Cosplay Lori Cerda / Usagi Kou / Lori Lewd / Zero Two / Lori Lune and Kevin Hanft / AdollaSkye / Skye / Krook3dKev - 36-year-old batshit crazy Sailor Moon cosplayer & e-thot with 20 years of drama, 27-year-old simp manchild celeb wannabe fiancé, Momokun's archenemies

[flight of ideas]

Not necessarily. Narcissism and some personality disorders can be something you're born with such as the inability to feel empathy for others. As far as I can tell, Lori has never shown to actually make a true connection with anyone on a personal level and has never shown an ounce of sympathy or empathy towards others. Of course that's not saying she doesn't have trauma that we don't know about, but it's still possible she was just born a "psycho."

That said, plenty of people are born like that but are also self aware that it isn't normal or cohesive to being a member of society. So they know to curb certain behaviors as to blend in.

No one is born with a personality disorder. As amply covered several posts up from mine, a combination of nature and nurture are responsible for how we turn out. The idea that someone can be born “bad” removes any accountability from the family system that was responsible for, among other things, teaching empathy (a skill, not an inborn trait); the capacity for self-control; and emotional self-regulation. Which is to say nothing of the primary caregivers’ responsibility to provide physical and psychological safety, the absence of which in childhood is demonstrably related to pathological behavior in adulthood.

Lori’s a piece of shit but she didn’t come out of the womb that way. It’s possible to recognize this fact (even, dare I say, feel empathy for the child she was, who is gone now) while still demanding that present, adult Lori take accountability for herself and her behavior.

 

[Pisces21]

I don’t know if skipped it, but how old is kitty? I’m assuming younger than Lori because Rikki was 26 years old when he left Lori.

 

[Speakeasy Electric]

I don’t know if skipped it, but how old is kitty? I’m assuming younger than Lori because Rikki was 26 years old when he left Lori.

@RADBEAVER Posted something a page ago saying Kitty is 27.

So, old enough that she shouldn’t be getting into skin-walking stand offs with anyone.

Kitty, if you really want to get under Lori’s skin and troll her, come and spill the tea about Lori and Rikki.

 

[OhGodHowDidThisGetHere]

What's new in loony news?

Degeneracy Du Jour: Have mercy, Lori. Aeon Flux has suffered enough.

Spoiler: Baby Bat uwu

Miscellaneous Lori: A new tattoo design, IG tags for the Hilton sisters, and candy for the smollest bean. Still no IG tags for Kevin.

"Oldie but a goodie, my nails match! @ ParisHilton @ NickyHilton" - Lori

Spoiler: Random Lori Awfulness

Lori always struck as more of a Red Roof Inn type of girl.


This is now a real tattoo design.




I sure hope Lori's new back brace is helping her "broken spinal cord."


Kida with a "drinker's nose"? It's so sad she turned to the bottle after Atlantis was lost.




Uncanny Valley-chan


"*_* Oh no I need to control myself help xD" - Lori the Ana-Chan

Kevin Updates: A blessing of blue steel, a potential cry for help, and a possible demotion.

"Ever met a punk elf? She's a handful" - Kevin


Kevin is now Lori's "boi." WTF is a boi? He went from fiancé to boyfriend to adventurer to boi.


"A lot of my friends were following my progress in 2019, I'm sorry I haven't made anything cool in over a year. My last version of Bakugou bummed me out. I lost focus and then covid happened. I don't know how to pick it back up again. I miss it all."
- Kevin the Hostage


"I don't know how to pick it back up again." You're actually "picking it back up again" by posting this. I think a lot of your friends miss you too, Kevin. You've got people out there thinking about you.

 

[Massa's Little Buckie]

Is this a skin crease? Lol fat.

 

[PuffyGroundCloud]

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Is this a skin crease? Lol fat.

I can see her nasolabial fold, puff your cheek more old lori

 

[Cyber Goose]

That Kitty person is like 100x better looking and less filtered.

Cope harder, Lori.

 

[Princess Peaches]

This thread is shocking. To see someone that old never changing or evolving as a person. I have to wonder if she’s mentally disabled in some way. Who types in lolrandumb XD speak for over a decade? I can barely understand anything she’s typing.

Her being low functioning would explain her narcissistic, psychopathic tendencies. You know the phrase eyes like a shark? That fits her to a tee. There’s nothing behind those eyes of her’s.

 

[OhGodHowDidThisGetHere]

This thread is shocking. To see someone that old never changing or evolving as a person. I have to wonder if she’s mentally disabled in some way. Who types in lolrandumb XD speak for over a decade? I can barely understand anything she’s typing.

