Okay so like a lot of you here after finding out the whole Jace / Jan / DN / MDE ruse, I felt quite cut, in fact I didn't know how to feel, as I had never really EVER felt as entrenched as I did with the wonderful world of Jace Connors.
I vote we use a thread to appreciate the so-very-high-lights this dude has given us.
I personally first saw the Commander back in early 2014. I was at this stage, coping with a serious addiction to painkillers and benzodiazepines, and was in the beginning (first week) treatment for my addiction to benzos. At first, Jace really pissed me off, to the extent that I would call him out (and, in respective, get blocked) on his bullshit concepts.
However, as I realised he wasn't going to stop, I began to watch for the lulz. After a few weeks, I was more and more excited to see what was going to happen on his lifestreams, not because I wanted to see him fail but I wanted to laugh.. with him.
This was a really helpful coping strategy for me personally. If you haven't personally, or know someone personally that is coming off a strong habit of xanax (i.e. 25-30 mg or 12-15 tablets a day for the past 18-24 months) it is not something to recommend. I personally had to withstand a lot of pain I never would wish anyone, even to my worst enemy.
Stryker helped me through this. His LONG live streams, his dedication to his fans, it was so fucking beautiful. And I just wanted to let WHOEVER DID THIS (I seriously am questioning the meaning of life right now) that you REALLY helped me through a bad, bad part of my life.
And I wanted to say thank you, I am really shattered that it seems like it was a character, but at the same time, I got over my shit with your help, and if shit is going to get better, and you are going to show the world your talents, I salute you my man.
I know this is SPERGY AS ALL FUCK, but seriously, a part of us has changed forever today, I know I am not the only one who is so affected by this.
Please, share your stories, however spergy you think it is, we have all taken a hit today but its for the best. I confide in the knowledge that Jace is infact safe, and isn't living in the fucked up world he portrayed.
I STAND WITH YOU STRYKER, thank you for the help and entertainment. SEMPER FI!
I vote we use a thread to appreciate the so-very-high-lights this dude has given us.
I personally first saw the Commander back in early 2014. I was at this stage, coping with a serious addiction to painkillers and benzodiazepines, and was in the beginning (first week) treatment for my addiction to benzos. At first, Jace really pissed me off, to the extent that I would call him out (and, in respective, get blocked) on his bullshit concepts.
However, as I realised he wasn't going to stop, I began to watch for the lulz. After a few weeks, I was more and more excited to see what was going to happen on his lifestreams, not because I wanted to see him fail but I wanted to laugh.. with him.
This was a really helpful coping strategy for me personally. If you haven't personally, or know someone personally that is coming off a strong habit of xanax (i.e. 25-30 mg or 12-15 tablets a day for the past 18-24 months) it is not something to recommend. I personally had to withstand a lot of pain I never would wish anyone, even to my worst enemy.
Stryker helped me through this. His LONG live streams, his dedication to his fans, it was so fucking beautiful. And I just wanted to let WHOEVER DID THIS (I seriously am questioning the meaning of life right now) that you REALLY helped me through a bad, bad part of my life.
And I wanted to say thank you, I am really shattered that it seems like it was a character, but at the same time, I got over my shit with your help, and if shit is going to get better, and you are going to show the world your talents, I salute you my man.
I know this is SPERGY AS ALL FUCK, but seriously, a part of us has changed forever today, I know I am not the only one who is so affected by this.
Please, share your stories, however spergy you think it is, we have all taken a hit today but its for the best. I confide in the knowledge that Jace is infact safe, and isn't living in the fucked up world he portrayed.
I STAND WITH YOU STRYKER, thank you for the help and entertainment. SEMPER FI!
for Commander Stryker in memory of all the good times he gave us, and all the shit times he helped me get through.