Artcow Christy Lynn Walker / Olimar Puke-Chan / ppauly / Nemu / Holden / Malfunction54 - A legacy tumblr horrorcow whose online footprint spans many platforms.

[frostbitelogic]

some other shit nemu did that wasnt relevant to my og post:

• she had linked her paheal tag to her tumblr homepage and when i tried to access her blog on mobile web tumblr the browser glitched and redirected there. i messaged her about it to let her know to check it on her end so she could fix whatever in her theme coding caused it. while it had turned out it was the fault of my shitty first smartphone, her response was really friendly and casual even though i had been only following her for a few weeks and maybe interacted with her once before. it was the regular kinda "nice lady!!! " nemu shit along the lines of "oopsie doopsie im sorry about that hon!!". Iirc, she removed her paheal link from her tumblr or moved it to a subpage on her blog
• she would defend/encourage any strange or odd interest i had, sexual or not. she probably would have encouraged me to see these things in a sexual way if i had let her
• she had encouraged me to commission porn of my favorite character when i was seventeen

this isnt everything obviously, but its what i can remember atm

 

[TubbieGordito]

I also met nemu when I was little, I do not remember if she was 14 or 15, I remember meeting her on tumblr, when everything was acceptable and no matter what you were, nobody told you anything, I do not remember well why I met her .. but I loved it Her art style and I did not mind that she had a vomiting fetish, at that time I did not know anything about fetishes or the things that came up on her tumblr because it was very stupid and my mind was something strange, I remember that I followed her more for deviantart, I loved her art and never questioned her .. [I would have horribly wished I had had the chance to have talked to her ..]

Currently I went to look for her because I adored her art and it had been years since I saw something of her again, only to find out all the threads about her and things that I had never thought people could suffer or do .. and to say truth even if I was too surprised, I followed her for her art .. I miss seeing her art a lot, the art in drive is almost nothing I used to upload, when I saw fragments in archive.md, I felt nostalgic .. because I really loved his art ..

I also respect her and put aside the bad things she has done ... in my case it was a beautiful experience in my life because I loved her morbid and adorable art, I feel sorry for those people who had a hard time with her ..

I'm waiting for her to come back from her break and accept me as a follower on her only live twitter, because she disappeared completely and there is no way to communicate with her.

[I don't speak English but if I understand, I'm using a google translator, sorry if I have x'D failures]

 

[MetalParakeet]

I also met nemu when I was little, I do not remember if she was 14 or 15, I remember meeting her on tumblr, when everything was acceptable and no matter what you were, nobody told you anything, I do not remember well why I met her .. but I loved it Her art style and I did not mind that she had a vomiting fetish, at that time I did not know anything about fetishes or the things that came up on her tumblr because it was very stupid and my mind was something strange, I remember that I followed her more for deviantart, I loved her art and never questioned her .. [I would have horribly wished I had had the chance to have talked to her ..]

Currently I went to look for her because I adored her art and it had been years since I saw something of her again, only to find out all the threads about her and things that I had never thought people could suffer or do .. and to say truth even if I was too surprised, I followed her for her art .. I miss seeing her art a lot, the art in drive is almost nothing I used to upload, when I saw fragments in archive.md, I felt nostalgic .. because I really loved his art ..

I also respect her and put aside the bad things she has done ... in my case it was a beautiful experience in my life because I loved her morbid and adorable art, I feel sorry for those people who had a hard time with her ..

I'm waiting for her to come back from her break and accept me as a follower on her only live twitter, because she disappeared completely and there is no way to communicate with her.

[I don't speak English but if I understand, I'm using a google translator, sorry if I have x'D failures]

Vomit eater, is that you?

 

[exhausted]

the people coming in here and blaming nemu for their fucked up fetishes

 

[TubbieGordito]

Vomit eater, is that you?

I don't think so, but I'm just saying that I really miss her art, I really like how she draws and paints. xc

 

[JYBlowsIt]

I found this thread on accident and I can confirm that she had/has no sense of self restraint when talking to minors about sexual shit. i followed her when i was around 15-16 and i was really into astro boy, there were so few fans of the series on tumblr and i had found her through her rare SFW fanart, i
wanted to be friends with her because we both liked relatively unpopular characters from the show. her freaky fetish shit didnt bother me all that much at the time because i didnt really care (i think i had blacklisted most of it with Xkit because she had the decency to TW tag from what i remember) but she had actually impacted me directly when i joined a livestream that she didn't disclose was NSFW on tumblr. she was drawing an nsfw commission for another pedophile that went by cheripie (?) of komaeda from daganronpa.