Her being low functioning would explain her narcissistic, psychopathic tendencies. You know the phrase eyes like a shark? That fits her to a tee. There’s nothing behind those eyes of her’s.

Welcome to the shitshow that is Lori, @Princess Peaches. Yeah, she's horrifying and managed to fly under the radar for a long time. Sadly, there's still so much more Lori history and material to cover - the amount of bullshit she's generated over 2 decades is ridiculous. Your assessment sounds pretty accurate and here's a post about her functionality and very likely sociopathy: [LINK] Regarding Lori's eyes, I'm half-jokingly still convinced that she's somehow related to serial killer Karla Homolka. Seriously.

 

[Princess Peaches]

Welcome to the shitshow that is Lori, @Princess Peaches. Yeah, she's horrifying and managed to fly under the radar for a long time. Sadly, there's still so much more Lori history and material to cover - the amount of bullshit she's generated over 2 decades is ridiculous. Your assessment sounds pretty accurate and here's a post about her functionality and very likely sociopathy: [LINK] Regarding Lori's eyes, I'm half-jokingly convinced that she's somehow related to serial killer Karla Homolka. Seriously.

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Dude your knowledge on her is incredible! I really like the way you go through her history as the thread continues. It helps new readers like me understand her more clearly!

 

[niente]

Is this an acceptance of Momokuns challenge? This is that Arthuria (??) character that Momo used to do before she got too big for her armor right?

 

[OhGodHowDidThisGetHere]

Lori and Kitty Post #3: It seems that there might be mutual stalking going on between Lori and Kitty. Is that even a thing? At the very least, there are some odd coincidences.

Post #1 [LINK]
Post #2 [LINK]

Here are some examples of Kitty posting content similar to Lori's social media. Note the dates on the screencaps.

Spoiler: Mutual Stalking?

Beth's Cafe in Seattle, Washington

 

[LoveYouLongTime]

It seems that there might be mutual stalking going on between Lori and Kitty. Is that even a thing? At the very least, there are some odd coincidences.

To be fair, if I knew someone crazy was stalking and copying me, I would probably "copy" them back to fuck with them. But it seems like in Kitty's case she probably isn't completely all there either considering she was cheating on her then husband. But if Kitty ever came around to drop the deets on Lori it would he most welcoming since it seems like Kitty just does her own shit now.

 

[Questionable Ceviche]

It's also likely that they're both dumb e-thots who have similar garbage taste and aesthetic, leading to a lot of overlap in what they post.

Still sad that Lori is in her mid 30s and doing this shit. The face closeups she posts are not kind to her. Her loli makeup and mumps expression can't hide how drawn her face is and how her shitty lifestyle is aging her skin.

 

[Sukeban]

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Is this a skin crease? Lol fat.

At first I was only on the fence about everyone calling her an ana-chan but at this point I'd love to hear more of the reasoning for why she's been called that here, beyond the facts that she appears skinny in photos and maybe doesn't eat much (as a 5' little troll she doesn't need much to begin with). In all her old Kou Klan photos she appears very healthy, and she hasn't successfully hid all the skinnyfat signs in her photos - side and top armpit fat, thighs that spooge out, muffin top, soft undefined upper arms and calves etc. In fact it seems like she really has to tense her neck and shoulders to get her clavicles to pop at all. I just really don't think she has anorexia, but something tell me that she lllooovvveeesss everyone thinking that about her.

To be fair, if I knew someone crazy was stalking and copying me, I would probably "copy" them back to fuck with them. But it seems like in Kitty's case she probably isn't completely all there either considering she was cheating on her then husband. But if Kitty ever came around to drop the deets on Lori it would he most welcoming since it seems like Kitty just does her own shit now.

Yeah, this is likely an ESH situation. What is it about Rikki that has these crazy chicks going so hard for him? Was he a big fish in a small pond or something? Charismatic? He looks like a goober.

 

[faggot fucker]

A new tattoo design.

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I love whoever made this. They made her cheeks fat fat (but not in the poof way), dead serial killer eyes, didn't blend the extensions, didn't try giving her an appealing face, kept the rat teeth. This actually does look like Lori, just not the Lori that she wants to be perceived as. I feel bad for whoever gets this though. Imagine just wanting a pin-up tattoo and you get Looni in cheap chinese lingerie, only to later find out she's a fucking lunatic abuser.

