Megathread Phil F.A.Q 2.0 - Bigger, Longer and Uncut.

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The Original Thread (HERE) was obscenely out of date in terms of Facts and the latest theories of Philosophers as such it has now been updated to reflect the current Knowledge of Phil.
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PHIL FACTS 2.0

Updated and Expanded – 3rd June 2018 by Ravenor.
Originally created on 9/01/2015 by @Smutley


Terminology

Cis? Latinx? What the hell do these things mean!

ADF: Australatina Defense Force
Australatina: The fictional country Phil created
Cis: Someone who identifies as the same gender they were born
Gaslighting: Mentally abusing someone to cast doubt on their memories; a tumblr term for telling the truth about someone
Latinx: a "gender neutral" spelling of Latina/o; more special than Latin@
OPL: Our Pet Lolcow; Chris Chandler
Orchiectomy: Surgery to remove the testicles
Tucute: A transsexual who has not been diagnosed; "fake tranny"
Truscum: A transsexual who has been diagnosed; "real tranny"


General Phil Questions

Why are you guys calling him Phil? Isn't his name Ahuviya or Isabell?

He was born Philip Vincent Haskins-Delici. As he became more unstable he changed his name to Ahuviya Rotem Harel. You may also hear him referred to as Isabel Rosa Araujo.

How old is Phil, and where does he live?

Phil was born on August 12th, 1985 in Woodbury, New Jersey.

He has since moved between Philadelphia, Portland, and Oakland as needed once his connections have been burned, But he has settled in Octover of 2016 he settled seemingly permanently in Portland Oregon and you can find his address here:

5724 SW Beaverton Hillsdale Hwy,

Portland

OR

97221



Why do people keep saying he's homeless?

For a period of time available information about Phil implied that he was homeless and People confirmed that on occasions he has stayed for a period of time in parks, underneath bridges, outside of friendly shops, and in nature preserves.

However information has came to light that this claim was highly evacuated and he had access to regular housing likely shared with other people or at least a more permeant living arrangement that relying on normal vagrancy locations, this is also backed up by Phils own dislike and general distrust of other groups of people who he feels intimidated by including the homeless.


Why didn’t Phil use shelters, or shared housing?

As indicated above in the past evidence has came to light that he was not as homeless as he previously tried to indicate, and he has used and abused various homeless resource and LGBT services. The two most alarming incidents include a prolonged abuse of LGBT youth services designed for people under the age of 18 until his early 20’s.

The second and most damming incident occurred when he was supposedly accommodated in a Trans Friendly women’s shelter in July of 2016 where He claims that He was able to have a woman removed from a shelter who’s primary concern was offering Shelter to Women have been subjected to Domestic Violence for supposedly being Transmisogynistic towards him.

Whilst no evidence of this being the case was offered or of the event even occurring it is indicative of the way Phil behaves once he feels comfortable in a location and how he deals with and views others.

Latinx? Phil looks white, what's up with that?

Phil was born a white male of Italian stock, but this was considered too ordinary. Over the years he has claimed to be Jewish (his early Ahuviya phase), and Puerto Rican through his Father (his current Ahuviya/Isabel phase). These identities have been refuted multiple times, by multiple people, but he still claims to be a "woman of color" to make himself seem more oppressed.

Is Phil a Transsexual?

This has been a contentious point of discussion on the Farms and in other Circles for some time as in the past Phil has not made any effort to transition from Male to Female, however in late May 2018 Phil underwent SRS Surgery by one Dr Duggi at Oregon Health & Science University.

However Phil does appear to present in a very masculine appearance as during the period of time he was recovering in the hospital he posted pictures of himself that had a serious beard growth, as do normal day to day pictures he has posted previously to this.

On other occasions prior to this he has referred to himself as “Phil” in various audio and video recordings He himself has made, and most infamously during a period of time in California he threw a large supply of Hormone Medication down a drain for attention.


What mental disorders does he have?

While Phil will try and say that he has a number of made up conditions, we only know for certain that he is autistic.

Does Phil really have Diabetes? Gangrene? HIV? Anything?

The honest truth is, no one knows. Phil has never been properly tested for anything, and if he was would refuse to publicly disclose the results. But many Medi-Kiwis have examined his photos, and the first hand accounts of his lifestyle. The general consensus is that Phil's extreme weight gain, poor diet, unsanitary hygiene, repeated tattooing, lack of conditioning, and survival in the elements can all contribute to many ailments including diabetes, "trench foot", hepatitis, among many others.

