Amberlynn is live on YouNow 10/02/18 -

  • Intermittent Denial of Service attack is causing downtime. Looks like a kiddie 5 min rental. Waiting on a response from upstream.

Twinkie

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Our gorl is rockin her Telly sweater tonight
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666EVE666

Just a normal gorl
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My favorite part was her telling us how she describes being in her body to her therapist.

"It's like being in a fat suit with no zippers and no but-tuns (pronounced similar to kit-tuns)"

This was a slow one tbh. Not many good bits.

Well that ended abruptly...

I think she didn't get the reception (bars) that she was expecting, the chat slowed at some point and she seemed to get unhappy about it.

I forgot to mention at the beginning of the stream she said that she DID NAWT run over Becky's foot and that she privated the video because it wasn't monetized. A big YTer that she's friends with told her this trick.
 

NOT Sword Fighter Super

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Lol this bitch is saying that she's never made sock-puppet accounts, she hasn't outgrown any of her clothes recently, and she doesn't have lymphedema. :story: And she's blaming the fleas on Eric's dogs.
Lol, Danielle McAllister ALSO tried to say she didn't have lymphedema.

Must be nice living in a fantasy world.
 

Dutch Courage

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I think she didn't get the reception (bars) that she was expecting, the chat slowed at some point and she seemed to get unhappy about it.

It was right when she was called out for insinuating the car door dent was a "hate crime"

I get: "This video has been removed for violating YouTube's Terms of Service." so I ain't too sure about that

I get "Video unavailable This video has been removed by the user"
 

Rabbit Bones

He Rapes To Make That Money For His Family
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Ugh, what is with her CONSTANT need to show her "cleavage"?
She thinks it's sexy, probably. She does what little she can to make herself conventionally feminine and attractive... Long hair, tarp-shirts with flowers on them, jewelry. It's all kind of pointless, when you acknowledge her tits are just the floppy and shapeless top most roll of fat on her torso.
 

NOT Sword Fighter Super

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She thinks it's sexy, probably. She does what little she can to make herself conventionally feminine and attractive... Long hair, tarp-shirts with flowers on them, jewelry. It's all kind of pointless, when you acknowledge her tits are just the floppy and shapeless top most roll of fat on her torso.
I'm pretty sure there's a specific tit-to-gut scientific formula out there to back up what you're saying.
 

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My favorite part was her telling us how she describes being in her body to her therapist.

"It's like being in a fat suit with no zippers and no but-tuns

So, not only has Amber created an imaginary therapist (I bet she outlined it in that one notebook of hers), she is creating imaginary scenes where she has imaginary conversations with said imaginary therapist and describes things in ways she imagines other people would.

Amber has no idea how it feels to be in a fat suit, she cannot describe the sensations of being inside of one. No one who's overweight would describe it like that. That was something that Amber read somewhere and claimed as her own.
 

FitBitch

A housewife!
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My favorite part was her telling us how she describes being in her body to her therapist.

"It's like being in a fat suit with no zippers and no but-tuns (pronounced similar to kit-tuns)"
She's a writer, ya'll. So prolific, such description, wow. And "I don't have lymphedema." Someone hand this gorl a Hugo Award because she's mastered the genre of fantasy.
 

Dutch Courage

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So, not only has Amber created an imaginary therapist (I bet she outlined it in that one notebook of hers), she is creating imaginary scenes where she has imaginary conversations with said imaginary therapist and describes things in ways she imagines other people would.

Amber has no idea how it feels to be in a fat suit, she cannot describe the sensations of being inside of one. No one who's overweight would describe it like that. That was something that Amber read somewhere and claimed as her own.

I will put on my psychologist hat for a moment (mine has a propeller on it) and suggest that the fat suit comment was not only honest, it actually confirmed something many of us have noted about her.

Amberlynn really doesn't think she is a 540 pound land whale. She really is a dainty gorl in her mind, one who loves makeup and frilly dresses and girly stuff. You could call it reverse body dysmorphia. She is being truthful about the fat suit. To her, the fat is not real. So, she takes pics of herself puckering up and runs it through a filter. She dances around (or used to) because the fat isn't real. She tries on clothes in videos, and wiggles her ass at the camera, because the fat is not real. This is why her attempts at losing weight never make it past the starting line. Yes, on an intellectual level, she knows she is 540 pounds. However, she refuses to dwell on that, because the rest of the day, she forgets about the weight. When she looks in a mirror, she doesn't see a lumpen, misshapen mountain of flesh. Like a sculptor sees a voluptuous woman in a raw block of granite, so too does Amberlynn see one through all the fat. She says and does a lot of things that suggest that her dysmorphia makes her see a pretty girl a third of her weight. When she says she has tiny feet and tiny hands, she sees no irony. She means it.

If there really is a therapist who is competent, I hope she told him or her about the fat suit. That is what needs to be addressed, more than her unremarkable fostercare days.
 
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