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Queen Pixyteri / Sarah Guilbeaux - Glorious Nippon cosplayer, she's poopin' outside, mother is equally crazy
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Yeahhhhh...I doubt what she's saying actually what they're saying. They probably arent down with here leaving their sight given the high amounts of suicide baiting she's been doing. Sucks she can't go. If she had a friend that could go with her that might be better but alone, nah. Also I have no idea where she lives so I just assume she driving to another state or something.
Also, and sorry if this a late pass or whatever. Is Pixie Autisitic or something? Like i keep having to remind myself she's 36 and in her late 20s. Like, normally, nerdy weebs kinda get the picture of what they have to do to get a normal life and make changes so they can be normal in society but still enjoy anime or whatever. She still lives at home and acts 16.
LoveYouLongTime
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They probably told PT something along the lines of worrying about her getting hurt or in a car crash. Of course, in her mind she invisioned them telling her she was going to get murdered. PT has wrecked her car before due to negligence on her part, one time being she was trying to pay a bill over the phone while reading off her credit card number while driving. She wants to go somewhere about 2 hours away from her, which for a normal adult isn't far. PT is mentally fragile and I don't blame her parents for not wanting to travel that far. What if she has a mental breakdown while there? Her parents are older, her father having recently gone through surgery. They're in no way fit to be rescuing their daughter if she decides to pull a "why does it hurt Kami-sama!!!!!" in a fairly big city where no one knows her. Victoria is a small town(around 63,000) so there's a decent chance of someone knowing her and knowing who to contact if she has an episode. Her dad was embarrassed of her at one point in time because they knew his daughter was considered the town bicycle.
PT is probably on the spectrum, definitely closer to higher functioning but she definitely suffers from other mental illnesses. We can armchair guess what she has all day, but it's clear she has SOMETHING which has been improperly managed, if at all. Her being on the spectrum can explain her fixations on certain things and her inability to recognize proper social behavior.
Do her parents give her an allowance? How does she have money to go on a trip?
I believe she lives in Victoria. Which Victoria to the Witte is a little over a two hour drive. Which, honestly, is pretty bog standard for getting to most large cities in Texas.
Edit: Disregard me, loveyoulongtime got to it before me.
Edit: Disregard me, loveyoulongtime got to it before me.
i think the most frustrating thing about PT is that you can't tell when she's being psycho or when she's being verbally abused by her parents. she has no frame of reference for what a normal family is like. she wants to go on a day trip, her mom says no and obviously that upsets her, and somehow she rationalizes it to meaning everyone wants her dead when normally she should be questioning why her mom is trying to control her life when she's a grown ass adult.
is san antonio a sketchy place? maybe that's why they don't want her to go. i wouldn't want sarah wandering around a skeevy city on her own, but ultimately it's her choice to do what she wants.
is san antonio a sketchy place? maybe that's why they don't want her to go. i wouldn't want sarah wandering around a skeevy city on her own, but ultimately it's her choice to do what she wants.
it's like pretty much every other big city, honestly. So I wouldn't really call it sketchy and the museums in the big cities tend to be in the nicest parts of the city.
I think it's pretty safe to say that PT is usually hyper-focused on certain parts of what people say, and from that come these FB posts where she's asking why her parents want her to die (they probably said something to the effect that she would be in danger if she tried going alone). I am definitely in the camp that she would be a danger to herself and others if she went alone. San Antonio is a large city and while it's not "sketchy" I could see PT getting overwhelmed by it quite easily.
Debbie already acknowledged a long time ago that PT would always need to be cared for by someone (the whole passing her off to her brother Chris and his wife when PT's parents kick the bucket), and PT seems to have some sort of understanding (and hatred) of this. It wouldn't be a surprise to me if her parents have POA (power of attorney) over her and give her a portion of her monthly SSDI checks as a form of allowance (I don't remember hearing that she's on disability, but it seems unlikely that she wouldn't be at this point). They clearly do not give her money for specific things when she asks, because they wouldn't have given her the money for the museum ticket.