Are people exaggerating when they say Phil hates X?

Actually, usually not. Phil is a known racist, and has publicly admitted to hating Jews. He hates all men, and also anyone who is not transsexual, along with transsexuals who are truscum, transsexuals who are FtM, and anyone who is white. He also hates people who are wealthy, people who aren't communists, people who are Christian, and people who won't give him free things.

This can be summed up as Aggressive Narcissism combined with an extreme form of ignorance, as Phil hates far to many groups for reasons he is not able to adequately explain to himself let alone anyone with a modicum of education.

What is Phil's sexual orientation?

He can best be described as pansexual due to an expressed interest in sexual encounters with anyone who is willing or tolerant. This involves, but is in no way limited to, underage girls, legal girls, underage men, legal men, transmen, transwomen and extremely specifically - cis lesbians of color. Do note that he does not have an understanding of personal boundaries or social cues, and has been known to make bizarre requests for sexual favors from friends or acquaintances.

Is it true that Phil doesn't clean himself?

Yes. Multiple people have reported that Phil has deplorable hygienic standards. He is said to not remove his leather clothing, shoes, or socks for long periods of time, and has gotten trench foot at least once. According to people who have traveled with him, it is also reported that Phil does not wipe himself after using the restroom. He has been known to mess himself when under duress, from excitement, and simply due to gastrointestinal issues caused by poor diet.

No, seriously, he poops himself?

Yes. The most frequently told story revolves around Dusty, a friend from college. Dusty invited him over to hang out because he felt bad that Phil was awkward and frequently bullied. Dusty's kindness was repaid with a lack of respect for boundaries and consent, culminating in grabbing at Dusty's "five dollar foot long". The excitement from touching another man's penis caused him to lose bowel control. There have been other instances, such as only doing laundry in a river when he's messed himself, but none are as memorable as this. (credit to @Weeping With Pity for this one)

What's up with all the bondage gear?

Phil has been obsessed with BDSM since his anime days. Since he has no willing partners he has taken to restraining himself and wearing ball-gags and other apparel by himself. He has talked of getting himself a chastity belt, has taken photos wearing fetish gear and ball-gags at adult stores, and has been photographed after being paddled. Recently it was released that Phil attempted to force a friend to fig him - the act of stuffing peeled ginger up his anus. Phil also has a "slave tattoo" that is registered to one of his imaginary friends.

If he's homeless, why doesn't he get a job?

Phil feels work is beneath him. In the past he has been employed by the Wawa chain of grocery stores in the deli, where he used his autism and threats of oppression to keep from getting fired. Eventually he quit as he claimed that would make his transition easier. Since then, Phil has gone out of his way to stay unemployed and lives off of his monthly SSDI and a one time back payment of benefits. It has been reported that Phil is too proud to panhandle, and up until recently was able to survive on the goodwill of the unaware.

What's with all the bike tattoos?

As an autistic, Phil has some specific areas of interest. Some of them are road signs and childish attempts at cartography for his fictional country, or his BDSM fetish. But the most bizarre is his obsession with bikes, He admitted in a 2015 New Years resolution that he did not know how, and has been seen posting articles of adults learning to ride bikes in June/July of 2015.


Phil claimed that he could not ride a bike because he claims that it hurts his scrotum and prostate, however, Phil acquired a bike that he has “Rode” on a static speed training device inside his apartment, He is yet to ride a bike outside of his apartment or without assistance to remain stable.

Prior to the above this did not stop him from drawing pictures of them, getting photographed with them in public, linking to articles about them, and tattooing himself with images of them.


What other obsessions does Phil have?

In no particular order: Naruto, name changes, cosplay, Dusty, Corrie, communism (Mao is particular), Axis Powers Hetalia, bondage, yaoi, transgenderism, "transmisogyny" (his term for transphobia, and a way of appropriating feminist rhetoric for his own use), Hispanic culture, road signs, his fake country, tattoos, the term "gas lighting", bicycles, bicycle locks used as a weapon in relation to violent Hispanic feminism (oddly specific, but he has several posts and tattoos about it), blaming cis/white people, and most recently shoving things up his ass. (props to @kobebyarlant for the writeup)

What's up with Phil and communism?

Phil claims to be a Maoist. However, it's quite clear that like most people who feverishly support Mao, he doesn't grasp the basics of Marxism, let alone Maoism. Phil's Maoism seems to be more of an attention-seeking stunt rather than any serious intellectual choice, especially considering that Phil thinks that Mao-era China was a haven to LGBT individuals instead of a poverty-stricken, famine-addled dystopia it is throughly documented to be. (credit to @Sczylak Madgar for this write up).