I remember nemu was making jokes about how its strange that she taught kids my age and told me she went an entire school day with a one piece character figure in her clevage. cheripie had been giving me shit the entire time because all of my favorite male characters were "too femme" or something, someone else in chat made a comment about komaeda's butthole in the drawing and they all started talking about what their assholes looked like, nemu eventually asked me what color my asshole was and i told her that i didnt know and didnt want to know, cheripie tried bullying me into "pressing my ass against the mirror to see it" and i had left the stream after that. there's at least one other underaged girl nemu had tried to groom for her fetishes by trying to convince the girl to get her nipples pierced, but i dont know the details (i do remember nemu having a weird nipple piercing fixation for a bit, i dont know if thats still going on or if she's grown out of that)​

TL; DR: nemu thought nothing of a literal fifteen year old girl watching her draw porn and even joked that she taught 15 year olds at the time and tried to bully the 15 year old into talking about the color of her asshole, and nemu is friends(?) with several other tumblr pedophiles

(edit: sorry my formatting is fugly mobile hates me)

I knew someone in the Astro Boy fandom who proclaimed herself to be on the "Nemu defense squad". I think she was older than you, though she didn't seem to have any problem whatsoever with her fetishes; in fact, she would go on the attack if you hinted at her being weird. I almost wonder what her opinion of Nemu is now, but we don't talk any more for unrelated reasons.

Either way, I'm sorry you had to deal with that.

 

[A single cheeto]

I don't think so, but I'm just saying that I really miss her art, I really like how she draws and paints. xc

You know there are hundreds of artists who draw and paint better than her, plus without the walking trashfire that is her personality and grooming, right?

 

[Meowthkip]

the people coming in here and blaming nemu for their fucked up fetishes

That's the Cuteosphere strategy of "please don't hold it against me that I am was into some nasty stuff."

I don't care whether or not you're into nasty stuff. It's all fantasy. Nemu would simply be a curiosity if it weren't for her weird fandom mama attitude towards minors and asking them what color their buttholes are.

 

[Lil' Slugger]

I don't care whether or not you're into nasty stuff. It's all fantasy. Nemu would simply be a curiosity if it weren't for her weird fandom mama attitude towards minors and asking them what color their buttholes are.

Exactly. If Nemu were a silent creator of her weird fetish art, she'd probably have her work posted in the DeviantART horror thread at most. It's the complete lack of boundaries and cutesy overtones when talking about very graphic things, i.e. "I just really like taking care of sick people, that's why radiation poisoning is so hot, did you know their body is destroyed from the inside out? I'd be such a good, attentive mama, caring for them as they vomit out all their organs uvu;;"

Spoiler: since everyone else is doing it

I also knew her at 14-15. We spoke briefly as we both liked the same franchises and did art. She was very nice, always giving me compliments, though I started talking to her less after she asked if I by any chance had a vomit fetish. I told her I didn't, and asked why she wanted to know. She said something along the lines of "I was just thinking that you're like a Mini-Nemu!" She was so nice and popular, a part of me almost felt bad that I didn't share her fetish.

To be honest, I'm still on the fence of if Nemu was a genuine predator or just a very damaged and sick individual. Before she disappeared off the internet, she seemed to have a moment of clarity where she realized "Oh fuck, that was messed up. I'M messed up."

 

[ooglywoogly]

To be honest, I'm still on the fence of if Nemu was a genuine predator or just a very damaged and sick individual. Before she disappeared off the internet, she seemed to have a moment of clarity where she realized "Oh fuck, that was messed up. I'M messed up."

I think a lot about this too. I genuinely feel bad for her and the things that happened to her that made her the way she is. Part of me really does want to believe that she's changed. Even so, I still stand by my stance that they should be treated as a sex offender, because nemu's fetishes controlled and consumed her life in a way that makes her a negative influence on minors. "it's an act of self-love to accept your rape kink" isn't something 15 year olds need to hear. the best thing she could have done was disappear, and she did.

 

[soryu]

she seemed to have a moment of clarity where she realized "Oh fuck, that was messed up. I'M messed up."

She did that quite a lot

 

[frostbitelogic]

I knew someone in the Astro Boy fandom who proclaimed herself to be on the "Nemu defense squad". I think she was older than you, though she didn't seem to have any problem whatsoever with her fetishes; in fact, she would go on the attack if you hinted at her being weird. I almost wonder what her opinion of Nemu is now, but we don't talk any more for unrelated reasons.

