What's the backstory on this? Why is John so desperate to pretend he's not a tranny? I thought I remembered at one point that he was trying to latch onto the mentally ill community more directly.
John caught himself between two lies: That he is a TRUE and HONEST natal woman in a heterosexual marriage and also a member of the LGBTQI6 community. Anytime he talks about coming out or being discriminated against due to queerness he's referring to how hard he's had it as a bisexual woman.
