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REMEMBERMKULTRA

What else are they lying about?
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Does anyone else feel so... empty? I have a fun job, my family tolerates me, I have a social life and I even do charity work but none of it brings me pleasure. I play lots of videogames not because they bring me joy but simply because it helps me stay distracted.

Is anyone else like this?
 

I Love Beef

OH YEAHHUH, SNAP INTO A SLIM JIM
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Does anyone else feel so... empty? I have a fun job, my family tolerates me, I have a social life and I even do charity work but none of it brings me pleasure. I play lots of videogames not because they bring me joy but simply because it helps me stay distracted.

Is anyone else like this?
You kinda sound bored, but don't take what you have for granted. One day it just might be taken all away or something really awful will disrupt it. Not saying this as a threat or to be an asshole, but shit happens a lot in this life.

Go and continue to do good things and what not. Plus there's nothing wrong with playing video games as long as you're paying your bills. I'd recommend being constructive, but constructiveness is as what constructiveness does.

Personally, I have a lot of things telling me that something's wrong or I have to do stuff. Not like voices but something driving me. I like this somedays and others it really bothers me because I just don't feel I have what it takes so to speak. I guess no one can be really happy in this life.
 

Analog Devolved

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Does anyone else feel so... empty? I have a fun job, my family tolerates me, I have a social life and I even do charity work but none of it brings me pleasure. I play lots of videogames not because they bring me joy but simply because it helps me stay distracted.

Is anyone else like this?
"The day of individual happiness has passed" -Adolf Hitler


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High Tea

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Does anyone else feel so... empty? I have a fun job, my family tolerates me, I have a social life and I even do charity work but none of it brings me pleasure. I play lots of videogames not because they bring me joy but simply because it helps me stay distracted.

Is anyone else like this?
I think everyone feels that way for stretches of their lives, especially these days. I know I feel it sometimes, just trying to find something to fill the time so you can count another day off the calendar. Finding meaning is key, a reason to get out of bed. Some find it in work, family, a partner, entertainment, hobbies, religion, but finding it is what takes away the empty. It's just tough sometimes. You aren't alone.
 

Geralt of Rivia

Balls deep in sorceresses.
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Some people try to make some kinda meaning outta it, some people lose their shit and document their insanity online, others find some kind of purpose in society and make themselves of use, others make themselves a nice 9mm breakfast. Only so much ya can do other than live with it.
 

Troonos

Regrettable Cake Farts
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Yeah, nothing really makes me happy anymore. I'm finally making six figures, but am no more satisfied than when I was poor. Hobbies aren't fulfilling. Even traveling makes me feel nothing. Only whiskey makes me smile anymore. I'm just going to be productive and make some babies with my woman and try to give them the best life I can until I inevitably wander aimlessly to the departure from this mortal coil and everything that made me me dissipates and is forgotten until the heat death of the universe.
 

Smolrolls

Headpats wanted, we're still here
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Yeah, nothing really makes me happy anymore. I'm finally making six figures, but am no more satisfied than when I was poor. Hobbies aren't fulfilling. Even traveling makes me feel nothing. Only whiskey makes me smile anymore. I'm just going to be productive and make some babies with my woman and try to give them the best life I can until I inevitably wander aimlessly to the departure from this mortal coil and everything that made me me dissipates and is forgotten until the heat death of the universe.
Would you like to embrace our lord and savior Jesus Christ? It beats having 12 inch wokeness down your throat. And saves you a climb up a mountain meeting Zarathustra whose not as forgiving like the chasm of depression your probably experiencing now.
 

Tingle

Kooloo-Limpah!~
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Yes, and while part of it is personal the mindless push of society towards a homogeneous and uninteresting consumerist hellhole doesn't help.

That said, I think feelings of apathy and emptiness have been a social issue for as long as history. As difficult (and contrived) as it sounds you really only can improve some things on your own. If all you do is distract yourself from problems and concerns through entertainment it's your responsibility to remove those distractions and reflect on what you find worth in. More narrowly, if videogames have become dull and uninteresting stop playing them for a span of time. Read a book, go outside, take up a hobby, exercise. Don't mindlessly piss away your time while waiting for things to change on their own. Falling back on habits and repetitive behaviors is a surefire way to change nothing personally or otherwise.

One thing that has personally helped me has been researching different beliefs in life and what it means to live a fulfilling one. Knowing how people, philosophies and societies are shaped by the world around them gives perspective into how your own situation arose, and what's at the very least possible from it.
 

theshitposter

cyberpunk bully
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Does anyone else feel so... empty? I have a fun job, my family tolerates me, I have a social life and I even do charity work but none of it brings me pleasure. I play lots of videogames not because they bring me joy but simply because it helps me stay distracted.

Is anyone else like this?
Stop listening to hiphop. It's shallow and hedonistic for the most part
 

Calandrino

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Does anyone else feel so... empty? I have a fun job, my family tolerates me, I have a social life and I even do charity work but none of it brings me pleasure. I play lots of videogames not because they bring me joy but simply because it helps me stay distracted.

Is anyone else like this?
Not to power level but I am a trained mental health professional, and on the basis of this post, and the symptoms you describe, I believe you are very likely transgender. I would strongly recommend cutting back on socializing, video games and so on, and devote that time to watching sissy hypno cuck porn, as a first step. You should start to feel better after embracing your new role as a slave to alpha cock. Best of luck to you, and God bless.
 

Foghot

The user above drew Sonic inflation pics for cash.
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That sounds like a bad case of boredom OP.

It's great that you got friends, a family that respects you and the drive to do charity work, but of course, none of it will feel like it matters if you kept ties with people and did charity work to escape your depression.

Your post + the fact that you're a regular in A&H and Deep thoughts tells a lot about what you usually consume in your spare time. I'd suggest you take a break from the farms for starters. Reading only bootleg /pol/ boards that only get fun when people start baiting the braindead fucks dwelling there will never give you fulfillment.

Politics, for a spectator is morally draining. Stop letting it consume your leisure time. Do something different for yourself other than jerking off and reading the news, maybe get off the internet, break the routine. Life's as fun as you want it to be.

That, or I can tell you that ammunition and guns don't feel that expensive when you wanna off yourself. Do livestream yourself should you choose to do so.

Also you're such a fag that while I was reading this thread several rainbows started appearing on my window.

And it hasn't even rained today.
 
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