TGWTG Hope Chapman / Jacob "Jack" Chapman / JesuOtaku - Self-loathing weaboo redneck. Blew her way to ANN gig. Goon and troon.

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I have never seen her reviews, how are they like?
The first video of hers I saw was her Baccano review. I like her stuff from then just fine, and that's not just because I had lower standards back when I first saw her stuff. Just go back and watch Lewis's old stuff from back then if you want proof. He was already insufferably self-indulgent and hideously autistic before Hope even put out her first show, and he was seen as one of the more competent of his company. Sad thing? It was true.

With Blip meeting the same grizzly demise as Bob Chipman's pancreas, some of her older videos are lost as far as official channels go, and I doubt they'll be made official again. She's not particularly proud of her old career, and presumably not on good terms with any of her old video reviewer colleagues aside from the ones who are both universally despised and only of marginal notability like Todd and The Foldable Human. But you can still see those videos, like her Evangellion review, via less official channels.
 

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/tv/ launched a thread on this. It's pretty much exactly what you'd expect.


Nah, they broke up months ago. It was brought up in the "angry" critics thread in Community Watch.
Not gonna lie, I originally heard about this from /tv/. (and by the way, if you ever want to know anything about the channel autism crew, just make a thread about it on /tv/. Those guys know everything there is to know about those guys)

Like a lot of you, I actually enjoyed Jack's content before he decided to go through with this little transition of his. I sort of saw something like this coming, he went on a almost year long break from the internet, which seemed odd for a person like him because as many of you have already mentioned he loves the attention he gets from e-drama. I knew he was going to come back doing something dramatic, but I never expected something this...permanent.
 

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In her reviews she seemed more then okay with being a female, sometimes sexualizing herself for laughs. I'm still confused as to where this came from.
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I've added Hope's post from the 3rd SA Internet Critics thread. The other two can only be seen in their entirety by those with archive access, and I've been both banned for years and for now would much rather spend the money on weed chocolate.

In her reviews she seemed more then okay with being a female, sometimes sexualizing herself for laughs. I'm still confused as to where this came from.

So many old comments about boners...
I don't get it either, but she was pretty hot back when she was a chick. Maybe it helped compensate for her insecurity. I'd stop wearing a shirt myself if I had that BMI.

@Rio probably knows what it's like. He'd be good looking no matter what he identified as.

Well to be fair she is rather boney. Seriously, that girl needs a sammich.
I could buy the eating disorder thing. I know a few people with high metabolisms who are that skinny* and don't have a problem with food, but the decay of someone's physical and mental well being is seldom as obvious as cases like Phil and Noah Antwiler. Hope being skinny doesn't really rank that high on her list of obvious psychological fuck-ups. Certainly not when compared to voluntarily having sex with Zac Bertschy.
 

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I'm gonna go make the impression that JesuOtaku watched too much yaoi and wants to take part in the yaoiz now. That and a lot of internalized/blatant misogyny that SJWs have.
I'm not going to speculate on the validity of any one person's gender identity but this is kind of the vibe I get from a lot of transtrenders (especially those that double as cows around here). It's like they don't know where their fetish for lesbian/gay porn ends and they begin, and eventually the line blurs so badly that their obsession becomes their lifestyle. Unfortunately for those playing at that kind of game, life is rarely the dating sim style same sex orgy they're imagining and a lot more of the Quest for the Fabled Bi-Sexual.
If they're lucky they'll learn this lesson before they do any irreparable damage, or start writing a webcomic.
 

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I'm gonna go make the impression that JesuOtaku watched too much yaoi and wants to take part in the yaoiz now. That and a lot of internalized/blatant misogyny that SJWs have.
Actually, she's pretty openly against homosexuality from what I understand
http://tgwtgrumours.tumblr.com/post/17808829670/jesuotaku-and-the-rumours
for any of you too lazy to read through the article, it's basically just a collection of screenshots of old forum posts she made on Anime news network about how she thinks homosexuals are filthy and stuff like that.
 

