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Disclamier : This is kind of an editorial about my experience with all of the CWC thing and I felt it would be interesting enough to post here, you are free to comment I love to hear what you think even if it is complete nonsense. I try not to do a "look at me I'm special" kind of thing but it's hard not to talk about personal opinions and feelings for this subject.
I needed to post this somewhere because it's the one thing I can't quite explain why I keep looking at it. Chris-chan is a unique internet phenomenon, we know so much more about them than most historical figures, the CWCki is just proof of that. But I started to reflect on all I know and I just feel confused on why I keep coming back and checking up on Chris and everything else, so I just want to dump all my thoughts on the subject to try to make sense why I feel so obsessed with her, and why others have taken an interest in him.
I've been obsessed with Chris-Chan officially for about a year or so, I heard the name Sonichu once or twice a few years ago through some skype chats with online friends but it never gave me much reason to look into it till recently. Back in '14 I started to really enjoy reading Troll pastas and when I told a friend I was reading Sonic.exe they sent me a link to Sonichu. That's when I believe I got sucked to the whole thing I read the comics only seeing the shit art and atrocious writing that I first didn't notice the horror and insanity that is Christian Weston Chandler.
I wanted to find out more and I did and I felt horrified but compelled to know more. This is what is bugging me I'm not usually a person that would read so much about a person like Chris and not feel shame for laughing at him, but I do anyways. I would have probably tried to be one of those white knights and shit but no I sit back and laugh at all of the things she does . Maybe it's because the best years of trolling are past us and well it's just sad the person they have become( not for her coming out as trans) but just the pathetic stuff Chris has done to just get by. I used to believe that I did not want to become like Chris but that's not It but it still is interesting that I just follow along and get shocked ....And then I started watching Dstecks review of sonichu it made me look at myself and think what have I done wasting my time reading on the whole thing, but I still didn't stop. I still can't make sense why I still go back to the CWCki and read up on Chris and just feel surprised at everything I read, But I do know why. I do it because it's the life of someone else, someone I don't know but I still enjoy reading about, it's the wacky world of Chris-chan's shenanigans and everyone can see it. I don't feel remorse or shame in reading it I just enjoy doing so, even if I know it's just wrong by my standard.
That is what I reflected when I thought to write this thread, I wanted to make sense of this whole thing. Therefore I would like to ask you some questions : Why do you find Chris-chan interesting? Why do you still go back and look up information about him? Why do we still care about what he does?
I needed to post this somewhere because it's the one thing I can't quite explain why I keep looking at it. Chris-chan is a unique internet phenomenon, we know so much more about them than most historical figures, the CWCki is just proof of that. But I started to reflect on all I know and I just feel confused on why I keep coming back and checking up on Chris and everything else, so I just want to dump all my thoughts on the subject to try to make sense why I feel so obsessed with her, and why others have taken an interest in him.
I've been obsessed with Chris-Chan officially for about a year or so, I heard the name Sonichu once or twice a few years ago through some skype chats with online friends but it never gave me much reason to look into it till recently. Back in '14 I started to really enjoy reading Troll pastas and when I told a friend I was reading Sonic.exe they sent me a link to Sonichu. That's when I believe I got sucked to the whole thing I read the comics only seeing the shit art and atrocious writing that I first didn't notice the horror and insanity that is Christian Weston Chandler.
I wanted to find out more and I did and I felt horrified but compelled to know more. This is what is bugging me I'm not usually a person that would read so much about a person like Chris and not feel shame for laughing at him, but I do anyways. I would have probably tried to be one of those white knights and shit but no I sit back and laugh at all of the things she does . Maybe it's because the best years of trolling are past us and well it's just sad the person they have become( not for her coming out as trans) but just the pathetic stuff Chris has done to just get by. I used to believe that I did not want to become like Chris but that's not It but it still is interesting that I just follow along and get shocked ....And then I started watching Dstecks review of sonichu it made me look at myself and think what have I done wasting my time reading on the whole thing, but I still didn't stop. I still can't make sense why I still go back to the CWCki and read up on Chris and just feel surprised at everything I read, But I do know why. I do it because it's the life of someone else, someone I don't know but I still enjoy reading about, it's the wacky world of Chris-chan's shenanigans and everyone can see it. I don't feel remorse or shame in reading it I just enjoy doing so, even if I know it's just wrong by my standard.
That is what I reflected when I thought to write this thread, I wanted to make sense of this whole thing. Therefore I would like to ask you some questions : Why do you find Chris-chan interesting? Why do you still go back and look up information about him? Why do we still care about what he does?
