospital or a jail cell.

They have tried to gaslight me out of existence.

They have tried to drive me to suicidal ideation, self injury, and suicide attempts.

They have tried to break me through 5+ years of houselessness.

They have tried to break me through threats of throwing acid in my face days prior to my March 2016 Orchiectomy surgery in San Francisco.

They have tried to break me through economic hardship and loss of employment and income source.

They have tried to break me through abuse of social capital, power dynamics, callout culture.

They have tried to break me with threats of home invasion and violence after getting housed.

They have tried to break me through 9 years of organized cyberbullying, cyberstalking through multiple forums and satire websites.

They have failed in the past.
They are still failing…right now.

Yesterday.
Today.
Tomorrow.

This evening is just one more of many times I have had to fight abusers.

Be it My Father.
Be it Kiwi Farms.
Be it people who believe in hurtful rumors about Me.

This Father’s Day coming up.
This 4th of July coming up.

There is nothing my Enemies hate more than people helping me claw out of houselessness and getting ready for the big surgery next year.
Whether it’s material…
Or monetary to my YouCaring Fundraiser.

They hate this.
They hate Me for existing.
They hate You for helping me.

Resist!

 

[Poor Choices]

Reciting the magical money incantation this early in the month? Shouldn't he have gotten his tugboat recently?

 

[Positron]

At least the "threats of throwing acid on my face" bit is new.
As if acid could make his spudface any worse.

Reciting the magical money incantation this early in the month? Shouldn't he have gotten his tugboat recently?

Already spent it on his bicycle trainer stand and other crap.

 

[SP 199]

This is why we should keep the forum private

 

[Football Meatlong]

Your past and reputation are perfectly legitimate reasons for people to not want to have anything to do with you, you delusional untermensch. He thinks people should just unconditionally like him because of his self-imposed "struggles" that countless other people face. This is an amazing glimpse into Phil's worldview.

 

[Flame the Sunbird]

At least the "threats of throwing acid on my face" bit is new.
As if acid could make his spudface any worse.


Already spent it on his bicycle trainer stand and other crap.

The acid thing was from back when he got his alleged orchiectomy. Someone made joke about it and Phil ran with it. It was from the same period that he claimed someone threatened a "Kengle Line of protesters" LOL.

 

[Zim]

Again he's got it all wrong. It's the "Common Cow Misconception (tm)" where they think the people here hate him. Whether it's ADF, DSP, Wu, Shaner, CWC, or anyone else here who gets discussed, we don't hate as much are fascinated and disgusted. We watch and comment on their lives because we can't believe someone can be as big of a shitbag as these people.

ADF is at war with no one but himself. All these bullet points in his 'tism blog are things he's either made up to justify him being a shitbag or stuff he's done to himself because he's a shitbag. He says we're failing but I argue with "Exactly what are we failing at?"

1. Kiwi Farms is still here and not going anywhere for a long time.
2. His content ID strikes don't do anything because the archives just move somewhere else. Usually within a few hours.
3. He keeps adding content for us to laugh/be disgusted at.
4. He keeps mentioning the Farms so that anyone who doesn't like him can check us out and potentially join in the fun.
5. Most of us have our lives relatively together where as he constantly creates drama that screws himself over that we document, preserve, and laugh at.

The list goes on. If it even is a war, which it isn't, it's a war of attrition. The problem is we have all the supplies and he keeps giving us his supplies.

 

[Ntwadumela]

You're almost 32 years old and yet you haven't made a clean new slate, grown up properly and not even took control of your life with a stable home and family.
How sad.

 

[ToroidalBoat]

If society gave Phil asspats, somehow I doubt he'd call it "transmisogynist," "capitalist," and "ableist."

 

[Forever Sunrise]

He's just pissed Chris is making more money on Patreon than he ever could, lol.

 

[Loxiozzz]

Nobody put you through anything Phil. Your being homeless for 5+ years is your own fault. All you had to do was get a job and not be an ass.

 

[Cosmos]

I love how he keeps arguing that he's only being bullied by those malicious Kiwis because he's autistic and trans. A sizable number of Kiwis are autistic and/or trans, but nobody has a problem with them because they're cool. On the other hand, Phil is a complete fucking idiot. His life is a dumpster fire thanks to his choices, and that's why people keep making fun of him.

 

[Tonebender]

Doesn't he have everything he wants in life? He has his dildo bike, he has a tugboat for tattoos, he has autism land, and an apartment. Like Phil has no other wants, right?

Also, does he not post these rants on facebook?

 

[Flame the Sunbird]

Doesn't he have everything he wants in life? He has his dildo bike, he has a tugboat for tattoos, he has autism land, and an apartment. Like Phil has no other wants, right?

Also, does he not post these rants on facebook?

He might post these on FB too but he's been keeping those accounts locked down to friends only and he doesn't think of me as a friend.

 

[Twrx]

Doesn't he have everything he wants in life? He has his dildo bike, he has a tugboat for tattoos, he has autism land, and an apartment. Like Phil has no other wants, right?

Also, does he not post these rants on facebook?

He knows if he posts these long ass rants on Facebook, he'll lose more asspatters. That's why he keeps it confined to Tumblr.

 

[Postal Dude]

He knows if he posts these long ass rants on Facebook, he'll lose more asspatters. That's why he keeps it confined to Tumblr.

He posts it to Tumblr because he knows we're the only ones who read it.

 

[Optimus Prime]

Doesn't he have everything he wants in life? He has his dildo bike, he has a tugboat for tattoos, he has autism land, and an apartment. Like Phil has no other wants, right?

His entire life is founded on this fake sense of persecution facing him all his life for attention. He has to victimize himself for asspats. It's why he is so drawn to movements that go against the grain - he legit hates society without really understanding why.

 

[An Ghost]

They have tried to break me through economic hardship and loss of employment and income source.

All the other events he lists I remember or know what he's talking about. This one is a mystery. We've never gotten him fired cause he's never had a job.

 

[BlueArmedDevil]

he doesn't think of me as a friend.

Reminds me of the end of Arkham Asylum: Serious House on Serious Earth. As Batman leaves Two Face says "Who cares for you?"

 

[Dane]

If society gave Phil asspats, somehow I doubt he'd call it "transmisogynist," "capitalist," and "ableist."

no he definitely still would