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Actually, she's pretty openly against homosexuality from what I understand
http://tgwtgrumours.tumblr.com/post/17808829670/jesuotaku-and-the-rumours
for any of you too lazy to read through the article, it's basically just a collection of screenshots of old forum posts she made on Anime news network about how she thinks homosexuals are filthy and stuff like that.
So perhaps she's claiming to be trans because of her homophobia? If it's not gender roles or watching too much yaoi/gay porn, then transtrenders claim to be trans because they don't to admit that they're homophobic as fuck, as seen in Chris and most likely JesuOtaku.
 

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So perhaps she's claiming to be tranny because of her homophobia? If it's not gender roles or watching too much yaoi/gay porn, then transtrenders claim to be tranny because they don't to admit that they're homophobic as fuck, as seen in Chris and most likely JesuOtaku.
Perhaps, or she just wants attention desperately and due to years of not being very active on the internet she has to do something big like say she's a man.
 

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I'm not going to speculate on the validity of any one person's gender identity but this is kind of the vibe I get from a lot of transtrenders (especially those that double as cows around here). It's like they don't know where their fetish for lesbian/gay porn ends and they begin, and eventually the line blurs so badly that their obsession becomes their lifestyle. Unfortunately for those playing at that kind of game, life is rarely the dating sim style same sex orgy they're imagining and a lot more of the Quest for the Fabled Bi-Sexual.
If they're lucky they'll learn this lesson before they do any irreparable damage, or start writing a webcomic.
I do know that Hope was supposed to be involved in the Yuri version of a VN by Winter Wolves named Nicole. Since Hope was probably too busy watching anime and getting into fights on ANN the business is unpredictable, it was never released.

She probably has a lot of weird feeling of shame, guilt, and inadequacy lingering over from her upbringing. Not just over homosexuality, but over the cultural shift in attitudes towards not only homosexuality, but people who attack and demean them. Sadly, rather than being open with her neuroses, she deflects it and buries it back down.

I've noticed the same dynamic -- granted in more extreme circumstances -- with people like Mel Gibson. The Road Warrior knows how unpopular his views on Jews and gays that he took from his equally insane father are. Assuredly, he feels that society itself is leaving him and those like him in history's dustbin. Perhaps there's even a lingering sensation that he himself might be wrong, at least a little, concerning his vile prejudices. But he's so uncomfortable about addressing these facts in an honest way where he'd have to open up not only his own disfunction, but that of his family, that he only ever diffuses, denies, and lets out on occasion when he's at his least rational and at the least level of control. He'd have to immediately expose himself to being publicly reviled in sobering daylight rather than drunk in the dark of a cop car.

Introspection is painful, especially when you not only lack anyone you can be open with, but actively go out of your way to avoid people you might drop the mask for. I can't imagine Hope's on good terms with her family. I can't imagine anybody being honest with Zac Bertschy without sticking something sharp into his head. Those spooge-moppers at Something Awful and ANN are fucking useless no matter what you tell them. And, historically, she bullshits every time something makes her uncomfortable no matter how mild.

Actually, she's pretty openly against homosexuality from what I understand
http://tgwtgrumours.tumblr.com/post/17808829670/jesuotaku-and-the-rumours
for any of you too lazy to read through the article, it's basically just a collection of screenshots of old forum posts she made on Anime news network about how she thinks homosexuals are filthy and stuff like that.
She really only says one incredibly nasty thing in all those posts. Granted, it is truly terrible, but I could easily see her old views being a thing of the past.

….I won’t repeat what others have said already for the draw, but I will state my personal opinion: I can’t stand yaoi because I have yet to see yaoi yield good writing. I’ve read two or three yaoi mangas, well, SUFFERED through them, and they were terribly unrealistic and poorly written love stories that were based entirely on SEX. Sex is huge, yeah, but it’s a culmination of love, not a basis for it, at least not a good one. Romances based on sex will be terrible, long-term. I can’t stand to read about them. Not to mention that homosexual sex is a time bomb for getting some fatal diseases…sorry, it just is.…

What bothers me is just how evasive she is about the whole thing. Sure, she's communicating almost exclusively with humorless spergs and SJWs at her job. But it's her own fault that she goes out of her way to communicate only with people she knows will ass-pat her lest her narrative paint her in less than a perfect light.

The Ministry-of-Truth-esque scrub she went through on her old posts is also pathetic even by the standards of CA contributors.

