I just got through the Derek Savage thread who I stumbled upon a few weeks ago and most of the videos in the early pages of the thread have been deleted and no archives exist. It was kind of a drag reading the thread and comments about the videos and not being able to see them. Archiving wasn't a thing much back in early days of the Farms, but now it is very important and should be the first thought one has when they find new content, before you post it, archive it!
I've archived almost every video aside from one of her oldest prior to me finding her channel, and a handful of livestreams I didn't grab before she deleted. The archive is linked in the OP and here. Work in progress as she's posted a lot of shit and I've got limited time to upload - thanks for getting this one I'll have it added to the list.
In other news, I know we've beaten the she's one weird looking bitch horse to death already, but I've never seen her ears before. That's some oriental cat looking shit. Think she's most likely motivated by the sponsors now she's hit a mil.
I'm also certain she lurks. When we were really scraping the barrel for content on hiatus there were several caps of the way her fans censored suicide and this was the overall winner. It still makes me laugh every time.
Anyway, this girl has probably never been in an inpatient facility - doesn't make sense with her timeline and she's remained fairly active on her personal social media during hiatus so we can probably rule that out. Funny she heavily implies she has been inpatient though - she states the advice is specific to Essex and without outright saying so she implies she is talking about personal experience. We know she has been in an emergency department after the big swim 5u*c*d3 attempt but she speaks like a kid who just read a wikipedia article on psych wards and wants to convince everyone she had a quirky but traumatic summer.
She seems absolutely delighted at the prospect of being on suicide watch. It seems to genuinely thrill her - you see her light up and subconsciously smile when talking about how 'serious' a situation has to become to get a 2:1, or what items might be used to self harm. She loves to be considered a victim. She has literally admitted to faking being suicidal to 'punish' her critics. You can see this malicious delight in her when she's implying she's at risk of killing herself. Either do it or don't you whiny bitch. Also quite amused to see she won't recommend an American DIDTuber to advise the American viewers anymore - not that she has any left on side.