This article literally hurts my brain.
Wait, so you are complaining that white people don't want to listen to you talk, but when the event organizer says he's excited to let you talk, that is also racist? What?
If you like Kanye West, you're a racist. If you dislike Kanye West you're a racist. If you show interest in Kanye West and try to learn about him, you're a racist. If you ignore Kanye West, you're a racist.
Full disclosure, I am a white amateur musician who really likes Kanye West, but... does this seem dumb to anyone else?
So when I spoke on a Drunk TED Talk panel about Kanye West in New York I anticipated a less than favourable reaction to my topic, Do White People Deserve Kanye? Indeed, the very question itself was poised in a way to be kinda confrontational – a warning shot. Sure enough, the mostly white crowd quietly vacated the room while I was speaking.
When I was asked to participate, I had never met the event organiser – a white man. When we met, I told him that I might “curse out some white people” and that I was happy to have the opportunity to tell them they didn’t own anything about Kanye. He said that this was very much what he wanted; he was aware that he was also white and was comfortable with being mocked. I sighed. Many times white people ask you to admonish them in public simply to absolve the guilt they feel for knowing about racism but choosing to enjoy privilege. It’s emotionally exhausting.
Wait, so you are complaining that white people don't want to listen to you talk, but when the event organizer says he's excited to let you talk, that is also racist? What?
There is a conversation about Kanye, which white people refuse to have; one that lays bare the reality of racism. Many white people, like those in that audience, believe that their interest in Kanye is enough to allow them to understand these problems, but he is not a trophy. I wasn’t there to congratulate people for coming and Kanye will not be either. If you pay to see him this weekend you will have no more control over him than you did last week or the year before.
I did not expect to learn much at my talk but it reaffirmed something very important: the truth will always be resisted. Kanye is resisted because his very existence speaks the truth that I discussed but just like my audience, when one has the option to disengage it is always easier to walk out. Whatever the reaction is for Kanye, you can trust that it will come as no surprise to him, just as it didn’t to me.
If you like Kanye West, you're a racist. If you dislike Kanye West you're a racist. If you show interest in Kanye West and try to learn about him, you're a racist. If you ignore Kanye West, you're a racist.
Full disclosure, I am a white amateur musician who really likes Kanye West, but... does this seem dumb to anyone else?