how i really feel... 10/26/2018 -

[liliput]

Spoiler: Alternate copy of this video:

 

[BillionaireBrat]

Wow. She's using that thumbnail to make her viewers think she's crying but she's just wiping make up off her eyes. What a cow

 

[hotcheetospuffs]

So she got a tweet saying she doesn't care about her content anymore, so she makes yet another video where she sits in one spot denying, complaining, and making all the same old excuses, only this time she does all that while wiping grime off her face with a wipe. Oh, and she says she gained back exactly the same amount of weight she lost (does not show scale) and is back at 545.0 on the dot.

 

[FitBitch]

I was going to do a video summary for you guys but my phone couldn't handle two minutes of AL and closed my Internet and half my post was gone. I can't do it twice. Forgive me.

Edit. That make-up removal wipe is the closest thing her face gets to a monthly wash.

 

[pecansandies]

the 3lbs she lost is back on sooooooo.......

Gaining in back in 3..2..1..

Some progress is better than no progress I guess. It's going to pick back up once she decides she can "reward" herself for a job well done.

a weight update. followed by an indignant vlog about how she's gonna do things "her way" and she knows best, despite not having lost any weight ever. her weight-loss "journey" vlogs will transform into walmart haul & boring shit her gf/roommates do, vlogs. Up until she remembers she wants so badly to be a success story (without doing any of the work). Start a new diet (probably weight watchers). Vlog about a "new start". Lather, rinse, repeat. another cycle, another 20-50lbs

ARE WE PSYCHIC OR JUST HADURS OR BOLTH?????

 

[Botched Tit Job]

She does know you have to calorie count for more than 1 week to lose 400lbs, right?

 

[Twinkie]

new goal weight that she's not telling

new daily calorie goal of 2,400 (rip weight watchers)

struggling with her mental health but no mention of doctor or therapist

 

[AmbazFetidTaint]

So she got a tweet saying she doesn't care about her content anymore

Did she ever?

 

[JambledUpWords]

Amber’s “shirt” looks like a towel. Any predictions on when she’ll wear bedsheets as clothes? At the rate she’s gaining, she might not be able to buy new clothes since she outgrows them so fast.

 

[FitBitch]

Did she ever?

Not according to her.

"I didn't care more back then" she says. She catches and corrects herself seconds later saying"I don't care less now."

She's always cared the minimal amount.

 

[benzyne]

i think we underestimate her self-awareness, she admits that she knows the majority of her viewers stick around just to watch her be a trainwreck, also... gorl we thought you weren't a youtuber.......... so comparing your upload schedule to other youtubers.... are you finally admitting you're a youtuber???? or are you still too good for that????

edit: also to add... l m a o beckys not even sharing her weight with big al because she knows amber's just gonna share every detail in a video

 

[AmbazFetidTaint]

Amber’s “shirt” looks like a towel. Any predictions on when she’ll wear bedsheets as clothes? At the rate she’s gaining, she might not be able to buy new clothes since she outgrows them so fast.

On bated breath for the flower patterned muumuu.

 

[Basketball Jones]

Tl;dw AL is still fat and that’s the only standard she can be held to. By her own admission she shouldn’t be held to the standard of other youtubers regardless of the quality of what she puts out. The only thing we can count on her to do is be fat. Fat and useless. And she recounts this to us while using the camera as a mirror to get her monthly bath in.

 

[Orange Banana]

Boring.

 

[Bottomless]

new goal weight that she's not telling

That was surprising. I think her new goal must be around 250 lbs, based on how much she admires this girl that started around her weight and has lost 300 lbs

 

[ADHD]

in the past when I've done 2,400 calories it's definitely worked so I think I'm gonna try that

If 2,400 calories definitely worked for her in the past, why did she bother with attempts at 1500/1800/2000 calories?

 

[NQ 952]

If 2,400 calories definitely worked for her in the past, why did she bother with attempts at 1500/1800/2000 calories?

She's just doing it for the views. She really doesn't care about her health, longevity, other people, etc...

 

[BerriesArnold]

Holy shit, she had makeup on before wiping? I honestly couldn't tell.

Anxiety seems to be a huge dilemma in this household, but as much as i'd like to sympathize with those who are being affected by it if you are not actively looking for ways to help it, its hard to feel empathy. There are methods of helping taper anxiety (not completely expunging it) through means of clinical exposure therapy or willfully going out of your comfort zones.
The more that you willfully face those things that scare you head-on, the more confident and independent you become, the less those things will scare you through repetition. The fear that you feel from not doing it is actually larger than the fear of actively tackling it. Amber, in particular, is just a combination of anxiety, cowardice, and laziness. This vid was boring.

 

[Twinkie]

This is different though. She feels anxiety about going in public because she's a freak. Exposure won't change that. Only weight loss will.

 

[pecansandies]

This is different though. She feels anxiety about going in public because she's a freak. Exposure won't change that. Only weight loss will.

actually! you're not wrong in that exposure won't change that. But weight loss won't. Even if she drops the weight, from here on out she's always going to have some degree of social anxiety, or at least be mindful of it. Psych 101 my friend