Dramacow DisneyMaster Eric Helgeson -

[CatParty]

i could write an intro, but let's let him introduce himself
https://www.facebook.com/EKH91
https://archive.md/4ZOr1

http://disneymaster.deviantart.com/
https://archive.md/s0Na4
https://archive.md/idUor

http://disneymaster.deviantart.com/journal/Why-can-t-you-all-just-leave-me-alone-455451361
https://archive.md/T7Zs6

I am tired of all the rumors, lies, bullying, taunting, harassment impersonations, and trolling that I have unjustly received for the past year. I'm really starting to lose it now. Do you guys want me to kill myself, is that it? Do you want me to fulfill this petition www.change.org/petitions/disne… and just blow my brains out in my shower. Then you can put my death photos on my ED page to cap 23 years of my godforsaken life. I didn't ask to have autism, I didn't even want to bring this. I just wanted to fix my aching head and aching heart. And it's one thing to disagree with me, but it's quite another thing to continue to do so for no reason other then to make me renounce what I believe. To forfeit my 1st Amendment rights to make people who have an extraordinary amount of free time on their hands happy and full of themselves. Well guys you might just get your wish, because I'm as feeling as low as a morlock. Will all of you guys be happy if I just end the farce with these hands! These DIRTY hands! AND WITH THESE HANDS I HOLD THE FATE OF MILLIONS!!! I don't claim to be a god, I am as mortal as ye. Just one pull of the trigger and the deed is done! I'm actually very much afraid of death. How we don't know how it feels and where do we go afterwords. I really don't want to this, but the pain is becoming unbearable. My brain won't stop moving around. It's getting to the point where I can't sleep. The meds aren't working, exercise and dieting isn't working. I wanted to get electro-shock therapy, but my damn parents won't allow it. I can't enjoy stuff like I used. I cried at DisneyLand. I can't even masturbate anymore. What is wrong with me? Are all the bad genes I inherited are finally going to turn my body into a heap of bones and organs. Are all my dreams delusions of grandeur that I made up in order to get out of bed. Have I've been raised on lies? I just want the answers to everything and since you guys do not want to give it to me, I might just have to ask whoever is on the other side. I just can't handle the pressure anymore. I just...........I just want a hug...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................where r u pinkie pie.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................don't leave without me.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................god help me...............................................................................

please
please
please




Sweet dreams be yours dear if dreams there be
I wish I may and I wish I might Now goodnight, my someone, goodnight



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http://ick-no-anticorns.tumblr.com/post/125427755820/disneymaster-ick-no-anticorns

http://disneymaster.tumblr.com/


http://disneymaster.deviantart.com/journal/My-Brony-Resignation-Letter-423882222

My Brony Resignation Letter

• by DisneyMaster, Jan 1, 2014, 12:35:43 PM
• Journals / Personal

I saw the best head-canons of my generation destroyed by corporate madness, My soul carved in slices by magenta earth ponies, dragging themselves through the zebra streets at dawn looking for hopes and dreams to sacrifice upon the alter of Mamon.

-Eric Helgeson, 2013









Dear Members of the Brony fandom,



Before I get down to the details, I think that it's best that we start at the beginning. Now like most of you, when I heard that My Little Pony was getting another TV show, I did not care in the slightest. My Little Pony at that time was considered to me for little girls and boys who might turn out to be gay. Nevertheless, when I heard about its sudden fame; I still was a bit adamant but I eventually decided to watch only on my one terms. However, on April 9, 2011, without any Netflix movies to watch, I had no other but to watch it. That show changed my life for the better. It was the prime example of what children’s shows should be like; full of great characters, smart storylines, great animation, and show-runners who listen to the fans. It was so beautiful, but I suppose good things must end. When Twilicorn was first announce, I was actually one of the fans who kept a calm head. I thought I knew the show-runners would not kowtow to corporate and sexist ideals and make an episode that would not destroy anyone’s head-canon. How wrong was I. After the episode aired, I went through depression-esqe symptoms. I could not get Alicorn Twilight out of my head and because of that, I could not enjoy the things I like, I had no desire to eat, I had a real lack of energy, my heart wouldn’t stop palpitating, I got chills, and I had feelings of hopelessness. It was a living hell. I had tried to seek others who shared my opinions and try to change Hasbro’s mind on the matter, but all I found was critics and trolls. These so-called fans called us “insane”, “retarded”, & “auties”. These people along with the show-runners (either unintentionally or not), have formed a monopoly of opinion against our views. They think their way is the right and only way, but I have tried to tell people that there is another way. That way we can have a canon for Bronies without the specter of executive meddling hanging over our heads. But alas, my warnings fell on deaf ears and with more and more people liking the monstrosity known as Equestria Girls, I’m afraid I do not have the strength to carry on. Therefore, with a heavy heart, I am throwing in the towel in order to live a life of order and dignity once more.





