I just had an odd feeling. I remembered being lonely when I was younger-- "nobody will ever love me" shit, not "my wife is visiting her sister" tier.
The odd feeling was missing that feeling. Irrational, of course, but feelings do like that. I think that, on some level, I must have liked being miserable.
Eh, I was fucking my brains with that for the most of my life, but in the end realised, that if I can't be happy by myself, then no amount of human contact is going to change that. After this I realised that there is no point looking for company for the sake of it, because most of the time I was around people, who didn't understand me and was basically alone in a crowd. Just don't overthink it and you will feel better.I've had thoughts like that when I've had up points in my life. It's weird, but I think you can just kind of get comfortable in that position and not want it to change.
Friends are overrated.I never had friends in my life. I can't understand this sentiment.
That's because you don't do anything. Start doing something and energy will appear.Actually I don't the energy even to live anymore.
I quit SSRIs once after about 6 months but I just dropped them entirely since they were messing with my sleep I figured out since my poor sleep eventually got way worse, I kept feeling these shock kinda feelings constantly which I think was whenever I had anxious feelings and my mood swings were just wild. My issues with dropping it lasted around a month but I hope it gets a bit easier soon frend.Coming off of SSRIs after being on them for about eight years. The withdrawals are unbearable, even when slowly backing off of the dose. Never felt this bad in my life.
It’s never too late my dude. I myself am 28, have only been on my own for almost a year now and am just now going for my license.Honestly, I can't help but feel like a complete waste of space.
I'm almost 27, yet I still live with my parents, don't even have a driver's license, most I have is a very basic college degree, and am currently stuck working as a lot associate. I've basically wasted most of my 20s, and I feel like there's not much hope for me in terms of my future. Even if I wanted to pursue some of my ideas, I feel like it's too late given how old I am now.