Don’t mean to derail, but that theory doesn’t make sense to me. Presumably, she’d also be horrified by how she looks since the issue wouldn’t be with her body or gaining weight. Things like Ensure exist to help keep calories up, and I imagine it would be much easier and desirable to seek treatment as someone like that than for an anorexic. It sounds far-fetched considering how close to death she looks. Plenty of people with anorexia don’t make a show of it in the way you’re describing, and I’m sure she’s getting her fill of attention by just doing videos if that is what she’s after.The theory goes that she dislikes eating because the physical reality of food and its consumption fucks with her sensory issues. The smell and texture of so many foods upset her, as well as hearing herself chew and the sounds of plates and cutlery scraping against each other.