cant capitallize wont capitallize
Perhaps he suffered sexual trauma? Not necessarily molested but maybe walked into his parents bedroom by mistake?
There's obviously some hangup he has with sex. I'm not gonna accuse the man of getting molested but he's obviously not free of sexual thought given he feels the need to clarify that its not sexual when he bathes with and sleeps with his waifu.Isn't he on a tugboat due to some mental disability? (As well as having parents like Chris-Chan's who neglected his education and basically just enabled his behavior for years).
Also, if he's 30 then he's obviously been through puberty - even if he claims that his interest in Leaf "is not sexual", I don't believe he can not know what "sexual" is.