At first I was only on the fence about everyone calling her an ana-chan but at this point I'd love to hear more of the reasoning for why she's been called that here, beyond the facts that she appears skinny in photos and maybe doesn't eat much (as a 5' little troll she doesn't need much to begin with). In all her old Kou Klan photos she appears very healthy, and she hasn't successfully hid all the skinnyfat signs in her photos - side and top armpit fat, thighs that spooge out, muffin top, soft undefined upper arms and calves etc. In fact it seems like she really has to tense her neck and shoulders to get her clavicles to pop at all. I just really don't think she has anorexia, but something tell me that she lllooovvveeesss everyone thinking that about her.

Here's what cemented the theory of her being ana. Around this time she was getting into "lewd" modeling more so she started tanning and "working out". She would post things to bait people worried about her often using #under100lbs and talking about how she needs to lose more weight despite that. It was always so someone would come in and go "ermehgerd Lori yer so skinny and perfect, pls dont1!!!!11!" and then of course, until she was attention starved again, she wouldn't bring it up.

As for her body before this, it fluctuated from baseline to skinny-chubby. I don't know how to explain skinny-chubby besides it's that look skinny women get when they get comfortable in a relationship. Probably nothing unhealthy but a visible change for sure. These are some photos I haven't seen posted from 2003-2006. I think these early photos made her snap. You can see her rounded belly in the first pic due to the cheap material reflecting the flash. She avoided side shots until after she had already dropped a little bit of weight.

Spoiler: photos for reference

(Side note: I love that she cropped the better Moonie cosplayer out of her photo.)

These are newer, look to be 2010's.

She was never even chubby in these days, so if she looks to be half that size now, I believe she is actually anorexic. Lori has always smoked and had large amounts of coffee, smoothies and sweets from what I understand. Ana girls typically sub meals for sugary smoothies, cigarettes and coffee. If they do eat food, they tend to lean into straight sweets. Also, they love to post about food despite hating it. Lori loves posting her greasy Red Lobster and empanadas just to prove she eats so she doesn't get called out. She could absolutely be larping to feed her ego but she looks pretty beat to shit anytime the filters waiver. Living off cigs and candy at conventions for decades will make you look forty-something in your 30's.
(knowledge sauce: ana youtubers and batshit bitches on myproana)

EDIT: I am looking for her old FB posts about her wanting to lose weight, will add later.

 

[Princess Peaches]

At first I was only on the fence about everyone calling her an ana-chan but at this point I'd love to hear more of the reasoning for why she's been called that here, beyond the facts that she appears skinny in photos and maybe doesn't eat much (as a 5' little troll she doesn't need much to begin with). In all her old Kou Klan photos she appears very healthy, and she hasn't successfully hid all the skinnyfat signs in her photos - side and top armpit fat, thighs that spooge out, muffin top, soft undefined upper arms and calves etc. In fact it seems like she really has to tense her neck and shoulders to get her clavicles to pop at all. I just really don't think she has anorexia, but something tell me that she lllooovvveeesss everyone thinking that about her.


Yeah, this is likely an ESH situation. What is it about Rikki that has these crazy chicks going so hard for him? Was he a big fish in a small pond or something? Charismatic? He looks like a goober.

You don’t have to look like a skeleton to be anorexic. She’s called that because she’s probably starting to starve herself. It’s more obvious in the face and being middle aged doesn’t help.

It’s entirely possible she could show more signs of anorexia over the next year or so, we’d just have to see. The concave chest doesn’t help with the ana-chan image.

 

[Sukeban]

You don’t have to look like a skeleton to be anorexic. She’s called that because she’s probably starting to starve herself. It’s more obvious in the face and being middle aged doesn’t help.

It’s entirely possible she could show more signs of anorexia over the next year or so, we’d just have to see. The concave chest doesn’t help with the ana-chan image.

It's pretty common for women's faces to hollow out in their thirties. Doesn't have anything to do with calories. I guess time will tell.

 

[misskittymoxie]

Holy fucking absolute farm-fresh steaming pile of shit why the HELL is this drama from four years ago coming up Ok y’all lemme sit down with yet another fucking cup of coffee and I will see what I can dig up/need to explain??

Some thoughts so far:

-i’m perfectly ok if you think i’m a narcissistic white anime cos-poser old lady. I dress up and do this uwu shit for fun, and I try not to take myself too seriously. You taking me seriously is the highest form of flattery.

-Lori has had me blocked for mmm...2-3 years now? Anything since mid...2018? (Wait fuck thats 3) I haven’t been able to see her stuff. Yes, I can go around the block, but I also was worried of copying too much of her stuff myself? Almost like a weird aesthetic feedback loop? She got the FUCK into my brain for a few years after all the weird ass manipulation, so I chose to take space to reevaluate my sense of “self” i was able to block her account back after some finagling so idk if she’s unblocked me recently.