On the note of her parents having control over her, Debbie has cut down the internet and taken PT's PC/phone in the past when she was attention baiting and doing embarrassing things online (she was definitely 20+ by then). If I remember correctly her parents even forbade her from cosplaying for a time many moons ago because someone in town that knew her family went to them and told them she was dressed like a giant child while posing with tripod-sama in very public locations.
I think her parents also took over her finances a long time ago (temporarily?) because she ignored her car/credit card/hospital bills in favor of buying ill-fitting cosplay and uwu snaccies and shit from Hastings.
FraggleSquak
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I've been talking to Pixy since maybe around 2013. Pixy does over-exaggerate a lot of situations in her head and can easily get worked up and stressed about things that, to others, would not be at all serious. I don't put it past Pixy to lie or embellish the situation so that she can look more like the victim, but I have been shown the text interactions she has with her mother. I honestly do not believe that Pixy has the technical know-how to create fake iMessage screenshots so I do believe that the interactions I have been shown is actually how her mom interacts with her.
Her mother is just as over-the-top as Pixy is. In text messages her mother will spam Pixy with a barrage of messages like, "I hope you get stuck in San Antonio with no money or car" and "Go get stuck. Have all your nightmares come true" and "Everyone knows you're too stupid to work or have a job but please go by yourself and show how retarded you really are. When you are stuck no one is coming to help you." I am sure her mom and dad are just exhausted; they never expected that they'd be taking care of their adult child well into her 30s, but none of that (the messages) is helping Pixy. Ultimately it seems her mother's concern is Pixy's lack of money (the money for gas, for a potential emergency, etc) but instead her mother tries to control Pixy via gaslighting her. Whenever Pixy and her mom have arguments her mom usually gaslights her by threatening to kick her out of the house. A lot of times this is when Pixy experiences panic attacks and goes to Facebook to complain about the spots she's seeing, how she's so itchy and it hurts, and how she's scared that she's not human.
There hasn't been any diagnosis on Pixy that has been confirmed, but Pixy has said she has bipolar. She's up and she's down quite regularly. She's afraid of getting old/older, and now she's afraid of all the time she has lost and is losing to have real-life experiences. She wants independence but she is also does not seem to be taking job hunting seriously.
I know I haven't attached any screenshots to back up my quotes above but I have decided that I will not share them because I do not want to potentially make things worse for Pixy if those things get back to Debbie.
Can you imagine a sixty-year-old lady baby complaining on social media that her geriatric parents refuse to treat her like an independent adult and do not allow her to travel anywhere? That is Sarah's future if she does not take control of her life and turn her life around.
That really confirms my suspicion that Debbie is a toxic narcissistic mother. Many non-toxic parents try to help their children the best that they can and will even go the extra mile for their children. Also, many non-narc parents want their children to reach their full potential in life. Like so many narcissists out there, Debbie has zero empathy and compassion for her daughter. Sorry for the double post.
Sarah's only chance is to move out into a group home and get a lot of mental health help.
That really confirms my suspicion that Debbie is a toxic narcissistic mother. Many non-toxic parents try to help their children the best that they can and will even go the extra mile for their children. Also, many non-narc parents want their children to reach their full potential in life. Like so many narcissists out there, Debbie has zero empathy and compassion for her daughter. Sorry for the double post.
Sarah's only chance is to move out into a group home and get a lot of mental health help.
TheCakeIsALie
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can’t speak of the autism thing since it affects females differently than males, but she probably has bipolar disorder (Debbie has it I think) or schizoaffective disorder.
she is paranoid and delusional.
I will delete this if it breaks rules but I am a diagnosed female sperg and trust me, I nor any of my friends are like this. She's definitely got something else going on.
LoveYouLongTime
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How have you managed to hold a conversation with her without her freaking out over any perceived slight? How did you also manage to keep in contact when that one guy(Britfag dubbed by lolcow) got a hold of her?
I'm not doubting you, because your story is well within the means of possibilities since we've had suspicions of Deb being crazy. I'm just curious how your normal interactions with her have been and how you managed to slip under Britfag's radar when he convinced her to cut ties with a lot of internet people.
