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There's a lot of sarcasm on the farms, but holy shit you poor thing. Glad you're doing the right choice for your mental health right now since your brother refuses to change. Him leaving suddenly for New York must have been scary considering how sudden that was.Distancing myself was my only option and I'm not really interested in reliving all of that again by trying to talk to him about it. I tried everything I could and now it's up to him.
You're wondering if it is a start of a mental illness, and aside from trooning being its own illness I'm thinking you might be on to something. An itch in my brain is sparking the "schizotypical/affective" personality disorder, whichever one leads to schizophrenia (forgot). I'm an armchair psych hearing this second hand of course. It could be a standard mood disorder or just your brother entering scientology but gayer.
Whatever it is, hope you're doing well. Don't want psychotic breaks in the family to affect fellow autistic fags on the net.
We always bring this up for FtM, but not as much for MtF. Usually for male troons its paraphinallia, autism, or mid life crisis since men are more likely to have the first two. It sounds weird but I wonder if there are more sexually abused young male troons than we know of.He was sexually abused as a child and has always been bullied and outcast. No doubt this contributed to him transitioning.
Anyway, yeah, if they weren't good friends then it isn't a big loss. Sucks but it is how it is.
Honestly, she might have told him the same thing she told you. "Ad Lib is so mean 2 meee"I honestly wish I could check back on that friend, but he probably cut ties with me. I wonder if he knew that I was misguided, but he didn't make any attempts to stop me or anything.
I am seething on the internet. Fuck her.She talked more about her very personal issues while all I wanted is to talk about video games. She made me change my stories and art to contain mostly gay or trans people or with no conflict at all, when all I wanted to is do my hobbies. She got mad when I didn't use her pronouns (he/him lesbian) when I only used her name. She didn't want me to have any opposing opinions from her, because "everything she says is right". Didn't want me to critize her art if I find a glaring anatomical error because her art also heavily degraded, and would snap at me with the classic "its my style" if I try.
I feel. Have you seen a therapist about it? It helped me in a similar situation. Its hard to grow past abusers and easy to live in fear thanks to our gay ass brains. For now, I'm pleased to hear you're away from someone so toxic. You may not have chosen to cut her off but as you said, you won the battle. You can win the war stillI got no idea what happened to make her like that, but it feels morally degrading that I'm still nervous on other friends where I walk on non-existent eggshells on them because of her years later. It's like I won the battle, but lost the war.