-I think the most i’ve done to purposefully copy her was satirical because I was well aware she was copying my looks for at least two years. I would post a new hair color and within 24-48 hours her hair would be dyed the same. The pink hair in 2018 was because I couldn’t get the red from the Todoroki hair out. I felt really weird because when I looked in the mirror it reminded me of her and that fucked with me for a hot minute. I’m finally back to blue now, though ( ´ ▽ ` ) If she continued to copy me after 2018 I wasn’t aware of it because of the purposeful avoidance on my part.

-Yes me dressing up as 02 was initially a casual troll (I did want to make the 02k follower pun for my own sake) but TBH I actually feel VERY VERY CUTE as 02 and plan to do her again in the future. For fashion and lulz

-My ex-husband had huge anger management problems to the point of cornering me in the kitchen, breaking things/punching holes in the walls, etc. (he never ever laid hands on me though) Rikki was my first escape from thinking that was “just how my life was supposed to be”. At the time I met Rikki I was in the deepest ugliest part of that, but it still doesn’t excuse the month overlap where I was, eh how you put, considering Rikki? Him and I never officially “dated”. If Lori said that, she was lying lol. I did actually initiate for divorce later that month, and it’s also good to keep in mind I have heavy religious conditioning in my childhood which made me absolutely terrified of the idea of divorce in the first place. Again, it doesn’t excuse my choices at the time.

-My ex-husband has since undergone an enormous amount of growth mentally/emotionally, and we’ve actually become good friends. I am not “sad sob story pity me” because I put him through fucked up shit mentally. So please, don’t think of me as here playing the “i am innocent look what this bitch did to me”. I’m just as fucked up as every other weirdly old e-thot. He fucked me up, I fucked him up, we both went through some hella growth and realized we needed to mature as (most) human beings do at age 24-28.


-uhhh anything else I can think of I’ll write up a story in a bit. I gotta dig out some screenshots from 2017 and I have noooo idea who I sent those to. So either I gotta find files on an old phone/computer, or I gotta dig through FB for a hot minute.

Much love, Miss Kitty

ps, you have no idea how validating this thread makes me feel. I literally thought I was batshit crazy for YEARS about what happened. Seeing other people put all these pieces together after I had blocked her, Kevin, Rikki, and just done my own thing to try and regain my sense of self is such a relief.

EDIT 1: sorry i’m new to this site i’ll do my best to put everything into here. The phone layout is poopoo

@misskittymoxie Thank you for being here and sharing your stories, even if it was from a ween contacting you.

This will really give some insight on what happened. Is it true that Rikki cheated with you? That was the story Lori was concocting. Of course, in Lori's case, simply talking to Rikki and trying to be there for him might have been considered "cheating" to her!

Ok so. This is the part where I feel like I was lied to by both parties. ACCORDING TO RIKKI: He broke up with her late January/early February. Did this actually happen?? I don’t know.
ACCORDING TO HER: He was supposed to spend Valentines day with her? But he broke up with her? So there’s about a couple week discrepancy on my end. From my point of view any of my actions taken were under the assumption that he was no longer with her.
NOW THAT BEING SAID actions taken were: talking at length about feelings/relationships/art/etc, hugging/cuddling. I did not allow him to even kiss me for a while because of my own situation. He actually kissed me without asking by force under the pretense of “Well I thought you wanted it.” later. It was around this time that I began the process of divorce.

BUT THEN IN APRIL Rikki and I went to Sakura Con. We got drunk and he stuck his dick in me before I realized what was going on. Now, the WHOLE ASS TO DO was that I didn’t put out. Like shit, i’m messed up from stuff (even before marriage) and I told him repeatedly about my issues. His reasoning for doing it? “Well you were just moving like you wanted it.” And honestly, I don’t even know if I was. I was drunk at a con. I made my own mistakes that led to that point and I could have avoided that whole thing anyway so, like, IMO he could have respected me but I also could have respected myself and made better choices.
That’s what THIS post is about:
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Apparently he called her up and told her that I was a shit lay. (I think the one in the star sweater is me). Which, of course I was a shit lay?? I have bad history and actively told him several times I didn’t want sex?

The thing she had that I didn’t was she would put out. And I TOLD her that him and I weren’t dating, so if they were having sex I didn’t care. The only thing I would have an issue with was him lying to me about it. I already knew it was a shortcoming on my end, and I told him if he needed it he was more than welcome to go seek it elsewhere. My only requirement was that he told me.

