I'm 35, that's awhile off from 50. You cant even do basic math.I don't subscribe to your belief. So I'm happy and you are not. I would consider my marriage successful, whereas you cannot.
So sad. Imagine being damn near over the hill, surviving on handouts with your kids, and single because your husband ghosted you. Tragic.
Here you are again with your baboon "happiness" doctrine. You are so morally inferior that you believe Happiness is the goal of life, as if it is the measure of life. You know what you call that? HEDONISM. It's evil, and quite frankly, against The Torah.
The goal of The Torah is righteousness, not happiness.
You don't know my daily private life, when or how often I am happy. It is presumptuous and foolish for you to assume anything about my private life.
What is a "successful" marriage after all? One that HONORS THE TORAH. My marriage with Marshall honored The Torah. That is success, according to the Hebraic mindset. But I don't think a Christian like you would understand that. I know you Christians, and I know that you worship Elohim to use him for your advantage, whatever you can get out of being a Christian. You could care less about his Torah.
You can assume that Marshall left me all you want, it's your stupidity, not mine. Doesn't bother me one bit.
Or the Angel could see which houses were marked and which weren't. There is no passage in the Torah (Or the whole Bible for that mater) that explicitly states anything about fourth dimensional energy fields and white trash single moms being able to sense them.
Your sexist patriarchal worldview aside, riddle me this: How did the plague enter the houses if the Angel of Death never walked through their doors?