Kiwi Farms

Every single day I walk over 25k steps after work. On Saturday I walk 50k+ steps and on Sunday somewhere around 40k. It's gotten to be such an obsessive habit that I become stressed if there is a day where I can't reach those goals. For example today I had to leave work early just because I felt like shit and went home to sleep all day. I don't know how to get out of this cycle, it's ruining my feet and leaving wounds. It's fucking 'tarded.

Can anybody suggest something or whatever because I'm tired of redditer women telling me it's unhealthy. Like I fucking know it's not healthy why do you think I'm posting about it. Fuck.