panic attack - 8/1/2018

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Amber said:
I feel like I need to actually share this because I need people to know that like mental things are scary like not being able to control like depression or schizophrenia like I don't have schizophrenia

Is she trying to make people feel sorry for her? Because what I quoted above made me laugh.

Amberism of the day: "I cried at the drop of a pen"

Amber said:
I used to have
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really bad panic attacks and it was like
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the worst ever when I lived in Arizona
02:00
like it was so bad like daily I would
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have like 5 and they were like so bad
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like part of my face would go numb my
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body would go numb and my jaw would
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clench and I'd be shivering and I'd have
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chest pain

Not even going to bother with editing the time stamps from the transcript.

Are we sure those were panic attacks and not, you know?, heart attacks?

One last edit:

- what Amber describes as depression is so not depression.
- By the end of the video Amber says that it helped to talk "to you guys" ("you guys" being the camera), even though Becky was right there and they could have talked in private.
- Don't bother watching, this whole 14+ minutes were about her quitting Lexapro (short on money?) and at the end, in perfect Amber fashion, she claims she'll begin taking it again.
- Credit where credit it due. Amber seems to have finally managed to "cry at the drop of a pen", as she so "aptly" puts it. The tears were, for the most part, real this time. The way the waterworks started and stopped was very odd, though.
 
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Whatthefuck

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GORL, no fucking wonder you had an anxiety attack. Firstly, you left food behind and we all know how the Binge Monster would punish you for that. Secondly, TAKE YOUR FUCKING MEDS!!! You can't just abruptly stop taking something like Lexapro. That is literally going to trigger anxiety attacks. Fuck, I'm sure your magic singing doctor would have told you that. Furthermore, I don't feel an ounce of goddamned sympathy for you because you REFUSE to go to a therapist. Just to sum up, you had an anxiety attack because you haven't taken your fucking meds and you forgot the turkey for your disgusting slop fest and then recorded a vlog to get sympathy and asspats. You will not get either from me. Sort yourself out.

ETA: It never ceases to amaze me the things she'll exploit in order to get asspats or deflect negative attention. She's so fucking transparent.
 

Oh Hamburgers

Hey fellers!
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Oh shit, this Chantal crap is getting to her so she's freaking out! lol! Fake tears and all. This is obviously from the drama that ensued and she's blaming it on depression. Whatever, Amber, you're so transparent.

"I suffer from, I suffer from, I suffer from, I suffer from"
stfu

Oh, she forced out some tears! Getting better at this game! =D

A lot of people that are depressed will stop taking their meds thinking that because they're feeling good, they don't need the pills. But when they go back into a depression, they usually realize that they need the pills and will resume taking them. But not our gorl. She may take it one or two times, but you know she's gonna ignore that "pill time" alarm.

"I feel like off of Lexapro, I feel like my vlogs are better." See? She's all about the money. She's not gonna take that shit.

lol she broke character while crying and started laughing. Oops!

This whole video is just her playing the victim, always wanting sympathy to divert away from the shit she just pulled. It will fail. It always does, yet she always attempts it. Definition of insanity.
 

meepmapmop

some bitch
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I love how AL thinks an anti-depressant will solve all her problems. If you have depression (or one of many other mental illnesses) you take medication plus eat well, plus get enough sleep, plus get enough exercise!

I honestly laughed at this video though. All her problems are caused by herself, yet she's uploaded this for asspats. And she 100% deserves any side effects she gets if she abruptly stops her meds without consulting a doctor. Everyone knows you can't just quit anti-depressants cause you are screwing with your brain chemicals. Fucking moron.
 

parallelogram

all I want to do is have a good time now I'm blue
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To see her actually displaying a semblance of real emotion that isn't smugness or contempt made me almost feel sorry for her...but then I realized she filmed herself crying for asspats, and the feeling went away. :story:
My sympathy dried up upon seeing six ads on the video. YouTube 2018: Monetizing your misery.
 

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