Aydin Paladin / Rebekah Erin "Bekah" Ford / Sybyll Adastra / StarSybyll - Drunken Crying Bipolar Anti-SJW Skeptic Lolicon, Full of GOTIS, Amateur Christorian

[Ralph Barnhardt]

She did some video about the Holocaust and I think she was either questioning the nature of the camps or the number of deaths there or some other Alt Right talking point. According to her that is what got her kicked, but I recall some people pointing out that she had already been suspended prior to that.
Whatever the cause however, she was already racing down this path and I very much doubt a completed PhD would have prevented her fucking up her life.

Iirc the only one she did about the Holocaust was one about how Poland gets shit for having Auschwitz in it but Poland really didn't have a choice. I think she may have questioned the death count numbers from Auschwitz or in Poland total which retards like Spino jumped up and called her a Holocaust denier.

I have no idea of the timing of everything else.

 

[Not Really Here]

Iirc the only one she did about the Holocaust was one about how Poland gets shit for having Auschwitz in it but Poland really didn't have a choice. I think she may have questioned the death count numbers from Auschwitz or in Poland total which retards like Spino jumped up and called her a Holocaust denier.

I have no idea of the timing of everything else.

As I recall, there were retards giving her shit for not calling all the camps "death camps", while she autistically tried to highlight the difference between the work camps and death camps.

 

[FierceBrosnan]

As I recall, there were retards giving her shit for not calling all the camps "death camps", while she autistically tried to highlight the difference between the work camps and death camps.

To be fair the speds screeching at Aydin are probably terrified by the prospect of manual labor. So to them work = literal murder you bigots.

 

[Not Really Here]

To be fair the speds screeching at Aydin are probably terrified by the prospect of manual labor. So to them work = literal murder you bigots.

I missed that, at the time I was too busy cringing out of my skin and yelling at my phone "Learn to read a room you sped!"
FFS, some of these speds act like their parents rolled a -5 charisma when making them.

 

[Toast Sandwich]

Looks like the pills didn't take.

 

[Ralph Barnhardt]

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Looks like the pills didn't take.

I just saw that but you ninja'd me. Fucking hell Aydin.

 

[All Cops Are Based]

This girl unironically needs jesus

 

[Gaussiana]

Isn't she in her 30s already? She needs a good inpatient stay and to get reevaluated for BPD not bipolar, get off the internet and get her shit together. That'd be the non-lolcow thing to do but... who knows. She has claimed the bipolar diagnosis but it doesn't seem like the mood stabilizers are doing much for her, unless she's gotten off them. This or any of the other meltdowns she's had don't seem like mania or hypomania but rather BPD style freakouts. I'm speculating of course, though it's rather obvious.

I'm biased because I actually like Aydin's content but I've always been put off by her womanchild antics and suicide baiting. On the other hand it's personally fascinating to see these BPD trainwrecks spiral and ego protect and spiral again until they're sectioned. Get well Ayding.

 

[marisa #]

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So, that explains this, I guess.

 

[Shaka Brah]

So, that explains this, I guess.

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You can't have a full mental breakdown and then in the same breath claim that the people dabbing on you are weird freaks. She just looks like a goof.

 

[Faustian Theosophist]

Never her fault.

 

[Faustian Theosophist]

Never her fault.

Sorry didn't see this posted already. So I guess I'm obligated to post more info. Names reflect my trying to find them and saving them.

 

[TheLastJoestar]

Long day of work, I followed this while working. Will chime in before sleep
Im glad she's alive. Now 3 things.
1: She needs off twitter - rather, the whole internet. She's not mentally well enough to handle it.

2: If she is on twitter She definitely needs to apologize for being stupid/autistic enough to scream about suicide on twitter then scream "muh online harassment" and double down with that horrendous non-apology.

3: If somebody attempted suicide by pills they wouldn't be out of the hospital by the next afternoon, specifically after a twitter meltdown that intense. So I doubt she really did it - though it's possible she was really considering it. Still to do that and try to pretend people really told her to is haram as fuck. Morrally repugnant and incomprehensible. Even if she schlicks the bean to loli, what she did here (and I know she's done this before) goes way beyond any of that.

Mild comments on the internet shouldn't mean trying to trick somebody into thinking they made a person attempt suicide.
Somebody needs to contact somebody close to her and get her some actual help.

 

[Alister2290]

Long day of work, I followed this while working. Will chime in before sleep
Im glad she's alive. Now 3 things.
1: She needs off twitter - rather, the whole internet. She's not mentally well enough to handle it.