So perhaps she's claiming to be tranny because of her homophobia? If it's not gender roles or watching too much yaoi/gay porn, then transtrenders claim to be tranny because they don't to admit that they're homophobic as fuck, as seen in Chris and most likely JesuOtaku.
Hope even identifies as a gay man now. It's hilarious how much that dovetails with our friend the Tomgirl.

She has nowhere near the same magnitude of sexual hangups as Chris. For one, she willingly and repeatedly watched Utena and was continuously open about her love of the show even back when she didn't have to deal with those retards that make up the Channel Awesome Fanbase. Chris would only watch a yaoi anime in complete secrecy if someone hacks into his PS3 again. But just because @Connor Bible is less fucked sexually than @ThonisSH doesn't mean there isn't a commonality to the root of their problems.
 

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I do know that Hope was supposed to be involved in the Yuri version of a VN by Winter Wolves named Nicole. Since Hope was probably too busy watching anime and getting into fights on ANN the business is unpredictable, it was never released.

She probably has a lot of weird feeling of shame, guilt, and inadequacy lingering over from her upbringing. Not just over homosexuality, but over the cultural shift in attitudes towards not only homosexuality, but people who attack and demean them. Sadly, rather than being open with her neuroses, she deflects it and buries it back down.

I've noticed the same dynamic -- granted in more extreme circumstances -- with people like Mel Gibson. The Road Warrior knows how unpopular his views on Jews and gays that he took from his equally insane father are. Assuredly, he feels that society itself is leaving him and those like him in history's dustbin. Perhaps there's even a lingering sensation that he himself might be wrong, at least a little, concerning his vile prejudices. But he's so uncomfortable about addressing these facts in an honest way where he'd have to open up not only his own disfunction, but that of his family, that he only ever diffuses, denies, and lets out on occasion when he's at his least rational and at the least level of control. He'd have to immediately expose himself to being publicly reviled in sobering daylight rather than drunk in the dark of a cop car.

Introspection is painful, especially when you not only lack anyone you can be open with, but actively go out of your way to avoid people you might drop the mask for. I can't imagine Hope's on good terms with her family. I can't imagine anybody being honest with Zac Bertschy without sticking something sharp into his head. Those spooge-moppers at Something Awful and ANN are fucking useless no matter what you tell them. And, historically, she bullshits every time something makes her uncomfortable no matter how mild.


She really only says one incredibly nasty thing in all those posts. Granted, it is truly terrible, but I could easily see her old views being a thing of the past.

….I won’t repeat what others have said already for the draw, but I will state my personal opinion: I can’t stand yaoi because I have yet to see yaoi yield good writing. I’ve read two or three yaoi mangas, well, SUFFERED through them, and they were terribly unrealistic and poorly written love stories that were based entirely on SEX. Sex is huge, yeah, but it’s a culmination of love, not a basis for it, at least not a good one. Romances based on sex will be terrible, long-term. I can’t stand to read about them. Not to mention that homosexual sex is a time bomb for getting some fatal diseases…sorry, it just is.…

What bothers me is just how evasive she is about the whole thing. Sure, she's communicating almost exclusively with humorless spergs and SJWs at her job. But it's her own fault that she goes out of her way to communicate only with people she knows will ass-pat her lest her narrative paint her in less than a perfect light.

The Ministry-of-Truth-esque scrub she went through on her old posts is also pathetic even by the standards of CA contributors.


Hope even identifies as a gay man now. It's hilarious how much that dovetails with our friend the Tomgirl.

She has nowhere near the same magnitude of sexual hangups as Chris. For one, she willingly and repeatedly watched Utena and was continuously open about her love of the show even back when she didn't have to deal with those retards that make up the Channel Awesome Fanbase. Chris would only watch a yaoi anime in complete secrecy if someone hacks into his PS3 again. But just because @Connor Bible is less fucked sexually than @ThonisSH doesn't mean there isn't a commonality to the root of their problems.
Yaoi is all about the spooge, if you want something with a little story try shounen-ai or similar. Like Yami no Matsuei. :sighduck:

She has the body of a scraggly teenage boy before she "transitioned", so...