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True & Honest Fan
I'm a man who was once stalked by a woman. I'm attracted to intelligent women, these are also the most dangerous kind. I was 20 and she was 30. No contact with a stalker is the big rule, but in her case it just wasn't possible for me at the time. We had lived together for a year, I was still working for a boss at the time, she had my ssn, my dob, my everything. Work phone, boss's phone, MY PARENT'S BOSS'S PHONE like it was fucking nuts. I caved, she won. We remained friends after that though.Are you a woman then?
It wasn't that she was scary so much as she could bring the harassment like it was her dead man's switch. If you don't talk to me I'm going to start opening credit cards in your name type thing. She was this nomadic stripper before she moved in with me, she'd fly to other cities sometimes because the pay was better there or she used to live there. So tracking her down to stop her would prove extremely difficult for me both then and now, honestly. Also, this was before I'd heard of lifelock or similar things. I wasn't ever afraid of any physical harm, so I know women being stalked by men have it much worse than I did.
You should just go and work out anyway. Or maybe take a welding class? I think working out or working with your hands would do you a lot of good. It's a good way to still the mind. Welding pays pretty well and requires some finesse and artistry. If you can weld then you can build structures or statues, you can cut and recombine metal in infinite ways. I think you should do something other than read all day, it'll help.Cant get a gym membership because I would be a creep staring at all the sexy women and make them feel uncomfortable. If they had an all male gym id be more interested because like i said Im not turned on by mens bodies.