Dramacow Alex Vidal / Alessandro Connor Vidal / AsrielDr33murr / Crayonization / CZation / Ashe826 - "Trans lesbian" wolfkin. Likes little girls' breasts and wishes he were "a cute virgin cis female". "I'm 150IQ"

FuckYourPronounsDude

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I just read this whole thread and unless I missed a reply how did this little gem go unnoticed: “I’d rather die than be forced to live as a male.”

I am 100% certain that having a penis and creating sperm is biology and nature forcing you live as a male. You could try to spin some troon nonsense on how it isn’t, but you aren’t fighting science on this one.

Also being called ugly, having bad hygiene, and being scrawny is literally 25%+ (that might be an underestimate) Of the demographic of any high school. Why do you think you are special because you are a smelly ugly wimp?

Being smelly is a damn choice first of all. Maybe your ass sweats more than others but their have been plenty advancements in hygiene products made for smelly people just like you. Also, daily showers and bars of Lava can do wonders.

Being scrawny is genetics. Protein shakes, a bit of weight training and exercise can change your body in 2-6 months. Stop being a lazy fuck.

Being ugly, well that’s just the hand you are dealt. Make lemonade. Plenty of other ugly people get by just fine. And ugly is just an opinion. Stop being a whiny twat about everything in your life.
Yep. Snowflake here doesn't want SRS, rages on against the bad surgeries yet somehow still thinks he's a female and a lesbian. Dude, NO ONE buys your delusions. No one. Women may be polite but believe me they think you are a freak and wish you were not in their spaces. Nothing you do (surgery, name change) will ever make you a woman. Nothing. You may get some tiny pleasure that the police may run with your delusions but they are forced to because special snowflake troons are reality denying fetishists. We know who you are.
 

guccigash

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Yep. Snowflake here doesn't want SRS, rages on against the bad surgeries yet somehow still thinks he's a female and a lesbian. Dude, NO ONE buys your delusions. No one. Women may be polite but believe me they think you are a freak and wish you were not in their spaces. Nothing you do (surgery, name change) will ever make you a woman. Nothing. You may get some tiny pleasure that the police may run with your delusions but they are forced to because special snowflake troons are reality denying fetishists. We know who you are.
If he's a lesbian Pad is a pad.
 

eldri

oogity boogity boo motherfucker
True & Honest Fan
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@HiImWolfette


Reading your responses to other user questions as well to my own questions, I do not believe you have depression. While you say you are depressed and are awaiting treatment for it, that seems to be only a small facet of your emotions and depression does not account for your impulsive suicide attempts as well as your flippant emotions.

It's also clear that you don't want to die. In all of your suicide attempts, there exists a large degree of uncertainty. You've made no attempts to guarantee success out of the five times. You said liver failure was the goal but why not use a rope and a balcony? It is quicker and probably less painful.

Lastly, while you may not use suicide attempts for attention seeking, I do believe you attempt suicide in order to gain some control over the situation that triggered it- possibly to detract from everyone's attention from what happened and place it on something more severe i.e. the suicide attempt. But, you must realize that suicide attempts desensitize the people around it. Studies have shown that suicide is like a contagion as it introduces people around it to horrific thoughts- thoughts in which the subconscious mind does not want to hear. As a result, people closest to you will avoid you in order to protect themselves if you keep this pattern of behavior.
 

QWXXP Surprise!

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Not even trolling when I say this, but have you ever considered DBT? You tick nearly every box for a diagnosis of BPD (not saying you have it- I'm not a psychiatris nor do I have it myself. ) and this is one of the few types of therapies that is successful in helping people who suffer from it. If you really do have a history of sexual abuse, it wouldn't be surprising if you've developed it- I believe (I can't find the paper but I'll look) that BPD is a fairly common issue with trans people, this might be something worth looking into.

I know you probably won't, but I'm just tossing this out there. Who knows- maybe some lurker or a kiwi might find it interesting or useful. It's a really fantastic type of therapy that can help even if you don't have a diagnosis of BPD.
 

HiImWolfette

Sapphic Wolf Queen
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So your idea of the female gender role is being emotional, submissive, and horny?
Those are all related to BDSM. Not inherently to the female gender role. Though females do experience more emotion, cause, you know, estrogen... but I wouldn’t say that’s what defines a female.

Both genders get horny too, so I’m not sure what you’re trying to say here…
 

ATaxingWoman

Stefannie Lööfven, Professional Tax Investigator
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No I’m not. I present and live as female in the word. I switched from the male gender role, to the female gender role.
Exhibiting behavior commonly associated with one of the sexes isn't what makes somebody a man or a woman, and behaving like a pornified trap caricature as you do most certainly doesn't make somebody a woman. If that were the case, only troons would be female
 

berserkerarmor

big man, bigger sword, biggest dick.
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List of suicide attempts:

November 2015: Entemophobia related & after repeated nervous breakdowns.

Method: tried taking double the lethal amount of niacin

June 2016: tried slitting my throat after bad breakup, quit due to pain.

