It is a terrible life, but that's how it is with some folks, sadly. Some had a shit life growing up, their trust was broken, or maybe they just end up a paranoid schizo, and so on. That said though, there's usually a cause, a reason for this distrust, and with help people can see the world isn't all doom and gloom. But first they have to want to get help.That has to be a fucking terrible way to live. I have friends and family I'd trust with my life and vice versa. People who have forgiven me for transgressions and that I've forgiven for theirs and we're closer for it. Trust and forgiveness are pretty much the basic building blocks of healthy relationships and society in general. A life without those things wouldn't be worth living.
What's so "nightmarish" about it?Living the way you think is actually the "nightmare". You live within a social contract that reinforces sin as a normal way of life
What are you scared of Mel? Why does the outside world make you uncomfortable?