Inactive Kazztawdal / Alex McDougall - Homeless cat boi

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I have been debating making a post about this guy, until this video, where fate was sealed:

This comes just after being removed from his parents house for assaulting his dad and then going to live(?) at a drag bar.

A more typical video will feature him sobbing in cat make up about gang stalking:

Currently he is delusional enough to think he can be a pilot in the airforce:

Name: Alex McDougall

Homeless every other week, completely mentally unstable, and documenting in with zero self awareness. Sounds right for this board, if anyone has any thoughts to improve the post or things I'm missing feel free to bring them up.
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Not a fed, just a random object on the street.
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He's got potential for sure.

Worth noting in the OP is that he was a let's player who's gimmick was playing games in a fucked up N64 emulator usually and that's likely why he became a target for retsuprae:

Worth noting in the OP is that he was a let's player who's gimmick was playing games in a fucked up N64 emulator usually and that's likely why he became a target for retsuprae

Yes absolutely! that San Fransisco Rush video is why I subscribed all those years ago, and why I took note when he came back with all this crazyness.

pls give us more links and archives.
Sadly no archives exist unless there is a bot grabbing every deleted youtube video from obscure channels

Other info I need to gather:

In one of his deleted videos he implied hes been streaming all along on some like mobile app which is where the kitty cat gimmick comes from, that site and account needs to be added. it possibly had a tipping function?

Mental illness origins, did he just hit the normal age for schizophrenia to emerge or did he coax it out with drug use? When he appears sobbing and manic is that a normal mental breakdown or is he using.

a brief essay on masculinity

I like porn. I don't love porn; that sort of feeling is reserved for women and baseball players. That said, every so often I get a peculiar craving. It's not something I'm proud of, but it's out of my control. I'll be sitting on the computer and it will suddenly come over me:

"I need to see donkey cock."

Not just the cock itself, mind you; I need to see a woman riding a donkey, preferably while another donkey is riding her, and maybe another few people are scattered around punching themselves in the crotch... it doesn't matter too much. I just need to see a cat's cradle of hooves and tits and semen, slapping and spraying wildly across the monitor. And if it could all take place aboard the Starship Enterprise, so much the better.

So I'll head to Google and I'll type in "veritable cat's cradle of yadda yadda yadda" and I'll get a dozen different sites advertising the latest and greatest in ass-on-ass action. So I'll click one, and wouldn't you know it, they want my fucking credit card number.

Scheming sons of bitches. Donkey porn used to be free, you know. How dare they deprive me of such a basic need.

Now, no man is going to admit to knowing as much as I'm about to tell you, but the fact is that every one of us has been down this same road before. Many a Kleenex has met its fate at the end of a journey similar to the one I will now describe. Girls, don't look on your husband or boyfriend with disgust; this is just as much a part of him as his obsession with Foreigner. (They're fucking awesome, so just leave them alone.)

They offer a few subscription options over at "". Their basic options are, naturally, exorbitant; 1 month for $30, 3 months for $60, and so on. Nobody in their right mind is going to pay for this; after all, the urge to spank it to donkey porn is infrequent and fleeting. I don't need to look at this stuff for a whole month straight; I might start to like it.

However, they do offer another option, which every guy you know has clicked on: the one-day trial for a mere five dollars. It is, of course, a trick; after your "trial" is up, you'll automatically be signed up for a one-month subscription and your credit card will be charged accordingly. Realizing this, we hatch a plan. If we sign up for the trial, we can inundate ourselves with donkey-related pornography. We can drown ourselves in our perversion, not daring to look away lest a single moment of our 24 hour liberty pass to Burro Ball Boulevard be forgotten in the weeks to come. And for fuck's sake, we can't save any of it to the computer, because we know that one day our daughters will get on and discover our more-than-casual interest in equine biology, and God only knows what that would do to them.

And just before the 24-hour deadline, we will cancel our subscription to "" and narrowly avoid being charged. This particular hurdle, however, is more treacherous than it first appears. They won't let you simply click on an "Unsubscribe" link, oh no. The process is far more shameful than that.

Now, you must realize, they do understand our dilemma. We don't want anybody to know what we've been looking at on the internet. When they charge your credit card, they don't bill you under "GRAMMA'S SLINGSHOT LABIA PARADISE," they bill you under something innocuous, like "QBill GSLP." That's if you're a loyal, paying customer. However, once you want to get out from under their thumbs, you're going to have to swallow your pride... because you're going to have to tell an actual human being exactly what you want.

In order to unsubscribe, you will have to call them on the telephone and say, to a live person, "I want to cancel my subscription to Mule Fisting Fiesta." They are counting on your burning shame to keep you from leaving.

Now, most of us don't really think about the fact that this is a person whose entire job is listening to people nervously cancel their porn subscriptions, but it doesn't matter. Someone out there knows your name and can associate it with at least one act of beastiality that you've spanked off to. Someone knows exactly how sick you are.

Once it's over, though, and you crawl back into bed, hands crusted with ejaculate, you can feel perfectly secure.

As long as you deleted your browser history.

You did, didn't you?
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"jokingly" accusing someone of being a bad friend seems to be a common thread. Not really notable except that in his big deleted meltdown he managed to touch on that theme while not being mentally clear enough to append a "just joking lol" accusing a litany of people from his home town of standing him up, making fun of him behind his back, and stealing his car... all in the same night.
"was it the cat thing that weirded them out?"

Speaking of do we need to move this thread to animal control?
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Kazz used to (?) be married and was living in an actual house. He streamed on twitch for a couple of months during 2012-2013, but he’s fallen off the internet for months or years multiple times, until his most recent return 4 months ago. Now he’s posting way more than he ever did, probably because he’s fucked up his life. He mentioned in earlier videos that he worked at a gas station pumping gas and was dissatisfied with his lot in life.

If only he knew how good he had it back then.

San Francisco Rush was pretty funny though.

EDIT: Also he may already be DFE and aware of this thread:

Description: My videos are disappearing because my home situation is rough and also I think this channel is being stalked by unsavory types. All the best!

As of a month ago he lived in his car and was selling the rest of his belongings.
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Also he may already be DFE and aware of this thread:
I suspect he has been deleting all sorts of things along the way, he seems to morning after pill most of his breakdowns. I wonder how much hits twitter that he erases.

Edit: hey twitter seems to link to all his unlisted vids, interesting


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Mental illness origins, did he just hit the normal age for schizophrenia to emerge or did he coax it out with drug use? When he appears sobbing and manic is that a normal mental breakdown or is he using.

The average age of onset is generally 18-30, with the ages 20-24 being really common for onset but then you have people like John Nash who didn’t develop symptoms till near 30. They generally have a year or two of milder symptoms or seem to be acting odd and the Bam, first psychotic break and they never seem to bounce back to anything near normal after that without the help of medication.

Drugs don’t cause schizophrenia but certainly exacerbate and/or sped up the onset of its worst symptoms.

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