April 2017: had homocidial ideations and also wanted to end my life after a breakdown caused my untreated dysphoria, which was falsely pegged as schizophrenia by the therapists

October 2017: was heavily embarrassed due to a PTSD trigger moment in public, wanted to jump off a building before being calmed down by school professionals and sent to a mental hospital for a week.

December 2017: tried overdosing on leftover pills I had stashed from the aforementioned ADHD meds, was a failure. Was done due to a bad argument with my mother where she had threatened to hit me over me confronting her about being blatantly transphobic and publicly deadnaming me to family.

March 2018: after suffering abuse from my dad’s side, and my family in Texas ignoring me with no hope of returning; I tried to overdose on Tylenol, with my not only taking more than the lethal dose, but also with a large amount of alcohol (2 bottles of Jack Daniels). Didn’t work, woke up the next day fine for some reason.

Thanksgiving 2018: tried overdosing on Benadryl, Tylenol, and Ibproufen all at the same time, over dysphoria related anxiety. Spent the whole day loopy, hallucinating, and my mind being hazy. Also drank a whole bottle of NyQuil and felt drunk in addition.

January 2019: tried overdosing again, this time with 3x the lethal dose of ibproufen. No effect due to my high drug tolerance.

This isn’t even counting all the times I wanted to commit suicide, was on the verge of doing so, or otherwise didn’t follow through. It has decreased in frequency since I began HRT: June 9th, 2018, but not disappeared entirely due to my depression still being untreated, even if my dysphoria is now being mostly treated.
listen. im not the type to be like this to a cow but... no one cares about your pussy ass suicide attempts here because you are clearly autistic as hell if you tried to slit your own throat, overdose on tylenol, ibproufen and benadryl and kill yourself over fucking BUGS but i just wanna say from the bottom of my heart:
first of all: trying to insist you are trans to strangers on the internet while there is proof of you being an angry incel with a paraphilia on reddit isn't gonna make you any more trans and a TRUE HONEST WOMAN as they say. gender dysphoria is a mental illness for the fact it wraps the persons views on their bodies and genders. the only thing that separates it from autogyn is that it doesn't turn them on. like it clearly does you! you can inject yourself with all the hormones you want but its not gonna change your mental health state for jack filly dilly shit so if you think it's gonna make everything in your life fixed. i gotta an answer for ya. also another. you are just another mentally ill person on the internet trying to convince every they are the opposite gender because of mental illness.

and next time remember. don't cross the street. go up the middle of the street.
 

HiImWolfette

Sapphic Wolf Queen
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listen. im not the type to be like this to a cow but... no one cares about your pussy ass suicide attempts here because you are clearly autistic as hell if you tried to slit your own throat, overdose on tylenol, ibproufen and benadryl and kill yourself over fucking BUGS
Congrats on proving to me that you don’t know shit on how phobias work.
but i just wanna say from the bottom of my heart:
first of all: trying to insist you are trans to strangers on the internet while there is proof of you being an angry incel with a paraphilia on reddit isn't gonna make you any more trans and a TRUE HONEST WOMAN as they gender dysphoria is a mental illness for the fact it wraps the persons views on their bodies and genders. the only thing that separates it from autogyn is that it doesn't turn them on.
who do you think I’ll trust more: doctors who have spent YEARS studying transgenderism and are certified, and it’s backed by science that I’m not an autogynephile, and that gender dysphoria isn’t a mental disorder; or will I trust some fuckhead on the internet who can’t even comprehend why Pavlov’s dogs drooled when the bell was rung? Face it, you don’t know how this stuff works. You’re not right, you’re wrong, the actual scientific community who studies this shit is right, not a fucking edgy memer who read an outdated theory that has been debunked numerous times by actual psychologists who aren’t shills.
 
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HiImWolfette

Sapphic Wolf Queen
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I never do get the "it's not a mental disorder" line of logic that the trans activists have been pushing so hard for.

If that's the case, why would you take HRT? Medicalizing something that's not a "disorder" sure smells funny to me.
Because it’s a MEDICAL CONDITION.

That’s like saying that we shouldn’t medicalize diabetes because it’s a CONDITION instead of a DISORDER.

Fuck outta here with your backwards ass logic.
 

Bunny at Law

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Those are all related to BDSM. Not inherently to the female gender role. Though females do experience more emotion, cause, you know, estrogen... but I wouldn’t say that’s what defines a female.

Both genders get horny too, so I’m not sure what you’re trying to say here…
Females do not experience more emotion than males. They have a higher emotional IQ because they are socialized to attend to emotions in a way that males are not. Trying learning about human development without using twitter.

Edit: Diabetes is a disease, idiot. Here's how to tell what words mean.
 

berserkerarmor

big man, bigger sword, biggest dick.
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who do you think I’ll trust more: doctors who have spent YEARS studying transgenderism and are certified, and it’s backed by science that I’m not an autogynephile, and that gender dysphoria isn’t a mental disorder; or will I trust some fuckhead on the internet who can’t even comprehend why Pavlov’s dogs drooled when the bell was rung? Face it, you don’t know how this stuff works. You’re not right, you’re wrong, the actual scientific community who studies this shit is right, not a fucking edgy memer who read an outdated theory that has been debunked numerous times by actual psychologists who aren’t shills.
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Because it’s a MEDICAL CONDITION.

