Kiwi Farms

I completely understand the need and desire to increase your wealth, however you have to admit you are creating no value. Producing nothing, employing nobody, and wasting resources.

Your investments are gambling, for two reasons. First, it is all speculation, none of these tokens have a use besides exchanging them for fiat and buying things anonymously (incredibly small user base that actually needs this).
Secondly, in an instant they could prevent you from cashing out, they could cripple the industry, and you'd do nothing about it. There will be no "people exchanging fiat in person for tokens" if a government crackdown occurred.

All this is to say, perhaps take a step back from this crypto industry and stop being a sperg about meaningless stuff. Take your money and go, don't become a "crypto trader", don't let this become in any way a part of your personality, or your ideals for a future career. Because it's gay and meaningless bread and circus for the cattle.