Hello, recently, I am aware that a lot of people have been discussing Africa a lot. I have seen these conversation, and reflected regarding them a lot. However, this information has been troubling me as of recently. I see the struggles of the africa alot online and it really forces me to take a long hard look at myself in the mirror. and what I see chills me down to the bone about this, because.
I do not consider myself a racist, at all. In fact I am the least racist person I have ever known. However, I do know large amounts regarding race related issues. Some people say they do not see color. I see color, daily. I am very much aware of how the lives of black people and black men especially are different than the lives of my own, here in the United States of America and beyond. Race relations. Im just a white man living in the usa, but i see these race relations. Trayvon Martin, Mike brown, and things of that nature.
It brings a lot of shame to me, making me experience some white guilt at times. I wish there was ways I could better relate to the black people, but I know on some level that can never be because I am white. My white privilege often times gets in my own way.
I see the stories, of the black people dying of starvation in the USA. And it really makes me reflect on myself, am what I doing racist in some degree? Because here I am, a white male in the usa, eating food. While Black men in Africa are starving to death. And it really fucking pisses me off and makes me disgusted with myself. Why should I spend so much money on food? Why should I be eating so much food? I am literally murdering black men in africa by my actions, everytime I buy this over priced food from fast food places and etc I am taking food directly out of the mouth of africans and KILLING THEM! GOD DAMNIT!!! It makes me not every want to eat it anymore.
So I sit here, thinking, Jesus fucking christ, what have I done? I just went to crazy bowls and wraps and bought a buffalo wrap for 1o dollars. Money and food that should have been africa. But then I also think how am I even to give money to africa? We have all heard about the god damn Clinton Foundation, People have donated so many fucking billions of dollars to the Clinton Foundation, and that bitch hilliary clinton keeps the money for herself and africa DOES NOT SEE A FUCKING DIME OF IT! Thats one of the main reason I voted donald trump instead of hilliary clinton. Stealing charity money, having a fake charity Clinton foundation that is actually a criminal organization, and Bill Clinton raped women and hilliary actually threatend the women after bill raped them to keep them quiet. Also Hilliary clinton has murdered people. a lot of her political opponets in the past have gone missing. So if voted hilliary clinton then I truly would be a racist. I look beneath the surface.
So this africa, it makes me think. I should go on a diet, eat less, not eat so much food and spend a lot less money on food, buy the least amount of food and cheapest as possible, because thats the least I can do for africa. Im not fat, but I could do to lose some pounds. For the sake of africa. Because who the fuck am I if I am fat, if people are dying in africa. It really causes a indetity crisis in me, because of afica. So many black people dying in africa, and here i am eating food.
So much africa.
I do not consider myself a racist, at all. In fact I am the least racist person I have ever known. However, I do know large amounts regarding race related issues. Some people say they do not see color. I see color, daily. I am very much aware of how the lives of black people and black men especially are different than the lives of my own, here in the United States of America and beyond. Race relations. Im just a white man living in the usa, but i see these race relations. Trayvon Martin, Mike brown, and things of that nature.
It brings a lot of shame to me, making me experience some white guilt at times. I wish there was ways I could better relate to the black people, but I know on some level that can never be because I am white. My white privilege often times gets in my own way.
I see the stories, of the black people dying of starvation in the USA. And it really makes me reflect on myself, am what I doing racist in some degree? Because here I am, a white male in the usa, eating food. While Black men in Africa are starving to death. And it really fucking pisses me off and makes me disgusted with myself. Why should I spend so much money on food? Why should I be eating so much food? I am literally murdering black men in africa by my actions, everytime I buy this over priced food from fast food places and etc I am taking food directly out of the mouth of africans and KILLING THEM! GOD DAMNIT!!! It makes me not every want to eat it anymore.
So I sit here, thinking, Jesus fucking christ, what have I done? I just went to crazy bowls and wraps and bought a buffalo wrap for 1o dollars. Money and food that should have been africa. But then I also think how am I even to give money to africa? We have all heard about the god damn Clinton Foundation, People have donated so many fucking billions of dollars to the Clinton Foundation, and that bitch hilliary clinton keeps the money for herself and africa DOES NOT SEE A FUCKING DIME OF IT! Thats one of the main reason I voted donald trump instead of hilliary clinton. Stealing charity money, having a fake charity Clinton foundation that is actually a criminal organization, and Bill Clinton raped women and hilliary actually threatend the women after bill raped them to keep them quiet. Also Hilliary clinton has murdered people. a lot of her political opponets in the past have gone missing. So if voted hilliary clinton then I truly would be a racist. I look beneath the surface.
So this africa, it makes me think. I should go on a diet, eat less, not eat so much food and spend a lot less money on food, buy the least amount of food and cheapest as possible, because thats the least I can do for africa. Im not fat, but I could do to lose some pounds. For the sake of africa. Because who the fuck am I if I am fat, if people are dying in africa. It really causes a indetity crisis in me, because of afica. So many black people dying in africa, and here i am eating food.
So much africa.