Now I would like to clarify one major thing. This will not be a permanent thing. In order to explain it better, here is a list of things I will no longer do:



· I will no longer watch any artists on any major art site if their work has predominantly more Twilicorn and Equestria Girls art than anything else. (On deviantART, I will still only watch them for journals, polls and anything else of interest)
· I will unsubscribe from anything pony related. This includes Tumblr, Youtube, Facebook, Twitter, the works. (On Tumblr, I will still follow the Milky Way, Braeburned, Tiarawhy, Futashy, and Workhorse blogs for obvious reasons.

)
· I will not frequent Equestria Daily as often as I used to and I will turn the AdBlock on when I’m on their site.
· I might buy some MLP merchandise both official and fan-made, depending on the breaks.
· I might watch any animation both official and fan-made. Ditto.






And here is a list of things I will do:

· When I get a paying job, I might buy a few things pony related. Mostly being the Brony documentary, the book and the My Little Sweetheart portfolios)

· I will not be deleting the art collection I have built up on DA and on my personal computer.

· While I will not be shutting down the BronyCanon group, said group will go into a period of indefinite hiatus. I’ll check it out once every month or so for new submissions.

· I will still give my thoughts on issues like how I would do Equestria Girls when they are wanted.

· I will still buy the comics up until they added Twilicorn.

· I might still fave the occasional artwork here and there, mostly due to artistic quality than anything else.









So in conclusion, I really don’t feel comfortable in supporting the show now that it’s going into a direction I have mix feelings about. I know there are fans that felt like that but were then able to recover and I applaud them for having stronger willpower then me. And whatever the Pro-Hasbro fans want, I’m afraid I can’t help you because I just don’t see it.





I have seen what's around the corner, I've seen what's over the horizon, and I promise you, you guys have nothing to celebrate! And no, I won't be there with you. I am going to back to the one thing that has given hope and inspiration for the human race since I was a child. I’m going back to Disney.



www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDAfpq…

http://disneymastersblogofmagicandwonder.blogspot.com/

 

[Dr. Meme]

>22 year old bisexual with autism

meaning he can't get any so he'll take whatever he can

 

[CatParty]

https://encyclopediadramatica.se/DisneyMaster

The birth of a movement
In early 2013, the Brony community was turned upside down when it was announced that Twilight Sparkle would become an alicorn princess in the Season 3 finale. Many Bronies became upset. Then it was announced that a feature film was to be made called Equestria Girls in which the Ponies turned into ultra-girly anorexic, mini-skirt wearing humanoid Bratz/Monster High knockoffs, just to piss off Faust and her followers. (According to him, depicting female characters in skirts is sexism!) DisneyMaster became fed up, partially because Hasbro did to Queen Lauren, what Nickelodeon did to John Kricfalusi, and began trying to reach out to their original intended demographic, little girls.

Eventually, the dreaded episode and movie premiered and most Bronies and casual fans accepted them, but DisneyMaster fell into a depression and had to see a psychiatrist (all over a kids' cartoon show!) He soon began to see other Pony fans who were not bothered by these changes as "traitors" and "Hasdrones" who were destroying the fandom. He knew it was up to him and small resistance movement of other Autistic fanboys who hate change and the opinions of others to save their beloved TV show from being turned into a 30-minute toy commercial aimed at young girls (which is what it actually always was and they never noticed).
Oh, and by way of the theory of alternate universes, DisneyMaster actually thinks Twilight Sparkle is real. Seriously. You just can't make shit like this up.

Proposal
Being Autistic, DisneyMaster decided to that Tara Strong would try to help him, after hearing a story that she helped an Autistic kid who was being bullied at school. He sent her a letter, which was "lost" in the mail and never got an answer back. He wrote his own script for his headcanon (which he believes his exists in the alternative universe, which he believes exists IRL) and wrote his own manifesto in which he declares himself a god and compares himself to Abraham Lincoln, Martin Luther King, Jr and Che Guevara among others and calls on Bronies to stop the evil of Hasbro and the series writers lead by Meghan McCarthy, for destroying his favorite purple unicorn, in the name of Saint Lauren, the Patron of Ponies. He hopes Hasbro will read his script, revert Twilight back to her original wingless, non-royal self, and apologize to Bronies for thinking that little girls and their parents' money were more important than they are. Which is what Lauren would have wanted.

