Thats disturbing.By the way, I have a pic of me and Melinda's faces morphed together. I sent it to her one time in the past lol.
No, lots of men don't get "hung up on women" to the degree you have. Most normal healthy males get over that shit in high school.
You gave your whore ex $6,500 so she would talk to you again, that's some next level sad shit.