2: If she is on twitter She definitely needs to apologize for being stupid/autistic enough to scream about suicide on twitter then scream "muh online harassment" and double down with that horrendous non-apology.

3: If somebody attempted suicide by pills they wouldn't be out of the hospital by the next afternoon, specifically after a twitter meltdown that intense. So I doubt she really did it - though it's possible she was really considering it. Still to do that and try to pretend people really told her to is haram as fuck. Morrally repugnant and incomprehensible. Even if she schlicks the bean to loli, what she did here (and I know she's done this before) goes way beyond any of that.

Mild comments on the internet shouldn't mean trying to trick somebody into thinking they made a person attempt suicide.
Somebody needs to contact somebody close to her and get her some actual help.

You must clearly be new to Aydin lore,so let me be the first to say that no matter how hard you try,she's never going to listen to you or anyone who thinks the way you will. She's going to keep doing this,and she's done this before,so you're better off just sitting back and watching the shit show.

 

[Toast Sandwich]

Finally got around to listening to the full stream, before it apparently got edited down to protect the theatrical bpd girl. Not surprising it played out this way. She brought it all on herself and will never have the self-awareness or the humility to admit it. I'll do a partial recap here so there's a record until someone uploads the missing section.

Aydin comes in as a guest and constantly floods the stream with her overbearing persona. She feels like she deserves to be there, so she thinks she has run of the show. Real boundary issues in the way she composes herself in general. When people donate to the stream (not to her, to the stream) she responds as if she is the host and is saying thanks on the stream's behalf. Those without mental issues and an inflated ego naturally understand that things like this are an overstep.

The stream regulars run into the same situation they must always run into with guests, where they can't express their edgyness fully because it's a risk for the guest. Normally they would bite their lip and leave it at the fun gentle ribbing, because normally the guest has the self-awareness and humility to understand their place as an outsider and accept it, but this time the guest is openly indignant about the situation and has to theatrically signal and moralize at the regulars about it.

She's not calming down, she can't reel it in and doesn't care about matching the tempo of the stream any more. As a guest she is now mad at the regulars for their scary beliefs and how they might reflect on her, as if it's their fault she's now in proximity to them and not hers entirely for deciding to be on the show. Given that the regulars must know about the lolicon stuff already, the irony of her painting them as distasteful is probably starting to animate them. The host tries to bring down the temperature and lay it all out for her, and she tries to placate them by saying she "appreciates" the regulars. This is obviously a lie even in the moment, empty therapy type talk, but later she goes on to admit that she had a low opinion of them all along. At this point though the regulars realise all this without her having to admit it, after the empty lying they stop giving a fuck and confront her with the lolicon stuff.

Implosion goes as usual from there. Complete detachment from the stream, she's left frantically checking her mentions for the final 10 minutes and can't think of anything else but how she fucked herself over yet again. Everyone else tries to move on and has fun, but every time Aydin has an opening to fly off the handle again she takes it, so the stream is ended.

What I wouldn't give to see her DMs with the host of the show about taking the stream down...

 

[High Tea]

Aydin comes in as a guest and constantly floods the stream with her overbearing persona. She feels like she deserves to be there, so she thinks she has run of the show. Real boundary issues in the way she composes herself in general. When people donate to the stream (not to her, to the stream) she responds as if she is the host and is saying thanks on the stream's behalf. Those without mental issues and an inflated ego naturally understand that things like this are an overstep.

That's what seems to happen in the Aydin streams I've listened to. She takes over, giving her social science takes, but most hosts and chat seem to let her, are almost in awe of her, due to not knowing what she is talking about or the simping factor. The difference in this encounter is that they for once fought back. Kind of refreshing.

 

[Alister2290]

What I wouldn't give to see her DMs with the host of the show about taking the stream down...

Hopefully the host isn't a pussy and posts those dms soon.

 

[Toast Sandwich]

Hopefully the host isn't a pussy and posts those dms soon.

Probably not on the cards. From what I can tell these people are trying to do a sort of big brain IBS but without the personal drama? Smart move but it kinda sucks for our purposes.

 

[Alister2290]

Probably not on the cards. From what I can tell these people are trying to do a sort of big brain IBS but without the personal drama? Smart move but it kinda sucks for our purposes.

Eventually Aydin will fuck over this dude and when that happens and Aydin starts attacking him,he'll drop all the dms.