 

[Maruukat]

I remember this guy! He tried to form a group to protest against Twilight Sparkle becoming an Alicorn. He had a lot of threads on /mlp/

 

[WeebyAutist]

Compares himself to Lincoln, MLK, and Che, eh? Sounds about right. I heard Lincoln kissed his fluttershy doll every night before bed.

 

[DangerousGas]

https://kiwifarms.net/attachments/2cb8007046c21ce09312236810ee9c0fc2aa9c09-jpg.74349/
>22 year old...with autism.


Didn't see that coming.

 

[AP 297]

The guy has a dragon-sona- http://disneymaster.deviantart.com/art/Chillin-with-Da-Ladies-456592135?q=galleryisneyMaster/7190662&qo=12

He also has a fun chart that outlines his fetishes - http://disneymaster.deviantart.com/art/My-Interests-Chart-485970071?q=galleryisneyMaster/7190662&qo=9

Spoiler: Large and kinda creepy

 

[Sable]

I'd be surprised at someone admitting to the My Little Sweetheart thing, but the rest of the letter means it's a drop in the ocean.

Laughed at the admission that Twicorn lead to him having panic attacks.

 

[sgetti]

So in conclusion, I really don’t feel comfortable in supporting the show now that it’s going into a direction I have mix feelings about.

· I might buy some MLP merchandise both official and fan-made, depending on the breaks.
· I might watch any animation both official and fan-made. Ditto.
· When I get a paying job (), I might buy a few things pony related. Mostly being the Brony documentary, the book and the My Little Sweetheart portfolios)
· I will still buy the comics up until they added Twilicorn.
· I might still fave the occasional artwork here and there, mostly due to artistic quality than anything else.

Nice boycott.

· I will unsubscribe from anything pony related. This includes Tumblr, Youtube, Facebook, Twitter, the works. (On Tumblr, I will still follow the Milky Way, Braeburned, Tiarawhy, Futashy, and Workhorse blogs for obvious reasons.

)

Good to know his total mental breakdown over a little girls' cartoon about technicolour horses hasn't affected his ability to masturbate to said cartoon.

 

[AP 297]

Nice boycott.


Good to know his total mental breakdown over a little girls' cartoon about technicolour horses hasn't affected his ability to masturbate to said cartoon.

I don't think you read a crucial line from one of his DA Journals regarding this.

http://disneymaster.deviantart.com/journal/Why-can-t-you-all-just-leave-me-alone-455451361

Choice sentence:

My brain won't stop moving around. It's getting to the point where I can't sleep. The meds aren't working, exercise and dieting isn't working. I wanted to get electro-shock therapy, but my damn parents won't allow it. I can't enjoy stuff like I used. I cried at DisneyLand. I can't even masturbate anymore.

 

[StanCommodore]

Apparently this dude is down with trannies. The comments below are gold.

Really it would be more hygienic, women wouldn't get as many bladder infections.

In a perfect world both sexes would have penises, the only difference being that men woul have 3 of them; one for urine, one for semen, and a nonfunctional one just for masturbation. Intelligent design really isn't all that smart.

 

[Sable]

3 dicks?

Where the hell would they even go?

 

[DrJonesHat]

I love it when spergs think their headcanon is so important multi-billion dollar corporations are going to sacrifice profits to appease them. See Chris and Sonic's arms, that woman who thinks she's married to Optimus Prime, etc. And is it just me, or is there a rash of people who think cartoons are real now? I mean, even when I was a kid, I knew they weren't real. These people need to be dragged into the real world, kicking and screaming if necessary.

 

[fuehrer_dessler]

3 dicks?

Where the hell would they even go?

1 into the mouth and two in the ass?

 

[Melkor]

Okay but:

Futashy

 

[DangerousGas]

Where the hell would they even go?

Probably in this guy:

 

[SpessCaptain]

Okay but:

Buddy. Nearly all the tumblrs he follows are a fetish pony shit.

 

[Forever Sunrise]

I saw the best head-canons of my generation destroyed by corporate madness, My soul carved in slices by magenta earth ponies, dragging themselves through the zebra streets at dawn looking for hopes and dreams to sacrifice upon the alter of Mamon.

CRAAAAWLING IN MY SKIIIIIIN.

 

[DerSneedstrom]

This is probably the most tryhard photo I have ever seen.

"I am Mickey Fawkes. I am legion. I do not forgive my bullies. I do not forget them. I have three penises and one of them is specifically masturbating to ponies."

It's like his vision of men is the Holy Trinity of Cringe.

 

[Sable]

I meant on the body. Would you end up with some sort of cock bouquet, or would they be spread out?

Probably in this guy:

I remember the thread on this guy. At least he was horrifying on purpose...