FraggleSquak
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I am not sure why she has decided to tolerate me. Generally when she engages with me I play the role of the listener and I rarely offer my opinion. I just listen.
I friended her originally out of curiosity, but the more I engaged with her the more I felt sorry for her (from a mental health perspective). Her family was and is very dysfunctional, but generally speaking she was born into a financially stable family and they paid for her schooling. When I first began speaking with Pixy she still seemed mostly mentally stable.
She would complain and I would listen or she would ask me simple travel questions that would have been better to just google ("How long does it take to fly to London?" & "How long is a nonstop flight to Japan?" & "I heard it is best to buy your tickets on Tuesday. Is that true?") During her long hiatus we really didn't speak (perhaps this was during the whole "Britfag" thing?).
When we first started talking I felt as though she spoke and acted closer to her actual age. She definitely had her own opinions and was very hesitant to trust anyone. In the beginning she got a little distant towards me when she found out we were similar in age but I was already settled into a career. She asked if I could afford to travel and when I honestly answered that I could sometimes she pulled a way a bit, but would still talk to me.
When she returned to social media and then reached back out to me after her long hiatus/disappearance I was initially shocked she remembered me. I personally believe that her mental health has changed a lot since when I first started speaking to her vs present day. She comes across far more childish than she used to. Not just in her behavior, but in her way of speaking. Most of her interactions with me currently come off as concerning as her Facebook posts from a mental health perspective. I know I've rambled a bit so I don't know if I've answered your question well enough. If you'd like more specific dates I would need some time to find my old iPhone.
LoveYouLongTime
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This definitely answered my question. It's interesting seeing how she interacted with other people who were trying to legitimately hold conversations with her instead of trying to get her upset. It's pretty insightful her behavior towards someone of similar age but obviously has their life together with a career. I'm not surprised she would get distant because it reminded PT she isn't where she should be at her age. I agree that she definitely has regressed mentally and it most likely stems from whatever mental illness she suffers from.
this reminds me exactly of my friend's mentally unstable niece, who will message her all times of day with super obvious, brainless questions like this. Niece is thirteen. Pixy's operating at the same level as an autistic tweenage girl. Jesus.
FraggleSquak
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I'm sorry if I'm posting too much.
I'm only going off of the one perspective that Pixy shares, but I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that her parents (especially her mom) seem to think that if they just push and gaslight her enough that Pixy will suddenly just "grow up" instead of invest the energy and time to learn about Pixy's mental illness and help her work with a therapist that she feels comfortable with. Pixy is a very stressed out and anxious person who potentially hallucinates during those times of stress (seeing black spots, skin constantly itchy, feeling like there are bugs under her skin) and she worries that she's sick and dying, or even fears her parents are going to kill her. Pixy's mother tells her in these moments that she is crazy and stupid.
All of the things that people have seen Pixy childishly obsess over on her Facebook posts has mainly stemmed from her mom's angry texts. She's posted about if she should shave her legs, how she doesn't want to wear dresses, how she wants to talk to her neighbors in passing, getting a job. I am sure that Pixy argues right back to her mom, but her mom often goes on a stream of angry text messages where Pixy is non-responsive where she just belittles, berates and threatens Pixy. It really looks like her mom is saying these things to purposefully hurt Pixy's feelings.
Part of me thinks that Pixy "regressing mentally" to that of a child is more a coping mechanism than anything else. She is afraid of getting old. She feels as though she's too old to achieve any goals she sets. She feels as though she has been locked out of enjoying specific things in life due to her age.
Pixy's family does not have the money to afford to place her in a special facility, and because a judge has not ruled Pixy to be mentally unfit to support herself it may not even be an option. I think the biggest thing that would positively impact Pixy would be if Debbie and her dad took an active CARING role to learn and understand her mental illness and start creating a routine in having her see a psychiatrist and psychologist to create clear defined goals. I doubt this will ever happen, though.
retard strength
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What is her mental illness? Does she have a diagnosis?
I don't think she has a diagnosis, but whatever it is, it's bad enough to where she's paranoid and hallucinates sometimes.
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