He probably feels it every day as the one who got away
If he lowers the difficulty, then the trolls win, or whatever stupid 'tism narrative he's reinforcing to himself every time he chooses "Retry" instead of "Change Difficulty".
As his life kept getting "better and better," he "snapped" himself out of his depression? I love that you can see the moment immediately after where he realized what he just said, his eyes go wide and he says "not to say depression ever goes away!"I know I shouldn't be surprised that someone as autistic as Phil doesn't know what depression is like, but fuck, this was infuriatingly stupid:
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"Some days I would wake up and just feel depressed for no reason. There would be legit no reason, I would feel like shit. I'd be like, I feel awful today. It's 'cause my fucking depression hasn't gone away. It never does."
THAT'S NOT DEPRESSION, YOU RETARD. THAT'S CALLED A HUNGOVER. Or maybe, that's your body and brain warning you that they are undergoing accelerated decay because you don't take enough care of your health. People just don't wake up one day with depression for no fucking reason. God, I want to punch him.
"But only people who actually have true depression understand that." Imagine saying that without actually ever going through depression. Yes, if you were treated for clinical depression you will always have the risk of relapsing, but Phil didn't go through anything serious like that. Feeling sad and stressed for a couple of months because you are a manchild who doesn't know how to live on his own is not the same as having depression. And how sick would someone have to be in order to flex on a bunch of wheelchairs that they had depression. The way he expresses himself is so fucking offensive.
Depression is like gout. It doesn't go away. Who would have thought, huh? Same thing with his back pain. It could come back. Phil must think of himself as a real mature adult to have suffered from all of those afflictions. But of course, you would have to experience gout, depression and a herniated disk to actually understand.
Phil, if Leanna leaving you caused you to be depressed, you're not prepared for the feelings that will follow after your spergmate abandons you or one of your parents dies. It's going to be worse. It's still not going to be depression though, because you don't have enough humanity in you to experience actual depression. Fuck you.
Impressive but this dood legit looks like he's seconds away from slitting his wrists.
DSP not doing something for money? The test has determined that this is a lie. I see moments like this and think they'd be great if Phil had any wit. It can't be said enough how awful of a streaming personality he is. Streamers generally maintain some kind of back and forth with their viewers but Phil is like a talking wall. He tries to find things to say but when people tip or cheer questions he either addresses them in a terse, no-nonsense manner, or he just flat out doesn't answer them properly.
Just wanted to post this clip so people have the full context of this comment.
He already told the story. The guy asked "what you wanna do outside/after youtube"... then he talks about what is he into, commentaring?
