Anthony made a video describing the worst moments of his life. Unsurprisingly, three of the four stories are related to Anthony abusing substances.
"..when my ex-wife left me. I mean, I was a shitty person, that, you know, took all kinds of narcotics, drinking constantly, I was unhappy, I was miserable, I was making her life miserable, you know? 'Cause, yeah, obviously I wasn't that person, I wasn't meant to be that person, you know, I wasn't meant to be married. And I knew it was coming, she told me she was going to leave, right.
I figured I'm charismatic enough, I can talk my way out of this, 'cause that's what I like to do, I can talk my way out of situations, it happens. It came, her boyfriend came, an' he picked her up, and they left, you know. At this point I figured ok it's going to happen, but I'm cool, I don't need it, right? I just sat on my porch just lost, the person I spent seven years with was gone, you know. I didn't know what to do, that night I got hammered, you know."
"The worst one for me wasn't a moment it was 42 days, right, ok. Make no bones about it I was a heavy narcotics user, opiods, heroin, painkillers, um Xanax like there's no tomorrow. And, uh, you know, there came a point where I could no longer get the medication, my ex-wife she's long fucking gone so, it was just me, you know, and and and I'd exhausted all of the ERs, nobody was givin' me nothin'. And I just went through withdrawal, from everything, at once."
"I was a mess, I was drinking heavily, an' I was drinking and driving, I was cutting my face because I felt so ugly on the inside so I wanted it to be on the outside"
"..when my ex-wife left me. I mean, I was a shitty person, that, you know, took all kinds of narcotics, drinking constantly, I was unhappy, I was miserable, I was making her life miserable, you know? 'Cause, yeah, obviously I wasn't that person, I wasn't meant to be that person, you know, I wasn't meant to be married. And I knew it was coming, she told me she was going to leave, right.
I figured I'm charismatic enough, I can talk my way out of this, 'cause that's what I like to do, I can talk my way out of situations, it happens. It came, her boyfriend came, an' he picked her up, and they left, you know. At this point I figured ok it's going to happen, but I'm cool, I don't need it, right? I just sat on my porch just lost, the person I spent seven years with was gone, you know. I didn't know what to do, that night I got hammered, you know."
"The worst one for me wasn't a moment it was 42 days, right, ok. Make no bones about it I was a heavy narcotics user, opiods, heroin, painkillers, um Xanax like there's no tomorrow. And, uh, you know, there came a point where I could no longer get the medication, my ex-wife she's long fucking gone so, it was just me, you know, and and and I'd exhausted all of the ERs, nobody was givin' me nothin'. And I just went through withdrawal, from everything, at once."
"I was a mess, I was drinking heavily, an' I was drinking and driving, I was cutting my face because I felt so ugly on the inside so I wanted it to be on the outside"
