Nyk says he's gonna get bottom surgery in a few months.new video
Pretty soon I'm gonna have to stop hormones before an operation, and I'm terrified of that.
LMAO, you're terrified of getting your dick sliced and diced and rearranged? Weren't you supposed to be jumping with joy in anticipation, like a real transwoman would? Still, I wonder how he got a referral for this operation, given that he openly admitted that he never got diagnosed. I guess he managed to find a doctor to confirm that he has real GD, despite never being actually diagnosed before his informed consent HRT? Shit man, money talks and bullshit walks.
What's gonna happen to me when I stop hormones, am I gonna become a man again? 'Cause I don't know if I can handle that. I am thinking about names though. Like maybe Nathan? Or Jayden? I can see myself as a Jayden. See, I've gotta have my little jokey-jokes or I don't think I could make it through this. Like when I have bottom surgery, I am absolutely going to constantly refer to it as "my sex-change operation," because it makes me laugh, it brings me joy. Calling it "gender confirmation surgery" brings me no joy. Now it's important to notice that just because it doesn't make me laugh doesn't mean it's a politically correct euphemism. "Gender confirmation" is a more accurate term than "sex change," because you're literally not changing your sex, that's not what surgery does.
It brings you no joy because your subconscious is warning you that you're going to fuck yourself up for good. Hence "the sound of silence", you have to silence your subconscious telling you it's a bad idea.
So I call my gender confirmation surgery "getting a sex change," not because it's more direct and honest, but specifically because it's inaccurate and outdated, and that makes me laugh, not because I'm fearless truth-teller, but because I'm a bad person. And I get to call it "my sex-change operation," but cis people don't get to call it that, because it's my darkness, not yours. Get your own darkness.
Look at him clutching his mental illness, "it's mine, my precious!"
Self-deprecating humor is my personal favorite, because as a lazy, selfish, preening attention whore who looks like a slightly more passable Ann Coulter with the voice of tropical bird, there's a lot material here to work with.
And after your sex change, you are going to look like what? Ivanka?
That is, you have to signal that you see yourself the way the audience sees you, which can mean looking at yourself with a pretty merciless gaze. And of course I'm happy to do that because I have no self-respect and laughter is the only way to numb the pain. (laughs)
Oh, you know nothing of pain. Get ready to completely redefine your definition of pain.
So because of that responsibility, which I never asked for, I have to balance out the self-deprecation with a lot of positive messaging about my people.
Trans people are not your people. The SJW cult is. That who you're repping, the SJW cult, not trans people.
As I've said, I have been diagnosed with an incurable edginess of temperament, and I sometimes do feel suffocated by the safe-space rules of a lot of trans spaces,
No sympathy. You got what you wanted. "Since when did you decide the truth should hide?"
And it mostly has to be done in private, because in public, you have to worry about how cis people will interpret it,
Like you give a shit about how cis people see you. When cis people look at your channel all they see is a mentally ill transtrender LARPing at being a public intellectual.
I'd much rather go back to jabbering about my sex change.
We're basically gonna get months and months of Nyk cracking jokes about how he got rid of his dick and how he's a true and honest woman now. Dude, if you get rid of your dick just to be able to make silly jokes about it on Youtube, you're not a comedian, you're just a plain fucking crazy attention-seeker.
But then again, I am a hedonistic bourgeois decadent and should probably be sent to the guillotine at once.
Well, you gotta start somewhere, I guess you started with the first extremity you saw when you looked down. Let's put that in the guillotine and the rest will follow.
In other words there's a concern there for what is virtuous and what is true, not just for what makes people laugh.
Said the person who is 100% fake and LARPing at being something they are not.
Like when someone says he wants to watch the world burn. You only get to watch when you have the privilege of not being on fire.
Which is what lefty Youtubers are. They are the ones who can set the world on fire and watch it burn with no consequences to themselves. That's what they do when they fund-raise for Mermaids. They don't have to take care of those children. None of them have any children of their own. They are childless lefty influencers fund-raising to help an organization fuck up other people's kids. And AOC is part of that crowd. Because she too does not have any children of her own but is happy to sit back and watch others fuck up with theirs.
♪ Hello darkness my old friend ♪
♪ I've come to talk with you again ♪
♪ Because a vision softly creeping ♪
♪ Left its seeds while I was sleeping ♪
♪ And the vision that was planted in my brain ♪
♪ Still remains ♪
♪ Within the sound of silence ♪
Sounds like a song about AGP social contagion to me.
♪ People talking without speaking ♪
♪ People hearing without listening ♪
♪ People writing songs that voices never share ♪
♪ And no one dared ♪
♪ Disturb the sound of silence ♪
And this part is about the SJW cult censoring the public discourse.