[10-10-16] It's everyone's fault but Phils - Tldr fuck you, pay me

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Twrx

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Hellfire

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I want to talk about a few things before I go to bed tonight.

Number one: The Discourse. *smacks lips* It's not paying my bills, it's not paying my rent, and lastly, probably because of The Discourse and probably because of the social embargo, I don't have toilet paper right now. See last video on TP.

Without further ado, umm... I wanna address The Discourse and people who abuse callout culture. I've been, umm, badly affected by people who umm, who have committed a social embargo against me, and for lack of a better word, I have been exiled out of two communities, umm, *lip smack* Philadelphia annnd the Bay Area, because of the quote unquote "callout culture," annnd it's just Mean Girls all over again, and honestly I'm getting tired of, umm, *sigh* the callout things tha-*pfft*.

They're not paying my bills. They're not gonna keep me clothed. They're not... they're not gonna help me move my stuff that remains in Oakland. They're not, umm... *sigh* They're not gonna help me get off my- you know, get me back on my feet right now, and if you want to get into some sort of slap fight with me because, "Oh, I'm mutual with this friend because of X, Y, and Z!" You know what, I'm going to be like, "If you have a four figure sum of money you can give me, I'll honor your.. request, otherwise: shut up."

Because guess what? The Discourse is not paying my bills. The Discourse is not going to help me get back on my feet. The Discourse is not funding equipment I need to... you know, equipment and things I need.. to get back up on my feet right now, and I have to, for the most part, stay out of it and I will not, I just- If I honored every single person's request on my friend's list to, umm, *sigh* for lack of a better word, remove their- "remove this person if you're mutuals with this person" thing. If you do this- if I were to do this, I wouldn't have any friends left. That's what it would boil down to, and I wouldn't have any people left, and... *sigh*

Stop making me choose, stop coercing decisions I just.. can't afford to make anymore because I had a social death occur to me in the last year, year and a half, because of Kiwi Farms and Gamergate stalking me, and what have you done lately to help me get back on my feet? I just got this apartment since Friday. *sigh* I don't want to lose this place, and... The Discourse and the callouts aren't helping me get back on my feet at all.

I mean... *pfft* I'm tired of being exiled from the trans community here in Portland. I want...

What the fuck is community? What the FUCK is community, really?

I mean... *sigh followed by stress sigh* I... Sorry I don't have enough "social justice points" to live in your fuckin' paradise, I guess. You know, that's why I was on the streets for five fucking years. My houselessness would have ended in 2013 - no, it waited until 2016 because of all this social justice crap. I'm going to say it. Part of the reason my houselessness lasted longer was because every community was doing a social embargo against me for no- for some bullshit reason, and.. I'm tired. I'm sincerely tired, I feel like...

What? Are you going- What are you going to do to me if I take in just one or two people who "Oh, they have a bit of reputation..." or, or or or, you know like...

I don't care. I don't fucking care. You either pay me or you pay the funeral home because I don't care. I need money. I need to get stable. I need all my things reunified. I need my moo- stuff mooved up from Oakland, that's still hundreds of miles away from me, and you're not paying my bills, frankly, and you're not sharing my fundraisers enough to get word out that I need help.

So, until I see some serious turnaround, I don't want to fucking hear it. I really don't want to fucking hear it.

So... I'm laying down the law. I'm tired of the social embargo against me, and until that's addressed, I won't address your problems. I'm sorry. I'm addressing the social embargo against me first.
 
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moorhen

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Make no mistake, Kiwis, that tone and that ranting? That's not entitlement.
That's fear, and it's delicious.

I still think there's a sense of entitlement there.
There's no "what can you do to help me pay my bills?" it's "why aren't you paying my bills?". He's talking as though he just expects other people to fix things for him even though he's lead a shitty life by his own design.
You can definitely tell there is fear there, but there's no fear in him losing his shiny new apartment of his own doing, it's fear that no one will pay his bills.
Even a retard like Phil can get a job stacking shelves at a Target. Hell, they'd probably hire him under some affirmative action thing.

Also it's hilarious that he says the community ostracised him for not having enough "Social Justice Points" and not because he's a terrible human being who's burnt every bridge he's ever even dipped a toe onto.
 

Ray Streip

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Phil moves into place.

Phil can't afford to pay for anything because of squandered limited income.

Phil quickly realizes this when he panics and posts videos about not having any food or toilet paper.

Phil rages at others.

Seriously, what the fuck did he think was going to happen when he moved in? Did he not realize that there would be rent and bills and money required for necessities? I get that he doesn't have the foresight to think ahead, but HOLY SHIT did he not think ahead here.
 
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