Either way, I'm sorry you had to deal with that.

for a vintage children's anime with a billion bad dubs/western adaptations astro boy sure did attract a lot of wierdos.
which reminds me, there used to be an astro boy/osamu tezuka centric message board called AstroBoy Online that nemu was semi-active on, I believe she was one of the few that had convinced the mods to make a locked 18+ subforum (though it probably wasnt hard because half the members were pedophiles anyways)

 

[JYBlowsIt]

for a vintage children's anime with a billion bad dubs/western adaptations astro boy sure did attract a lot of wierdos.
which reminds me, there used to be an astro boy/osamu tezuka centric message board called AstroBoy Online that nemu was semi-active on, I believe she was one of the few that had convinced the mods to make a locked 18+ subforum (though it probably wasnt hard because half the members were pedophiles anyways)

Oh, I remember that site.

Pretty disappointing that she was able to convince them to make a pedo board; I'd like to think the admins would be privy to that sort of behavior considering the main characters ages, but it wouldn't surprise me if they were in on it to some degree.

 

[absent father]

So I think I found this bitch lol , to be honest it's just speculation at this point but I have some evidence to share with you guys. Firstly the vomit related username and F list really stand out to me, because of the previous threads i've read. Her art style is a split image of her old art dating years back. I might just be an autist but the pen tool they use and handwriting is so eerily similar, even to the way they draw bodily fluids. I might just be looking too much into this, plus I don't think they are doing much to be lolcow worthy anymore but eh. Other than being a tranny now, there isn't much milk. There's a lot more art on there to see for yourself on there as well. We might all just be beating a dead horse at this point, but hope this helps in any way.

 

[ooglywoogly]

So I think I found this bitch lol , to be honest it's just speculation at this point but I have some evidence to share with you guys. Firstly the vomit related username and F list really stand out to me, because of the previous threads i've read. Her art style is a split image of her old art dating years back. I might just be an autist but the pen tool they use and handwriting is so eerily similar, even to the way they draw bodily fluids. I might just be looking too much into this, plus I don't think they are doing much to be lolcow worthy anymore but eh. Other than being a tranny now, there isn't much milk. There's a lot more art on there to see for yourself on there as well. We might all just be beating a dead horse at this point, but hope this helps in any way.

holy shit. the art style is EXTREMELY similar (i can really only tell by the way they draw puke... eugh), the obsession with weird side characters, the lip/nose of the selfie... and "radiation sickness" isn't exactly a common kink. the only thing that doesn't line up is the age. so this is either nemu lying about their age, or some random mini-nemu. but hey, whoever they are, at least they're a LOT more explicit about condemning pedo shit and interacting with minors.

 

[Lil' Slugger]

I don't think it's her. Seems to be a victim copycat.

 

[Dr. Octogonapus]

So I think I found this bitch lol , to be honest it's just speculation at this point but I have some evidence to share with you guys. Firstly the vomit related username and F list really stand out to me, because of the previous threads i've read. Her art style is a split image of her old art dating years back. I might just be an autist but the pen tool they use and handwriting is so eerily similar, even to the way they draw bodily fluids. I might just be looking too much into this, plus I don't think they are doing much to be lolcow worthy anymore but eh. Other than being a tranny now, there isn't much milk. There's a lot more art on there to see for yourself on there as well. We might all just be beating a dead horse at this point, but hope this helps in any way.

Sorry to necro a dead thread, but I just now saw this after remembering Nemu a few days ago, and I think there is some merit in this claim just based off the tiny bit of ""research"" I did. I'll look further when I have some more free time, cause I could be completely wrong.

So due to my hyper autism artistic hobby, I can break down faces into basic structures and shapes. I know Nemu had a lot of selfies in the lolcow thread, albiet pretty low resolution and terrible, and with a lot of makeup. But I'll try and walk you through what I see lines up with the selfie that was posted in this thread.

