This man is beyond redemption. Never in my entire life have I seen someone so far gone.
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Credit to @Fangsofjeff for discovering this one and to @zedkissed60 for the dox and legal documents.
From this point on, the contents of this thread will be very, very NSFW/NSFL
If you're not prepared to see some disturbing shit (sometimes literally), I suggest you don't open the spoilers
Richard T. Gifford was born in Neptune, New Jersey in 1961 to parents Thomas (a) and Virginia (a).
He claims several (a) times to have had his first sexual encounter at the at the age of 13 when he was allegedly forced to crossdress and prostitute himself for an older man. I was unable to confirm any of this, but I'm inclined to believe him.
He came out to his family as transgender in his twenties and officially changed his name in 1987.
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He details the 1988-2002 period of his life in two blogposts (a1, a2). An excerpt:
He claims repeatedly that in this period he was a ˝passable TS˝. The few pictures from this period he provides tell otherwise:
2002 - 2009: escalating humiliation fetish
In 2002, Richard met "Master Al John" (full name: Alfred John Schaerffer), soon moving in with him
blog (a) in 2005. This was followed by new blogs in 2006 (a) and 2007 (a). In their early content you can see further escalation in his humiliation fetish:
In 2006, Al John had Richard contact his mother and sister, the only family members still in contact with him after trooning out. He explain to them his new situation, asking them to disown him:
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After first using the pseudonym "Barbi Schaerffer", he claims to have had his name legally changed to "Pansy Faggot/Faggotte". This is not true.
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2009 - Present: adult baby girl
In 2009 (a), Richard decisively adopted the ABDL (adult baby/diaper lover) lifestyle, living since "permanently regressed to a 3 year old little baby girl". This has gone to such an extent that he allegedly allowed himself to be proclaimed Mentally Incompetant(a) and gave Al John legal guardianship(a). Once again, I've found no court records confirming this so I can't say if it's true or not. A few choice pictures:
Depths of degeneracy
In addition to all the typical sadistic stuff, Richard also boasts a scat and piss fetish:
Al John sometimes leaves him tied down in public:
To add an incestuous spin to this already disturbing arrangement, Al John's mother also takes part in Richard's humiliation (or at least used to until she died):
These are just some of the most notable examples. This section will be further edited in the future with more disturbing details. There's just too many to go through at once.
Seeing as he's a humiliation fetishist, you may think Richard would like being insulted. That however isn't the case. Twice he threatened to close down the blog due to mean comments:
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You can see the same sentiment in some comments on his youtube videos:
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Erica Raelene Gifford
9906 Golden Loop
New Port Richey FL 34654
DOB February 13, 1961 (age 59)
Alfred John Schaerffer
DOB October 12, 1954 (age 65)
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blog (inactive since 2014, archived above)
new blog (a)
Sure I read about a couple of spergs here and there on this site but Lord..this troon takes the cake!
It's as if Pink Flamingos and Memory Hole had a sickly lovechild and left it on the nearest doorstep for some degenerate to corrupt. (I mean that's probably what happened to "Pansy". No wonder he's like this..)
It's very evident that someone is forcing him into this lifestyle. You can hear it when he does that baby voice of his sometimes.Are you sure he's not being held hostage? Because all these grainy pics outside at nighttime with a bedsheet backdrop just scream it.
He clearly wants to leave and yet the realization that his entire life was practically wasted because of some fetish is slowly killing him inside.
That's the look of a man who knows it's too late to back out.Every picture of him looks like he's going to burst into tears or he's really really bored and just wants to get it over with.