Back in the day there was a game called Starsiege: Tribes. Some of you may remember it. FPS game, very online focused, lots of sweet mods, awesome jetpack mechanic. The game that popularized skiing as a concept in FPS games. One of the features of Tribes in most game modes was a suicide keybind that didn't count against your team's score unless you had taken damage from an enemy. The original keybind for suicide in Tribes was Ctrl+K. I say all that to say kill yourself, op.