But yeah all that to say, from *my* understanding he broke up with her before him and I ever got romantically close. Now whether that’s what he told her, idk. I think he got a kick out of how the two of us reacted to each other’s venom tbh so my assumption is that either he stretched the truth or she’s outright lying.

Edit 2: ok so from everything i’ve been reading, he definitely also lied. Man I don’t even know which way up is after reading all of this.

-I think the most i’ve done to purposefully copy her was satirical because I was well aware she was copying my looks for at least two years. I would post a new hair color and within 24-48 hours her hair would be dyed the same. The pink hair in 2018 was because I couldn’t get the red from the Todoroki hair out. I felt really weird because when I looked in the mirror it reminded me of her and that fucked with me for a hot minute. I’m finally back to blue now, though ( ´ ▽ ` ) If she continued to copy me after 2018 I wasn’t aware of it because of the purposeful avoidance on my part.

Wait fuck Todoroki hair was 2019. I FEEL LIKE IT WAS MUCH LONGER AGO

 

[Speakeasy Electric]

Holy fucking absolute farm-fresh steaming pile of shit why the HELL is this drama from four years ago coming up Ok y’all lemme sit down with yet another fucking cup of coffee and I will see what I can dig up/need to explain??

Some thoughts so far:

-i’m perfectly ok if you think i’m a narcissistic white anime cos-poser old lady. I dress up and do this uwu shit for fun, and I try not to take myself too seriously. You taking me seriously is the highest form of flattery.

-Lori has had me blocked for mmm...2-3 years now? Anything since mid...2018? (Wait fuck thats 3) I haven’t been able to see her stuff. Yes, I can go around the block, but I also was worried of copying too much of her stuff myself? Almost like a weird aesthetic feedback loop? She got the FUCK into my brain for a few years after all the weird ass manipulation, so I chose to take space to reevaluate my sense of “self” i was able to block her account back after some finagling so idk if she’s unblocked me recently.

-I think the most i’ve done to purposefully copy her was satirical because I was well aware she was copying my looks for at least two years. I would post a new hair color and within 24-48 hours her hair would be dyed the same. The pink hair in 2018 was because I couldn’t get the red from the Todoroki hair out. I felt really weird because when I looked in the mirror it reminded me of her and that fucked with me for a hot minute. I’m finally back to blue now, though ( ´ ▽ ` ) If she continued to copy me after 2018 I wasn’t aware of it because of the purposeful avoidance on my part.

-Yes me dressing up as 02 was initially a casual troll (I did want to make the 02k follower pun for my own sake) but TBH I actually feel VERY VERY CUTE as 02 and plan to do her again in the future. For fashion and lulz

-My ex-husband had huge anger management problems to the point of cornering me in the kitchen, breaking things/punching holes in the walls, etc. (he never ever laid hands on me though) Rikki was my first escape from thinking that was “just how my life was supposed to be”. At the time I met Rikki I was in the deepest ugliest part of that, but it still doesn’t excuse the month overlap where I was, eh how you put, considering Rikki? Him and I never officially “dated”. If Lori said that, she was lying lol. I did actually initiate for divorce later that month, and it’s also good to keep in mind I have heavy religious conditioning in my childhood which made me absolutely terrified of the idea of divorce in the first place. Again, it doesn’t excuse my choices at the time.

-My ex-husband has since undergone an enormous amount of growth mentally/emotionally, and we’ve actually become good friends. I am not “sad sob story pity me” because I put him through fucked up shit mentally. So please, don’t think of me as here playing the “i am innocent look what this bitch did to me”. I’m just as fucked up as every other weirdly old e-thot. He fucked me up, I fucked him up, we both went through some hella growth and realized we needed to mature as (most) human beings do at age 24-28.


-uhhh anything else I can think of I’ll write up a story in a bit. I gotta dig out some screenshots from 2017 and I have noooo idea who I sent those to. So either I gotta find files on an old phone/computer, or I gotta dig through FB for a hot minute.

Much love, Miss Kitty

ps, you have no idea how validating this thread makes me feel. I literally thought I was batshit crazy for YEARS about what happened. Seeing other people put all these pieces together after I had blocked her, Kevin, Rikki, and just done my own thing to try and regain my sense of self is such a relief.

First, thank you for showing up and answering. I was the poster who called you to come and speak about Lori\Rikki. How did you find this thread so fast?

Did you ever meet Lori irl? What did Rikki say about her?

Eta I’m not even going to touch the “ You taking me seriously is the highest form of flattery” quip.