However Phil appears to abandoned this mostly in favour of Anarchism and thus confirming his lack of understanding of the realities of the political systems that enables his existence as an unemployed person who is reliant of the welfare system to live.

Phil and Other People

Who are Phil's friends?


They are few and fleeting. In college he was friends with Dusty and Corine while in the Anime Club, as well as others including the anonymous @Weeping With Pity. Since then he has never had more than temporary allies. Most of the people who hover around him are simply internet asspatters, or eventual enemies.

Who are his Asspatters?

They are too numerous to list in full. But some of his most prominent and recent ones are Kinny Fear (Kelley Cyr), Robin Markle, Leslie Eclaire, Ricki Fenton, Maria Pupo, and Daphney David.

Shortly after Phil moved into his apartment he aquired a life in “Girlfriend” in the form of Toren (aliases - Jonathan C. Holiday / Toren Valimir / Toren Wilder / Victoria "Vikki" Valimir) however the nature of this relationship is tending towards the abusive and is wholly one sided as Toren quickly dispatch Phil to the living room rather than the supposedly shared bedroom and rarely acknowledges Phil unless it is to berate him, his him up for money and more importantly as a place to stay at little or no cost.

Who are his enemies?

Phil is perpetually at war with Rika, aka Robert Wayne Styles. He has recently become the enemy of Jordan Davis, aka TJ Davis, aka Jordman, his traveling buddy for the first half of 2015. He is now enemies with his mother (who he has disowned) as well as his father for "raping" him. Most unfortunately, he has declared war against a kind woman who took him into her home during an "emotional crisis", Phil seems to be able to turn anyone he even has a passing relationship with into an enemy eventually due to his abrasive personality and poor sense of social normas within communities he finds himself in.

However his enemies are not just limited to people he knows he views various online and offline communities as his most hated enemies.

Who are his trolls?

Currently, Phil is not "trolled" by anyone except himself and life. He has declared Mark Zuckerburg, Jews, Whites, Men, White Transsexuals, Kiwi Farms, 4Chan, Gamergate, /cow/, EDF, and many others as a large conspiring entity out to destroy his transgendered latinx soul. In the past, he was chronicled by fellow kiwis @introman and @RWS Watcher, as well as the varied incarnations of /cow/and EDF.

Has he been in any relationships?

Yes he has. Phil previously dated Maria Pupo, a woman who had the pleasure of getting beat up by him in a bookstore. He was also briefly engaged to our own @tweaker the cat. Phil has shown an interest in underage women, as well as men that pay him attention and seem dominate. He has not let personal boundaries or disinterest stop him in pursuing those he lusts after.

What's The Red and Black Cafe?

The Red and Black was a failed co-op cafe in Portland, Oregon. It was run by John Langley, and was known for having poor service, awful food, and banning cops from the premise. It became infamous when John refused entry to police as a junkie OD'd on heroin in his bathroom. For a while, they let Phil sleep on their front stoop or out back of the premise, though the owners and patrons never felt it was in their best interest to offer him actual housing.

Did Phil really assault his mother?

Yes he did. Before Phil left college and became homeless, he had a contentious relationship with his mother while living in her home. She had become frustrated with his excessive spending habits, watching him waste money and accrue debt for cosplay supplies and clothing. One of the last altercations resulted in Phil "hitting her offensively" for attempting to stop him. He has tried to retroactively do damage control by attrubuting her "not accepting him as transgendered" as his reason for striking her.

Who is Phil's brother?

Not much is known about Phil's older brother. They apparently do not have much contact with one another and he is rarely, if ever, mentioned. Reports have surfaced that his brother is very low functioning and requires assistance with his day-to-day functions.

Is Phil really Jack Thaddeus? And What is his relationship with Chris?

No. Jack Thaddeus was a troll who had seized control of Chris's PSN accounts, and was also involved in paying for trolling advertisements on the cwcki. It was decided to try and pit Chris against Phil by claiming he was Jack Thaddeus, but this came to a halt when Chris's father Bob passed away due to health complications. Adding to the confusion is Phil making a few videos against Chris, and numerous posts on Facebook announcing how much better he is.

Despite trolls and more importantly Phil’s own best efforts Chris is neither aware of or cares about who Phil is, however despite this Phil constantly uses Chris as a stick to measure himself by as a proxy for his own severely disabled Brother who was the focus of attention in his home while he was growing up.

