As it stands, this is the first instagram post from Phil since Daddy Rape Day, and its suffice to say that SOMETHING is really getting to the spud, especially when he's this crestfallen and depressed, despite being about to go and get more tattoos.
CW Depression, Suicidal ideation
I am still not doing okay.
I can't even motivate myself to complete putting together the dresser I got yesterday. It's out of the box but not together at this time.
For the last couple of hours I feel like I am not wanted in this world. Suddenly crying and wanting to die.
I am not supposed to be feeling that way - like I have a trip in three days to Oakland. I should be able to be happy that I am going to be away from Portland for a short time and get tattooed
What the fuck is wrong with Me?
CW Depression, Suicidal ideation
I am still not doing okay.
I can't even motivate myself to complete putting together the dresser I got yesterday. It's out of the box but not together at this time.
For the last couple of hours I feel like I am not wanted in this world. Suddenly crying and wanting to die.
I am not supposed to be feeling that way - like I have a trip in three days to Oakland. I should be able to be happy that I am going to be away from Portland for a short time and get tattooed
What the fuck is wrong with Me?