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Motherboard

absolutely disgusting
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Here's a place to confess your sins. If it's a sucky sin, you're going in the pit. If it's fucking awesome, you're welcome to party with demon babes.

My greatest sin from memory would be the time in 7th grade where I tripped a severely autistic kid because he'd been scream laughing at nothing and got on my nerves, then played it off as an accident and avoided getting detention.

What are your sins?
 

MasterDisaster

Beating my meat like everyone's watching.
True & Honest Fan
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Doesn't matter what I confess; I've got 5000 years of punishment to look forward to after I made fun of Jesus and Einsteins reincarnations penis. Maybe you could get me a discount?
 

Motherboard

absolutely disgusting
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Another sin I've committed is creating dodecahedrogender as a joke and having tumblrites take that shit seriously.
 

Wildchild

Conflict Resolution Officer
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I have possibly convinced and caused multiple people to kill themselves in an altered state, including a psycholigist.

The memories I have is that I was walking home and I came across my old elementary school psychologist, I guess he said hi and asked me how I was doing and I don't remember much but I think I accused him if not stopping the abuse I was going through and that if he was truly sorry then he woild show it by killing himself, I do recall feeling angry and pissed off at the world during those memories for reasons other than that.

The memories feel a lot like a dream and aren't vivid, he did commit suicide and I have an incredible amount of guilt, and my previous psychiatrist once said something weird like "that she doesn't think I delusional" when I told her about it.

I don't know when I began having those memories, but I think they came about after he killed himself, I find it weird considering that he wasn't really a person who had a substantial impact on my life, or who I think about frequently, but I have memories that aren't clear of convincing someone to kill themselves.

I had also heard that he was having problems with his marriage, which may have been the most likely cause.

To this day I have no idea if those memories actually happened, were a dream, or a delusion. I still haven't accepted that they have happened because I don't think I can be responsible for that death.
 

Wildchild

Conflict Resolution Officer
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I remember feeling that there were times where I had been extremely manipulative and completely detached from my emotions when I have dissociated, I don't have very many memories and the ones I do have feel like remembering a dream, and I haven't had an actual Dissociative episode for over a year, only episodes of depersonalization, but it terrifies me.

Those episodes and the fact that I think I have actually manipulated others and possibly even made one or more people from commuting suicide, the main suicide that I witnessed and had originally affected me I don't believe or feel was my fault because I tried my best to save her and got emotionally destroyed in the process and that's what lead to the Dissociative episodes in the first place.

The Dissociative episode and the fact that I do have memories, although the memories may be false, are the main reason why I made the decision to cut myself off from the world and interact as little as possible.
 

Wildchild

Conflict Resolution Officer
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The worst part is that I honestly can't remember doing those things, I just have a feeling that I have acted that way towards people, all the memories I have during those states, which are far and few feel like a dream and I honestly can't process them or tell if they're real or not.

I try desperately to remember what happened or what I did, but I can't, I just get strong feelings and intense anxiety whenever I think back to that time.

But, if I did end up convincing someone if not more people to kill themselves, I want to know so I can suffer the consequences and do my best to do what I can to redeem myself and prevent anything like that from happening again, by any means necessary.
 

LazarusOwenhart

Terrainist Shitlord!
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I look at the number of people I get sacked from work for stealing/misconduct as a scorecard. I get double points for getting people sacked in the week before Christmas. I am a terrible person.
 
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