BEHIND THE SCENES - 3/22/2018

Whatthefuck

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AL, find a med that works for you, but in all seriousness, please, please, please see a therapist. A Psychiatrist would be ideal because they could walk you through the meds available. I understand that Wellbutrin worked for you, by your own admission, when you were younger. Sometimes as we get older and our body chemistry changes (you don't ovulate normally, by your own admission) and certain meds work better than others. Find that balance. It's important. I don't doubt that you have a chemical imbalance. I tend to think that it's a side effect of your self abusive behavior, but I'm sure it's there none the less. You need a clinical therapist. Period. If you want to move forward, find a Psychiatrist. Ask your doctor who you are CLEARLY comfortable talking to for a referral. I see your phone anxiety didn't stop you calling to change your anti-depressant which is really sketchy for your doctor to do without more testing. Anyway. I know you won't heed this. It's just depressing watching you spiral down the drain.
 

Rebel Scum

My soul is filled with two ramens.
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These vlogs are actually getting hard to discuss because she does the exact same thing every day. On top of that they are at least a week behind. That comment call out is killing me tho. She has to fish pretty hard to find nice comments.
 

DuckSucker

NIbblin' bits since 2006
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Well on top of that, she's thinking that anti depressants are going to fix her. They dont fix you, they change your way of thinking. I mean that's why people say you dont feel them working until 2 weeks to a few months after regularly taking them. It's like, if youre depressed about being 500 lbs, and bitching about haters, the pills arent going to make you 200 lbs and all your haters go away--theyre supposed to change you to thinking, "Well, I can ignore haters, they arent really affecting me. Its not worth being depressed about. It could be worse. But maybe the haters are right? Just because Ive always been 500 lbs, doesnt mean I cant change. When they call me out on my lies they arent trying to shame me theyre trying to make me get better. They dont actually care what I do, but they care more than most of the people Ive surrounded myself with who enable me." And you arent going to get that change in thinking over night.
 

FitBitch

A housewife!
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AL, find a med that works for you, but in all seriousness, please, please, please see a therapist. A Psychiatrist would be ideal because they could walk you through the meds available. I understand that Wellbutrin worked for you, by your own admission, when you were younger. Sometimes as we get older and our body chemistry changes (you don't ovulate normally, by your own admission) and certain meds work better than others. Find that balance. It's important. I don't doubt that you have a chemical imbalance. I tend to think that it's a side effect of your self abusive behavior, but I'm sure it's there none the less. You need a clinical therapist. Period. If you want to move forward, find a Psychiatrist. Ask your doctor who you are CLEARLY comfortable talking to for a referral. I see your phone anxiety didn't stop you calling to change your anti-depressant which is really sketchy for your doctor to do without more testing. Anyway. I know you won't heed this. It's just depressing watching you spiral down the drain.

She's been at this for years, conserve energy for caring about your loved ones. Begging Amber to do something good for her is a cry fallen on deaf ears.

Edit windchimes= loud jangulee thing.
 
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hotcheetospuffs

Bora Bora Eat Some More-a
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Finally looking at some patio furniture. Notice she likes the 2 seater loveseat to fit her wide hips. Throwing shade with the kid reading the Thomas the train book.
She said herself she can't sit in chairs with arms. Becky must know this by now, but bolth sets she liked only had chairs with arms, as did the Cracker Barrel rockers. Becky throwing some shade?
 

Rebel Scum

My soul is filled with two ramens.
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I haven't watched yet, but are they looking into patio furniture even though on the previous video Becky was complaining about a toothache (that she would - eventually - look into)?
I think that the vlogs may be out of order. Not to defend Hamber I'm sure she will just tell Becks to suck it up anyways.

Can we all just pause and say a prayer for the well being of any future patio furniture?
 
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Long time lurker

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Amberism of the day said:
I think it was plastibo

she was talking about placebo effect.

I think that the vlogs may be out of order.

You're right. Amber talked about taking Eric to an appointment - I'm guessing it was with the ophthalmologist - and they had yet to go to Becky's sister.

I'm guessing that chronologically this one should be before the last two or three videos.
 

hotcheetospuffs

Bora Bora Eat Some More-a
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So the loud jangly part of the video took place on Monday, as per The Gays' vlog.
https://youtu.be/-NCaDjZ77S4?t=212

ETA: She also went live on YouNow Monday talking about how she called her doc for the med change.

They usually babysit from Wednesday to the weekend, I think, but that may not be accurate for this week.
As per Tuesday's younow, they were packing to go over there Tuesday.

I'd love to see Amber try to tan herself in that tanning bed. She said it was broken but they probably just told her that so she wouldn't try to get in it. And what's with tanning beds in KY? They gays use them too, at the gym. Do people not spray tan over there? Do they not have skin cancer in KY?
 
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