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- Jan 16, 2017
She has two videos on her youtube of her talking. Here's a short clip from both for a comparison, as she sounds drastically different in each.Are there any videos of her speaking? She didn't seem to have that typical schizophrenia flat affect in that bedroom video but it's hard to tell without her talking.
Also, she definitely seems different in her selfies vs the picture taken with the cake on her birthday, for example. Maybe it's a difference of time and weight fluctuations, maybe not.
Hopefully she doesn't read this and consider it encouragement though. I hope she gets better, but tbh I think eating disorders are some of the most difficult mental illnesses to recover from (which I believe is a million times worse since the invention of the internet and social media). That case file for the 19 year old who died purging was horrifying.
I have a real soft spot for schizocows, really sad shit.
This first clip is from July 26, 2021 (youtube)
This one is from March 28, 2022 (youtube), shortly after she began her brief recovery period. We also noticed her tweets during this time had less errors.
Other updates:
Seems she's not being put on the schedule for work, might be a sign she won't keep the job for much longer
I'm not sure what to make of this one. Is she saying she hasn't spoken in 4 days?