What's the deal with J-Lo?

Phil's interest in Jennifer Lopez has been in place for a number of years, regardless of if he remembers it. Previously Phil has "cosplayed" as her while working at Wawa, he has written blog posts about her, and has named her a top ranking official in his fictional country of Australatina. His belief in a fictional Puerto Rican heritage comes from this obsession as well. While no one is sure as to why he is obsessed with a now C-List celebrity, J-Lo did achieve the height of her career while Phil was in his late teens to early twenties.

Why people asspat him?

While there is no singular answer to this question, there are some theories. The majority of the communities that Phil has attached himself to are comprised of people who espouse tolerance and acceptance of others due to their own eccentricities.

They initially feel that he is "just a weird guy", that he is harmless, or that he is being unfairly bullied. However, once Phil has met with someone in person, these feelings rapidly begin to fade and he is quickly being moved to the very edge of these communities at best or outright ostracised at worst often resulting in confusion from Phil leading to various retaliations online that only makes the situation worse.

Why does he predominately interact with people online?

Phil learned during his college career that his real friends would tell him things he did not want to hear, such as "don't post a drawing of your self insert John McCain in the head from a school computer". But Phil discovered that people online would support him regardless of his actions or their disastrous results.

Since then, Phil has in the past managed to accumulate a network of people who would never met him in person but would encourage whatever self destructive behaviour he had decided to take part in at that time.

However there is an ever diminishing number of groups Online or Off who are willing to tolerate him as the communities he has previously inserted himself into and been excluded from have a lot of overlaps leading to a ever growing sense of isolation and a rapidly increasing frequency of ideological shifts to try and fit in with a community he thinks will accept him.

Phil and his Lies

What is "Daddy Rape Day"?


This is the affectionate name Kiwi's have given to one of Phil's biggest, and most awful, lies. On July 4th, 1997 Phil claimed his father raped him during a public fireworks show. Details have emerged that say Phil's Father spanked him for bullying other children. Over the years, this has morphed into a story that he was "raped".

Is Phil really Hispanic? Can he speak Spanish?

No, and No. Phil is predominately Italian. His decision to be Latino started from an obsession with Jennifer Lopez and bloomed as he learned that oppression equals attention. He has gone so far as to tattoo Google Translated Spanish on himself in an effort to prove this.

But wasn't he raped by a Hobo?

No. While living in Portland, Phil frequented the now-closed Red and Black Cafe. This friendly location allowed him to sleep behind their store and on their front steps. Phil claims that while sleeping here, a hobo molested him by sticking his fingers in Phil's anus. There is most likely no truth to this story, nor the exaggerated "raped" version.

Was he involved in a drive-by?

No, he wasn't. Phil tried to scare off the Kiwi Farms by announcing on Facebook he was attacked by "MRA Gamergaters". However, in leaked private messages it was discovered Phil had faked the entire event. Phil continued to perpetrate his lie by claiming to be triggered by reminders of the event long after this discovery.

But didn't he beat up a Kiwi Farmer / MRA Gamergater?

No, this actually encompasses two lies. The first is the lie that Phil was stalked by someone and he defended himself. The details of the story just do not match reality, from the description of the attack to Phil's claims that he "removed the SD card" from an iPhone before throwing it down a storm drain. The second lie is the story itself - he told the same story years before, only it was in Philly and it was involving black people. In this story he "disarmed" the knife wielding assailant and threw the weapon down a storm drain.

Does his mother support his gender identity?

There are two lies involved in this. The first is Phil saying that his mother supports him completely, in everything he will do. The second is that his mother and her boyfriend are awful and refuse to accept him as a trans woman of color. The reality is that Phil has been caught fabricating conversations with people until he begins to believe them. On his most recent trip, his mother either refused or forgot to address him as "she" and would not pay for his orchiectomy. All we really know is she loves her son but will not financially or emotionally support his self destruction.

What's with the suicide counter?

At the initial time of writing this in August of 2015 Phil claimed to have attempted suicide five times, in a effort to get asspats and a place to stay, It became so much of an event Null the Owner of the Farms instituted a clock that we would reset that counted the days, hours and minutes till he last claimed he was going to kill himself.

This eventually got noted by Phil and combined with the awareness of the timer by people in his circled he started claiming it less and less, his last successful attempt was by a well meaning if misguided trans couple who learned exactly what Phil was like including a bizzare even by his standards request for them to shave his back, since then he has not used this lie in a serious way but will still hint at it occasionally to see if he can bring it back into his regular cycle of lies.

