Hey bro. Let me adopt you. I've been there done that, etc. You're crying out for guidance, and I can provide in spades. The first piece of advice is free and it is this; change yourself physically and your mind will begin to conform to a new, far superior reality. i.e hit the gym. 4 days a week no exceptions. 3-5g of creatine every morning, 1000mg of multivitamin, 300mg of caffeine DAILY, 4-6 meals a day, high protein, hi carbs, high fat. Be generous. 5k-6k calories. 4-5 hours of high intensity high mass, low rep training a week. 1st month will be hell. 2nd month will be Syria. 3rd month will be Detroit, 4th month will be a breeze.I just recently made this account because I'm not sure where else to express my feelings anonymously so pardon me.
Recently I have been going through depression from seeing how the world is becoming more insane as time goes on. From Antifa, #metoo, MSM lies, censorship, LGBT and all that stuff. Meanwhile good people are punished for speaking out and telling truths. Everyday, I see the same shit happen again and again and again how these insane people on the left can do all these grotesque things and defend it. Recently I learnt about the incident in Oldham where a group Islamics went and attacked Tommy Robbinson's campaign that has women and children. Not only that, they were escorted there across the country by the police, the people that are supposed to enforce the law and the let this happen. And then of course MSM twisted the story to make Tommy Robbinson's campaign responsible for the violence. I'm so afraid of shit like this. It's like logic and reason no longer exist in this world. The more and more I hear stories like this, my outlook on life has turned from once optimistic to depression. I feel so insecure about life that things that I used to enjoy I find less in doing.
Once again pardon me for writing this here. Perhaps I need to see a psychologist
In 8 months you can come back and thank me. I will have more advice waiting for you.