Realize that this was your fault. Realize what a terrible owner you where and how you did everything wrong. How it lived a terrible life alone in a cramped area while you just shitpost on kiwi farms.
Realize that this was your fault. Realize what a terrible owner you where and how you did everything wrong. How it lived a terrible life alone in a cramped area while you just shitpost on kiwi farms.
So sorry about your goodboy.
Honor him by giving him a nice place to rest. Wrap him in his favorite blanket and find him a place in the forest.
When you are ready, go to the nearest shelter and adopt. There are many goodboys waiting to be a faithful friend.
It never gets easier fren. Take it from someone who has buried many goodboys.