I WANT TO BE THIS PERSON AGAIN!!!!! - 10/28/2017

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Eating Cheerios because granola is too high calorie, wants to paint pumpkins, is sad because she managed to gain over 200 pounds in three years. Blah blah blah.

She says she's not having fun vlogging because she's shy around her friends/girlfriend, the people who you should, in theory, not be anxious around.

She's also got a phobia of being alone at home in the dark! Of the many phobias she's gone through, she says!

Ricky and Erik had their anniversary celebration and brought Amberlynn a present, for some reason.

She's getting so exhausting to watch. It's the same shit day to day.
 

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This was even more boring than usual. And Twinkie looks obese, not that big al would ever care.

I love that she admitted she's nervous around Eric and Ricky, I feel like something already happened with them or she's scared will happen. I mean, we all saw Eric's mean side with the whole panty fling thing. I hope they kick her out, I want the milk that will come for that. She's overdue for something to blow up in her face.
 

hotcheetospuffs

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So, The Scratch is now from a dog? Keep your story straight, it'll make your lies more convincing.
She's got two scratches now, and the old one is finally starting to look a bit better. You can see it while she's talking about the new scratch. However, I'm sure this new scratch will also take two months to heal.

Maybe they got her the CD so she play it in Becky's car...
 

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She pried off her trypo-sweater long enough for a bra sighting.
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She's got two scratches now, and the old one is finally starting to look a bit better. You can see it while she's talking about the new scratch. However, I'm sure this new scratch will also take two months to heal.

I just don't understand. If she really wants to get better, why hasn't she been to the doctor yet? Is it really just laziness, or is it autism?
 

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I just don't understand. If she really wants to get better, why hasn't she been to the doctor yet? Is it really just laziness, or is it autism?
It's part of the pathology, a lot of people with mental illness, take OPL as example, are addicted to negativity in their lives. It gives them a crutch, so they can project their problems on to others instead of fixing them. Believe it or not, negativity can be quite comforting, especially if it's the only thing you've been exposed to.
With this girl showing off her scars from cutting, it seems she enjoys the attention and sympathy it brings.
 

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"I was so tiny" as she points to a picture of her when she was simply obese. But, to be fair.... simply obese is a lot smaller than deathly morbid obese.

and can someone explain why she had to add cheerios to her yogurt?? I always thought people added granola (or cheerios I guess) to normal plain yogurt... but she's eating the yogurt that tastes like cheese cake.... why does it need honey nut cheerios too?
 

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"I was so tiny" as she points to a picture of her when she was simply obese. But, to be fair.... simply obese is a lot smaller than deathly morbid obese.

and can someone explain why she had to add cheerios to her yogurt?? I always thought people added granola (or cheerios I guess) to normal plain yogurt... but she's eating the yogurt that tastes like cheese cake.... why does it need honey nut cheerios too?

She said that granola is higher in calories lol. She didn't need to anything at all, she probably added the honey cheerios because she needs that extra sugar to be able to taste anything / her food addiction tells her she needs to get that "full" feeling.
 

hotcheetospuffs

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It's part of the pathology, a lot of people with mental illness, take OPL as example, are addicted to negativity in their lives. It gives them a crutch, so they can project their problems on to others instead of fixing them. Believe it or not, negativity can be quite comforting, especially if it's the only thing you've been exposed to.
With this girl showing off her scars from cutting, it seems she enjoys the attention and sympathy it brings.
She is definitely not cutting. If she were, she would be telling us all about it for views. She would not be able to resist getting the attention for that! Although I wouldn't put it past her to start lying and saying that she's cutting instead of picking scratches because it's so much more glamorous than picking an animal scratch that doesn't heal due to undiagnosed diabetes.
 
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