That’s like saying that we shouldn’t medicalize diabetes because it’s a CONDITION instead of a DISORDER.
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huh. google works magic doesn't it?
 

HiImWolfette

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huh. google works magic doesn't it?
Except it isn’t called gender identity disorder anymore. That’s the DSM-4, in other words, the outdated definition.

Are you this dense, or are you just pretending?
 

berserkerarmor

big man, bigger sword, biggest dick.
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HiImWolfette

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i dunno. im pretty sure it says dsm 5 so. are you this exceptional individual or are you just pretending too?
heres this if it makes you feel better pal
Since you like to argue semantics:

“Ultimately, the diagnosis was retained by DSM-5,27 but its name was changed to Gender Dysphoria (GD), simultaneously removing the stigmatizing “disorder” from its name and shifting the focus to dysphoria as the target symptom for intervention and treatment, rather than gender identity itself.27,28 GD was also moved out of the parent category that included sexual dysfunctions and paraphilias, with which it has nothing in common, and into a separate parent category, also named Gender Dysphoria.”

Name is changed, you just named a disorder that doesn’t even exist anymore in multiple forum posts. Idiot.
 

Alberto Balsalm

No Xmas for John Quays
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Not even trolling when I say this, but have you ever considered DBT? You tick nearly every box for a diagnosis of BPD (not saying you have it- I'm not a psychiatris nor do I have it myself. ) and this is one of the few types of therapies that is successful in helping people who suffer from it. If you really do have a history of sexual abuse, it wouldn't be surprising if you've developed it- I believe (I can't find the paper but I'll look) that BPD is a fairly common issue with trans people, this might be something worth looking into.

I know you probably won't, but I'm just tossing this out there. Who knows- maybe some lurker or a kiwi might find it interesting or useful. It's a really fantastic type of therapy that can help even if you don't have a diagnosis of BPD.
Interesting that you've pegged this guy as BPD. He very much comes off as autistic to me. He's about as self-aware as a brick, and seems to think that if he repeats the same few lines (Autogynephilia isn't real! Transtrenders suck! Trans women can have sex drives!) it'll be an automatic get-out-of-jail-free card for his behavior. He doesn't seem to do so well with such advanced concepts as "don't be horny on main" and "you are accountable for things you said more than a year ago".
 

Bani

Freeloading Rabbit Man
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No I’m not. I present and live as female in the word. I switched from the male gender role, to the female gender role.
So you're reinforcing gender roles? How progressive of you.

Congrats on proving to me that you don’t know shit on how phobias work.

who do you think I’ll trust more: doctors who have spent YEARS studying transgenderism and are certified, and it’s backed by science that I’m not an autogynephile, and that gender dysphoria isn’t a mental disorder; or will I trust some fuckhead on the internet who can’t even comprehend why Pavlov’s dogs drooled when the bell was rung? Face it, you don’t know how this stuff works. You’re not right, you’re wrong, the actual scientific community who studies this shit is right, not a fucking edgy memer who read an outdated theory that has been debunked numerous times by actual psychologists who aren’t shills.
Doctors with ties to the companies that manufacture HRT drugs have penned papers that cast the drug in a favorable light and increase the prevalence of it being perscribed off-label for transitioning. People have spent years studying transgenderism, but in the last five years all of that research has been buried by the aformentioned papers written by doctors with conflicts of interest. Our understanding of it is just as confused and muddled now as it was thirty years ago because of this parmaceutical company-doctor circlejerk.

HRT drug manufacturers benefit financially from more people being diagnosed with dysphoria, regardless of whether or not the diagnosis is correct. Criteria for diagnosing it (heavily influenced again by doctors in the pocket of HRT companies) is intentionally vague for this reason. When the breast cancer correlation caused sales in HRT drugs for menopausal women to drop, transgender "women" became the companies' new golden goose.

Those are all related to BDSM. Not inherently to the female gender role. Though females do experience more emotion, cause, you know, estrogen... but I wouldn’t say that’s what defines a female.


Both genders get horny too, so I’m not sure what you’re trying to say here…
Yes, both genders get horny, but male and female sexuality are completely different- they need to be, because historically the reproductive process in humans requires that women be more selective with mates, and that men be more competitive.

No, women don't experience more "emotion", you sexist tard. My point was that women are raised to be open about their feelings, whereas men are raised to be ashamed of them, resulting in an EQ disparity. "Emotion" is almost impossible to quantify, but EQ is a statistic based on an individual's ability to understand the emotional cues of others. EQ is different from "emotion", obviously- one is an innate human function, the other is an index of natural ability.

Speaking of which, what does define a woman? Oh yeah, it's a human being with female sex traits. Which you aren't. Any other definition isn't a definition but a stereotype.
 

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