Spoiler: spoiler cause big image

Okay, so in the spoiler is a quick little thing I put together of Nemu's selfies surrounding the face of the guy that the now banned absent father found. One thing that always stuck out to me about Nemu is that she has a weird complextion, she's really pale and likes to show this off (pretty sure she was going for a weeb look for awhile). Unfortunately the selfies I found in the first lolcow thread don't really show this, but that is a distinct memory I have is always finding her complexation just... Strange. Middle guy definitely has this. Nemu's eyes are almond shaped, and she liked to pass as a fake asian. Middle guy's eyes are similarly shaped, albiet without the makeup weebification, and more tired looking. Nemu has a distinct shape nose that points upwards, in profile shots it looks pointed, but in shots of her face that is directed towards the camera, it looks blunt. Kinda like a pig nose, cause of her distinct nostrils. Middle guy appears to have a slightly wider nose, but it is a very similar shape. Not sure if the septum piercing would change that up, or testosterone, but I doubt the last one. Nemu also has a weird lip shape, I think this, cause of her wide set eyes, and her history of being abused as a child by her mother, people were speculating she might have FAS, or at least be on that spectrum. She doesn't really have the thin lips that are defined in FAS, but they are outwardly placed on her face, kind of like she has an overbite. If you look at the profile shot, you'll see that her lips come out a bit far, I think this would cause that puffy lip look combined with that expression middle guy has. They both have a short, rounded chin. Cheekbone placement is similar. Eyebrow color is similar, and because of that her hair may have naturally dark roots like middle guy. You can see from the bottom right picture that their forehead height appears to be the same, but of course Nemu has long hair that obscures that so I wouldn't put money on it. I wouldn't put money on any of this, this is all just hyper autistic speculation.

If this is her, she did a pretty good job committing to a different art style. On her carrd linked in her recent twitter bio (as of today, 5/10/21) here [Archive of carrd. Some images don't seem to load unless you click them] (link is of her SFW art, but it does have kinky overtones) you can see some of her stuff uses a bold lineart style. Nemu used this as well, as you can see in the google drive linked and op or here (not as SFW). Of course anyone can do that, that's just a style choice. Both show a good understanding of working with color and rendering, although Nemu used more cutesy and outside the box palletes and not so cut and dry ones as with this person. This person can also emulate other styles, something Nemu did frequently, although they don't seem to do it often from the little bit I've seen, and that would make sense if they were trying to cover their tracks.

Also, as mentioned by the guy who brought this person up in the thread, this guy (who I'm just gonna call Alex, since that is what they go by. Should of done that earlier but whatever) has weird ass characters they ship with themself, as seen here. [Archive of carrd] (SFW).

Lets see what fetishes Nemu has in common with Alex (for Nemu I'm going off the google drive, and for Alex, their f-list, here. [Archive is below, see sidenote]) We got vomiting, thank christ. (And as pointed out, the style of vomit in that Steven Universe art is similar to Nemu's). We got radiation sickness, something obscure that Nemu was known for. We got piss. We got aftercare (Nemu was big into being a good mommy gf to her wittle baby incels uwu), we got parents, we got ovipostion, we got gore, the only other things that she seemed to be into (as far as I remember/am aware) that aren't in the "yes" or "fave" categories is mensturation and humiliation, but they are in the "maybe" category for Alex.

Anyone could lie on the internet and say they were just "inspired" by Nemu and not the Nemu. Still, this could all be a total fucking coinky dink and there's just another Nemu-esk person out there. But it kinda makes you don't it?

But yeah, from what I've seen on Alex's twitter, they don't seem too interesting. Just a tranny with weird fetishes, which is a dime a dozen nowadays. I'm just interested if Nemu jumped on the trans-train and went back to being into weird fictional characters and hypersexual with uncommon fetishes. Because if you remember, and I don't know if she was still doing this by the time a thread was made on her on lolcow, she was very anti-sex. She hated porn and would shame herself if she thought of it. I think she went as far as to shame other people for liking porn. She said she was recovering from her sex addiction. Fucking wild if she trooned out and went right back to being horny for vomit and radiation poisioning. Also what happened to her fat boyfriend if that's the case? So many questions.

Maybe they already covered this in the current lolcow thread. Haven't checked it, I don't use lolcow often at all.





Sidenote: I've never really had this much to say about a thread, and so I never have archived anything. But I wanted to for this reply since 1. da rulez and 2. Since this might actually be a lead on Nemu. But archive.md is so depressingly fucking slow. I sat here for 30 minutes and according to the site I was "3000+ in the queue", only to find out that f-list doesn't archive properly according to the archive.md alternative I found. So that's brilliant. So instead have these screenshots of Alex's f-list. If you need anything further, just let me know. Sorry about no live archive.

Also cause of the archive everything rule, here is Alex's NSFW twitter page as of 5/10/21. And here is their SFW twitter page as of 5/10/21.

Sorry if the archives aren't the best. It was the best I could do under limited time and with my internet made of sticks and stones. If any kind kiwis could PM me a suggestion for future archiving, I'd appreciate it.

Spoiler: Alex's F-List Screenshots

Edit: two words.