there used to be this user who went by the URL princessnecrophilia or something who had a bunch of fucked up kinks and openly admitted to being a pedophile, claiming she was "in therapy" and even helped some group dedicated to tracking down people who post child porn online by helping them find places where such things were posted. of course no one thought it was maybe a little bit suspicious that an open pedophile who claimed to not want to act on her desires was looking for child porn at all, and had such specific knowledge of pedophile communities that she allegedly knew how to find even the most obscure of them.
her main blog was mostly text posts about being a kinkster, reblogging BDSM porn and hentai, and talking about her "Master," but she also publicly mentioned her sideblog dedicated to posting "tasteful" suggestive photos of children - professional-looking photos of little kids wearing blatant fetishy outfits, usually with their faces cropped out to focus on their chests/butts/legs and crotch. i remember most of it being little Japanese girls in like, school swimsuits and shit. it got banned and she threw a fit about it, started it up again, it got banned again and i think at that point she either set it to private or just stopped publicly talking about it.
she was obese and had that bitchy fat girl haircut, the one with fringe bangs and thin, straightened hair dyed pitch black. i don't really know how to describe it but i've never met a fat chick with that haircut who wasn't a total cunt who considered herself above everyone else.
i'll have to see if i can find any remnants from her days on tumblr; i don't particularly remember any drama going down with her and this was probably 5 years ago if not more. i found her i think through drama surrounding weebstories being banned but only vaguely.
EDIT: slightly irrelevant but if you've ever seen that image of an anime girl body pillow at a table with pizza and and milk in front of her that was taken by her. http://bodypillowwaifu.tumblr.com
also looks like @Meowthkip followed her? not to start anything but maybe she knows something i don't, or can contribute more, idk. i do know i have the right person though, i remember that nichijou icon well.
EDIT 2: found this blurry screencap. sorry if it's hard to read, i tried to write out the text but i'm on mobile and the first time i almost finished but then accidentally clicked out of the edit window and i'm not gonna bother again right now.
That seems to be a popular excuse from the threads I've read here, doesn't seem reasonable to me though, I mean I can't imagine a therapist recommending simulated child porn considering the link between abused children turning into abusers themselves, if anything it's just fueling fantasies for them.
I've heard that from the daddy / little community on tumblr too, it just doesn't seem super healthy to relive trauma imo, even if you're now somewhat in control. Especially when they aren't doing this in the care of a therapist, they're just doing it on their own without guidance or anything. I'd appreciate any input on this type of thing though, I've never been able to wrap my head around it but it seems like a common thing on tumblr regarding childhood trauma
You also have to take accusations of child abuse with a grain of salt on tumblr. Some claim to have been abused so they can have "problematic" kinks. Some have ADF kinds of child abuse (my mom would't let me go to the movies because i failed a test. #triggered, tw: child abuse, tw:emotional abuse, god mom why do you hate me), and a tiny fraction of the population has actually been abused.
A little OT but I've noticed a trend on tumblr where someone will have a byf or something saying "if you interact with this person I will block you because they are my abuser" and at first I was horrified because I was assuming it was physical or sexual real life abuse, but then I realized over time that 99% meant "this person was mean to me, which is abuse". So it's definitely not a far reach to assume most of them mean "my dad was strict" when they say "I draw simulated child porn to cope with my childhood trauma and abuse". Plus you can't question someone about it without obviously looking like a dick, so it's win-win for them. What a mess.
