PolterBob
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......Chris has yet to even take even the slightest hint from any of them to improve his life! He bitches & whines about how awful his life is, yet he refuses to accept all hints, subtle and obvious, that he is the one responsible for changing that.
No one's asking him to become a CEO within two years, but just to get him to do simple things like bathe himself, or help clean up the yard, or do something besides play video games and go to McDonald's all day.
Chris, if you're reading this, listen. I mean it seriously. LISTEN!
What you're doing isn't because of autism. Most autistic people don't do things that you do to earn themselves an entire wiki dedicated just to them. Obviously, you need to understand that your autism is a challenge, but not a crippling wall, and most certainly, it's not an excuse to do disturbing things. If you fuck up once you might be able to blame your autism on not making the right decision, but if you refuse to learn your lesson and do the same mistake a second, third or fourth time? That's not autism. That's being a stubborn dumbass!
No one is going to make the trolls go away except yourself. And to do that, you need to deny them anything weird for them to talk about, like the kind of stuff that you have been doing for the past five years, if not your life up to now. This life you're living isn't a life. It's merely an existence, and not a pretty one either. The longer you live like that, the more wretched you're going to be. Stop blaming the trolls. They didn't cause you to be trapped in your own hell. It was what you did that caused you to be in trouble, as well as your refusal to learn from it so that you won't get into that kind of trouble again.
Ditch the Hungry Man dinners and start thinking of fresh produce (and not just eating a bag of McDonald's sliced apples either!). Switch the sodas for flavored bottled water. That doesn't require any exertion on your part. That should be easy-peazy even for you.
Dress like a normal person. One that doesn't attract disgust and attention towards yourself. People aren't ignoring you in your "tomgirl" getup. They know very much that you are there. They are shunning you because your appearance makes them nervous and fearful of you. All of those piles of clothes in your house that your mom brought home from Goodwill. Surely there's some adult male clothes in there you can scrounge up and launder to make fresh again.
Also, open your horizons a bit. Check out the nearby museums, or the zoo, or a library if you're low on cash. You talk about Thomas Jefferson a lot. Why not take a side trip to Monticello?
Just because you don't have a job doesn't mean that you have to sit around the house or devour junk food all day. The short recap of all this is: what you have been doing hasn't been working. It's time to wake up, pay attention to what's around you, and try to make the most of what you have.
That's about all I can say, assuming you even read this far. If you keep down this path you're on, you're only going to feel more and more awful as each year goes by and each birthday makes you a year older. Of that I can promise you.
No one's asking him to become a CEO within two years, but just to get him to do simple things like bathe himself, or help clean up the yard, or do something besides play video games and go to McDonald's all day.
Chris, if you're reading this, listen. I mean it seriously. LISTEN!
What you're doing isn't because of autism. Most autistic people don't do things that you do to earn themselves an entire wiki dedicated just to them. Obviously, you need to understand that your autism is a challenge, but not a crippling wall, and most certainly, it's not an excuse to do disturbing things. If you fuck up once you might be able to blame your autism on not making the right decision, but if you refuse to learn your lesson and do the same mistake a second, third or fourth time? That's not autism. That's being a stubborn dumbass!
No one is going to make the trolls go away except yourself. And to do that, you need to deny them anything weird for them to talk about, like the kind of stuff that you have been doing for the past five years, if not your life up to now. This life you're living isn't a life. It's merely an existence, and not a pretty one either. The longer you live like that, the more wretched you're going to be. Stop blaming the trolls. They didn't cause you to be trapped in your own hell. It was what you did that caused you to be in trouble, as well as your refusal to learn from it so that you won't get into that kind of trouble again.
Ditch the Hungry Man dinners and start thinking of fresh produce (and not just eating a bag of McDonald's sliced apples either!). Switch the sodas for flavored bottled water. That doesn't require any exertion on your part. That should be easy-peazy even for you.
Dress like a normal person. One that doesn't attract disgust and attention towards yourself. People aren't ignoring you in your "tomgirl" getup. They know very much that you are there. They are shunning you because your appearance makes them nervous and fearful of you. All of those piles of clothes in your house that your mom brought home from Goodwill. Surely there's some adult male clothes in there you can scrounge up and launder to make fresh again.
Also, open your horizons a bit. Check out the nearby museums, or the zoo, or a library if you're low on cash. You talk about Thomas Jefferson a lot. Why not take a side trip to Monticello?
Just because you don't have a job doesn't mean that you have to sit around the house or devour junk food all day. The short recap of all this is: what you have been doing hasn't been working. It's time to wake up, pay attention to what's around you, and try to make the most of what you have.
That's about all I can say, assuming you even read this far. If you keep down this path you're on, you're only going to feel more and more awful as each year goes by and each birthday makes you a year older. Of that I can promise you.
yourself out over stuff that you can't control. Just sit back and relax while the rest of this drama continues to unfold before our eyes and screens.
