What a fucking nightmare. She is a disingenuous unrepentant selfish junkie. She doesn't want to recover. She wants to lie in bed all day getting sympathy and encouragement for breathing. You want to save her? Throw her ass in jail or put a bullet between her eyes. You will not get her to change on her own. It's not even fun to watch her destroy herself, it's covered in literal blood and shit as per her "aesthetic". I'm not MOTI, I just really loathe junkies. Especially the ones that pretend to want help to get money/attention.