Does Phil really cut himself?

No. Phil is too narcissistic for self harm. It has been confirmed that when Phil wants attention or personal gain, he will give himself superficial cuts on fatty parts of his body in an attempt to guilt others. While there are claims that Phil has threatened to cut off his penis while in a depression, this has never been fulfilled.
 

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I would add in the asspatters section that he is responsible for the rat king sub forum here. While following his exploits we found his support network was comprised by cows as amusing as him all with intertwined connections. It’s a common misconception that rat king cows are just general trans people. But it was originally created to chronicle his friends list exploits and see what his reaction would be. He ignored his friends gaining attention and threads because it took away attention from him. But if one were to chart all our rat king cows, at the center would be phil.
 

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@Ravenor just a suggestion but maybe throw in a philong and the law section.
It's always nice to remind people that Phil is a narc who grassed on everyour from homeless dudes just trying to sleep to his own anarchists buddy's after the kicked him out of their shop.
Maybe a brief summation of the weeping with pity / dusty saga since most new fags don't get the "gutted him like a salmon" refs
 

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I would add in the asspatters section that he is responsible for the rat king sub forum here. While following his exploits we found his support network was comprised by cows as amusing as him all with intertwined connections. It’s a common misconception that rat king cows are just general trans people. But it was originally created to chronicle his friends list exploits and see what his reaction would be. He ignored his friends gaining attention and threads because it took away attention from him. But if one were to chart all our rat king cows, at the center would be phil.
Will do, that's a often overlooped aspected of Phils history that needs to be preserved.

@Ravenor just a suggestion but maybe throw in a philong and the law section.
It's always nice to remind people that Phil is a narc who grassed on everyour from homeless dudes just trying to sleep to his own anarchists buddy's after the kicked him out of their shop.
Maybe a brief summation of the weeping with pity / dusty saga since most new fags don't get the "gutted him like a salmon" refs
Yep that ones going to be added as well, and I will have to add dusty to the asspatter section as well.
 

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Will do, that's a often overlooped aspected of Phils history that needs to be preserved.

Edit to add- @CatParty done :)



Yep that ones going to be added as well, and I will have to add dusty to the asspatter section as well.
Maybe a clarification section on Toren and his relationship status and where he's actually living since he's claiming otherwise.
 
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Maybe a clarification section on Toremy and his relationship status and where he's actually living since he's claiming otherwise.
Good Point, I will have to expand that section a bit and maybe create a new one for him.

One thing that needs to be added is thread links to any other cow mentioned, such as Toren for example.
That I can do and will do going forward, this is the initial overhaul to get the core points right, now we can focus on fine turning it like this.
 

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Excellent post, for newcomers to Phil like myself this is invaluable. There is so much to get through and he does so much inane shit, this saved me so much time. Cheers for updating Ravenor.
No problem at all but a major portion of that cudos should go towards my man @Smutley who made the original writeup in such a comprehensive fashion it made the update go far quicker.

If you are intrested I have a thread also in dire need of updating covering a lot of this stuff in depth, that I am going to update in short order and finally get around to finishing off the Phil and... series I started.
 

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I was thinking Xochi could do with some info. Something like,

Who is Xochi? Who is Ameratsu? Who is Jingles?
Phil claims to have Disassociative Identity Disorder. This is a condition whose existence is controversial among mental health professionals whereby, to put it simply, it is believed that the mind copes with extreme trauma by sectioning the traumatic event from the rest of the mind in a split personality. If it exists at all, it is vanishingly rare, and Phil has been confirmed not to have it. It is commonly misinterpreted as meaning that a person develops "alters," which are entirely separate personalities living within the sufferer's brain. Phil's current main alter is named Xochi.

Xochi might best be described as the person Phil wishes he was - a feminine-appearing Latina trans woman, politically active, sexually dominant, intelligent, confident, well-travelled and able to ride a bike. She also has a number of abilities and attributes that are beyond the capabilities of a personality living inside Phil's head, such as being awake while Phil is asleep, having conversations with Phil, engaging in sexual activities with Phil and even going on cycling holidays in Israel while Phil is in Portland. Phil often implies that she is present at the same time as him. She might be characterised as an imaginary friend, given Phil's declining level of real life support and generally juvenile mindset. She serves as his best friend, his ideal, his cheerleader and his girlfriend.

Phil has claimed to have numerous other alters, of whom the most prominent before Xochi was Ameratsu. What Xochi is to Phil's Latinx identity, Ameratsu was to his anime phase. Phil eventually killed her off, claiming that Xochi found her dead of a brain haemorrhage. None of this is possible.

"Jingles" is the alias of another of his alters. Phil himself has mentioned Jingles rarely, and we know nothing of the character beyond his or her name. Kiwi Farms quickly seized on the character for its amusing name, and so it will often be cited during discussion of Phil's DID.


[I am really bored right now. Apologies for any errors.]
 

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I was thinking Xochi could do with some info. Something like,

Who is Xochi? Who is Ameratsu? Who is Jingles?
Phil claims to have Disassociative Identity Disorder. This is a condition whose existence is controversial among mental health professionals whereby, to put it simply, it is believed that the mind copes with extreme trauma by sectioning the traumatic event from the rest of the mind in a split personality. If it exists at all, it is vanishingly rare, and Phil has been confirmed not to have it. It is commonly misinterpreted as meaning that a person develops "alters," which are entirely separate personalities living within the sufferer's brain. Phil's current main alter is named Xochi.

Xochi might best be described as the person Phil wishes he was - a feminine-appearing Latina trans woman, politically active, sexually dominant, intelligent, confident, well-travelled and able to ride a bike. She also has a number of abilities and attributes that are beyond the capabilities of a personality living inside Phil's head, such as being awake while Phil is asleep, having conversations with Phil, engaging in sexual activities with Phil and even going on cycling holidays in Israel while Phil is in Portland. Phil often implies that she is present at the same time as him. She might be characterised as an imaginary friend, given Phil's declining level of real life support and generally juvenile mindset. She serves as his best friend, his ideal, his cheerleader and his girlfriend.

Phil has claimed to have numerous other alters, of whom the most prominent before Xochi was Ameratsu. What Xochi is to Phil's Latinx identity, Ameratsu was to his anime phase. Phil eventually killed her off, claiming that Xochi found her dead of a brain haemorrhage. None of this is possible.

"Jingles" is the alias of another of his alters. Phil himself has mentioned Jingles rarely, and we know nothing of the character beyond his or her name. Kiwi Farms quickly seized on the character for its amusing name, and so it will often be cited during discussion of Phil's DID.


[I am really bored right now. Apologies for any errors.]

I will add that to it's own section.
 

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I was thinking Xochi could do with some info. Something like,

Who is Xochi? Who is Ameratsu? Who is Jingles?
Phil claims to have Disassociative Identity Disorder. This is a condition whose existence is controversial among mental health professionals whereby, to put it simply, it is believed that the mind copes with extreme trauma by sectioning the traumatic event from the rest of the mind in a split personality. If it exists at all, it is vanishingly rare, and Phil has been confirmed not to have it. It is commonly misinterpreted as meaning that a person develops "alters," which are entirely separate personalities living within the sufferer's brain. Phil's current main alter is named Xochi.

Xochi might best be described as the person Phil wishes he was - a feminine-appearing Latina trans woman, politically active, sexually dominant, intelligent, confident, well-travelled and able to ride a bike. She also has a number of abilities and attributes that are beyond the capabilities of a personality living inside Phil's head, such as being awake while Phil is asleep, having conversations with Phil, engaging in sexual activities with Phil and even going on cycling holidays in Israel while Phil is in Portland. Phil often implies that she is present at the same time as him. She might be characterised as an imaginary friend, given Phil's declining level of real life support and generally juvenile mindset. She serves as his best friend, his ideal, his cheerleader and his girlfriend.

Phil has claimed to have numerous other alters, of whom the most prominent before Xochi was Ameratsu. What Xochi is to Phil's Latinx identity, Ameratsu was to his anime phase. Phil eventually killed her off, claiming that Xochi found her dead of a brain haemorrhage. None of this is possible.

"Jingles" is the alias of another of his alters. Phil himself has mentioned Jingles rarely, and we know nothing of the character beyond his or her name. Kiwi Farms quickly seized on the character for its amusing name, and so it will often be cited during discussion of Phil's DID.


[I am really bored right now. Apologies for any errors.]
Added but also added a description of what DID is to the glossary with a minor edit.
 

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The @Weepingwithpity and dusty stuff needs updated, it has them as two different people etc
As I said I am writing an update to that section, I am one of the people that was involved in that mess so I am trying to filter Reality from Dusty's lies (fucker needs his own thread). But dusty got off on the idea of controlling someone and Phil was in hindsight the missed target, I will elaborate that in my write up of him but Dusty was into power and egoboosting himself, ala "The Great Salmong Gutter" meme he himself coined.
 
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